Millie's POV~
'A fucking dare?! Is he serious?! I can't believe this! He was freaking dared to ask me out?! He's a fucking asshole, that's what he is!'
"Is everything okay?" Noah asks me. I turn to him, I just got off the phone with Finn.
"No." I said angrily.
"What happened?" He scooted closer to me. We're still on his bed, he just got back from getting me eggos.
"Do you know what Finn did?" I ask. He sighed and looked up. "You know what he did, don't you?" I grunt. "Is that why you've been hanging out with me too? You're doing this too?" I assume. He looked back at me.
"No, no, no, I'm not part of any of this. I just wanted to hang out with you." He said quickly.
"How do I know you're not lying?" I cross my arms. He sighed.
There were bangs on the door downstairs.
"You just have to believe me, I'm not lying to you. I had not part in this. Yes, I know Finn was dared to go out with you. Did I want him to do it? No, I would never want that to happen to anyone." He explained.
"Then why did you let it happen?" I asked.
"I don't know, okay? But I'm sorry about that. I can't do anything now, so you can you please just forgive me?" He pleaded. "Please, Millie." He put his hand on my thigh.
"Fine." I gave in. He sighed a breath of relief and smiled, embracing me in a hug. It was a little weird, I didn't really hug back and he seemed to notice since he pulled away.
"Thank you." He smiled.
There was more banging at the door.
"You gonna get that?" I asked. He nodded and got of the bed, walking out fo the room. I got off too and went to his window, checking to see who's here.
Finn.
"Oh, my god." I grunted and ran out of the room, running downstairs to the door.
"What do you want, Finn?" Noah asks Finn at the door.
"I need to see Millie." He answered.
"That's not going to happen." Noah said angrily.
"Noah." Finn warned, I walked up to the door. "Millie, we need to talk." Finn said once he saw me.
"We already did, what more is there to talk about?" I said sassily.
"Millie, please just come out here so we can talk." Finn requested.
"No." I grumbled. He sighed.
"Millie." He thundered. "Just let us talk about this." He tried saying calmly.
"No." I said slowly. He clenched his jaw and without me even seeing what's happening, he grabbed my elbow and pulled me outside, Noah grabbed my other arm and pulled me back.
"Let her go!" Noah commanded.
"You let her go!" Finn shouted back.
"Let me go, Finn!" I screamed, trying to pull my arm back but he has a really tight grip on my arm to the point where it's starting to hurt. "You're hurting me, Finn!" I shouted. He immediately let go and I stumbled into Noah's arms.
"Please, just let me talk, Millie." His voice cracked.
"You have 2 minutes." I glanced at Noah and he took the hint, nodded and left to somewhere inside the house.
"Millie, I'm sorