** Just a quick little authors note. I just want to say a huge thank you for the 200 reads, I never expected anyone to read this so I'm a little shook, anyways enjoy babys x**
- Harley -
"Nice to meet you all, as you know I'm Harley, 23, and well, I just like to kill people if I'm being honest, don't really have any talents, well except for my pencil trick" I smile after I say it remembering what had happened not even 30 minutes ago, I hear the boys chuckle around the table too, I hear the big wooden doors swing open my eyes travel to who the person was and I soon as I saw him all I saw was red. My 'big brother' the same big brother that didn't protect me, that never came to rescue me, Matthew.. the smile on my face quickly drops.
"Harley this is Snake, Mat-" Jax is cut off by me jumping out of his lap slipping through his tight grip on my waist, I jump onto the large wooden table and charge Matthew knocking him down onto the floor, I don't know how long I've waited for this, to show him how much he hurt me, his baby sister, the one he left behind and forgot about. The rage inside of me consumes me whole as I start punching the fuck out of him, "You fucking asshole, how could you?! Fucking hell I thought you cared" I screamed, my voice cracking as the pain comes back like tidal waves. "Why didn't you look for me, why?!" I sob still hitting my brother's chest "Did I fucking mean nothing to you, why Matthew, fucking why?" Another sob escapes my mouth, I've never acted like this before if I don't stop I fear i might actually kill him.
He tightens his arms around me before picking both of us off of the floor, his grip tight around me as if he thinks I'll vanish out of his arms. "I'm sorry Harley, I'm so fucking sorry, I came back for you but you where gone, no one told me anything, I looked for you every day I promise did" My heart shatters as i hear his voice crack, and all seems slow around us, I look into his eyes I once thought id never see again, we made a promise to each other all those years back, he'd protect me and id protect him, only it was him that didn't hold up his end of the deal. Anger once comes over me again my inner demons scratching to get out, to spill blood, I have to get out of here before I do something I regret.
"Well, you didn't fucking look hard enough you son of a bitch!" I push Matthew away and walk back towards Jax trying to calm my breathing down, trying to calm all the screaming in my head I put my hand into my waistband and touch the cool metal of my blade before flicking it open, I stand behind Jax's chair and slowly drag the blade across my lower back, I hold in a moan that almost escapes my mouth as a wave of pleasure flows over me.
Gunner looks around confused, "What the fucks going on here? It was like a scene from Jerry Springer" Matthew turns to the boys and sighs deeply, "That's my sister, the one I told you about" The room falls silent and all eyes turn to me, I hold back the tears that want to escape. Matthew sighs again, "My baby sister Harley Rose Blackwell", I clench my jaw and teeth when I hear him say my full name, I am no longer that person, never again, I will never be weak again. "It's Harley to all of you, that bitch is gone, long gone," I say getting up and walking out of the room slamming the door behind me.
I make my way outside and stand in the sun letting its warmth bask on my face, I quickly send a text to Shelby to tell her I'll be over later with my shit to move in, I slide my phone into my back pocket and face the sun again. My fingers twitching ready for a fight, ready for blood, I hear footsteps approaching me as they get closer my body tenses, I pull my blade out and turn around throwing it at whoever's trying to approach me, missing anything vital only hitting their arm. "God damn it Harlz, come here crazy" I hear Gunner say, I turn around and make my way towards him pulling my blade out of his arm as I walk past him back into the clubhouse. Once I enter all eyes are on me, I keep walking and make my way towards the basement. Gunner still hot on my tail, once I get down I stop in the middle of the room and so does the footsteps behind me.
"Hit me" I say still not turning around to face him, "I'm not hitting you Harlz, come on lets get a drink and smoke a joint" I shake my head furiously and start pulling at my hair, I turn around to face him and scream at him "Fucking hit me, Gunner, hit me!" I need it, I need someone to hurt me so I don't hurt myself or anyone else, I need a release, Jax and Matthew come down the steps obviously hearing my screams. Gunner tries to walk towards me "Just come here harlz, I'm not going to fight you, lets just relax and calm down" I walk backwards every time he takes a step towards me, my body tense, dripping in sweat, my nails digging into the skin of my palms causing a small trickle of blood to drop down onto the floor beneath me.
"Fucking do it Gunner you pussy" He goes to open his mouth when a voice booms from the back of the room, "I'll do it" I look up to see Matthew standing there, "If you're going to fight anyone fight me, Harley, I'm the one that did this to you, I didn't look hard enough, I broke my promise, i broke your trust" I feel a tear escape my eye, quickly wiping it away before walking over to him "10 minutes, out the back, no gloves just wrist tape" He nods and I push past all of them making my way upstares to the bar, grabbing a bottle of tequila off of the shelf and taking a few shots, I need something harder than whiskey right now.
Gunner comes over to me and sits infront of me at the bar watching my every move, I grab another shot glass fill it and push it towards him, he nods his head as we take another shot. No one has spoken a word, "Where's the tape?" I ask breaking the silence, "Come on we will grab it and I'll help you tape up" I nod and follow him before making our way outside to the backyard, I take off my jacket and heels, leaving my crop top, shorts and fishnet stockings only, I tie my hair up before gunner tapes up my hands, Matthew standing opposite me as Jax tapes his hands up.
Once gunner leaves to talk to Matthew, Jax comes over to me, my arms and hands shaking with adrenaline, "Kitten you don't have to do this" I don't dare look at him, keeping my eyes on Matthew "Yes i do jax, we were supposed to protect each other and he didn't" He pulls me into his chest and grips my chin bringing it up so our eyes meet, "I'm only allowing this because i know how hard it is to keep your demons at bay" I nod and he places a kiss on my forehead before walking between Matthew and I, "1 round, 5 minutes, first to tap out or get knocked out, not slapping or scratching" I nod while shaking my legs warming up my body.
"Yeah Snake no scratching or slapping we all know they're your best moves" Gunner yells out from behind me, Jax turns to me "No killing Harley if I even see anything that remotely looks like your going to kill him you will be stopped" I laugh at his threat, "And how do you think you're going to manage that" I smirk at him, Gunner comes up behind me and throws his arm over my shoulders, "Because my dear Harlz, I will not hesitate to shoot you with a tranquillizer dart, you see we actually like Snake around here so we can't let you kill him" I laugh and shrug his arm off of me, ignoring everything around me.
"Fighters ready" I get into my stance waiting for the all-clear, "Fight" as soon as the words leave his mouth I walk closer to Matthew as he does the same closing this distance before us before he has a chance to raise his arm up to throw a punch, I swing my leg around twisting my body kicking him in the side of the head which causes him to stumble to the side, he shakes his head and brings his arms back up, I go to throw a punch but hes quicker than me catching my wrist and twisting it, pulling my body into his, snaking his arm over my neck and slightly applying pressure like he's scared to hurt me, too bad I've been in worse situations.
"If you're going to choke someone at least do a proper fucking job at it" A few men laugh before I manage to position myself correctly before throwing him over my back and shoulder landing him on the floor with a loud thud, a few gasps are heard around me but it soon all fades out to me, all my focus is on my 'brother'. "How could you?" I ask my voice eerily calm "You just left me, you knew how he was and you fucking left" My tears now freely falling down my cheeks onto his, "I came back for you Harlz but you were gone, they told me you left one night and that the police were looking for you" I scoff when I hear his excuse, pathetic.
"And you believed him?! You knew I wouldn't do that, you fucking knew that" He rolls us over so I now have my back on the ground and my hands pinned to the floor "I looked for you Harley I did, every single day, I never stopped but you just disappeared, without a trace" A single tear rolls down his face falling onto mine I wriggle my body down trying to escape his grip, "You've gotta believe me, Davey,"... 'Davey' the last time he called me that was the night before he left, he called me Davey because of my obsession with Harley Davidsons, my heart breaks while hearing that name again.
I shake my head ridding the thoughts out of my mind and focusing on the fight, I've wriggled down enough that in one swift movement I've wrapped my legs around his waist and stomach and pull him back letting his body and head hit the gravel underneath us, I roll him over and snake my arm around his neck and pull him onto his knees, "If you're going to choke someone do it right" I say tightening my grip on his neck, I try to stop myself but my inner demons have let themselves out and they want blood, they need blood, his face starts going red yet he still hasn't tapped out, I start to tighten it before the sound of a gun pulls me out from my trance.
I loosen my grip on Matthew and he falls to the ground infront of me trying to suck as much oxygen into him as he can, "Fuck! Fuckity fuck! Son of a motherfucking bitch!" I look up to Gunner yelling, he must have pulled the tranq gun. I look down to my body to try and find the dart but with no luck, I look back up at gunner confused and then I see it and almost piss myself, Jax walks over to him laughing his ass off, "How the fuck did you manage to shoot yourself? You cockhead" I drop to the floor and laugh holding my face in my hands, I laugh and laugh and laugh until I start to cry.
I feel arms wrap around me as I open my eyes I see Matthew he just holds me tighter, and I relax in his arms, I snake my arms around him and hold him tight, I never thought I'd ever see him again, I thought he left for good, I thought he didn't care about me anymore, that I was a nuisance in his life.
"I promise Davey, I'll never leave you again, never again" I nod my head unable to find the words to say, he cups my face in his hands looking at me as a smile cracks on his face, "Man you've really grown up huh? Who would have guessed you'd kick my ass one day" We both let out a chuckle and get up off of the floor. We make our way towards Jax and Gunner who's currently feeling the effects of the tranquillizer, "You had one job Gunner" I say laughing at the idiot, "Fuck up Harlz, you owe me a joint and a drink".
Jax turns to him "Brother, I don't think it would be a good idea I'm sure the tranquilizers going to kick in soon" Gunner scoffs and flicks his hand shooing Jax away "Nah brother, wasn't too strong just enough to fuck up your senses a little, like a really fucking good high. and Harlz owes me a joint and drink from throwing her knife in my arm" He says as a smile spreads across his face like hes seen his first set of tits.
Jax grabs ahold of my waist and drags me into him holding me tightly while his free hand slowly undoes the tape on my wrists, kissing my knuckles in the process, he leans down to my ear planting soft kisses across my shoulder and neck, he whispers into my ear sending goosebumps down my spine, "You really need to stop hurting my men kitten, keep going and you will have to be punished" he slightly bites down on the sensitive spot on my neck as I let out a small moan at the feeling.
"Come on you two can finally fuck later, no time to waste when weed and alcohol are involved", Jax punches Gunner in the arm exactly where my knife had hit him, he laughs "Cant feel shit brother, tranquillizers done good" Matthew throws Gunners arm over his shoulder and helps him into the clubhouse both talking shit and laughing as they walk away, Jax still holding me in his tight embrace.
"Thank you" I whisper intertwining my fingers into his, "For what kitten?" I look over my shoulder and up to his perfect face, he raises an eyebrow at me, "For understanding" He lets out a deep sigh before pulling me in tighter, "Anything for you kitten" And with that I pull his face down to mine and smash his lips onto mine he turns me around not daring to break the kiss between us, I wrap my arms around his neck as his tongue make its way into my mouth showing me just how dominant he is, I must admit I like it when he takes control.
He taps the bottom of my ass and I jump up wrapping my legs around his waist, he pulls me into him deepening the kiss before he pulls away, "Come on kitten, Gunner will throw a hissy fit if you don't get your sexy ass in there" I laugh and go to get out of his embrace only causing him to tighten his grip on my ass and thighs, "Nope, I'm carrying your sexy ass in there" I bury my face into his neck and let a small giggle come out as he walks us back to the clubhouse.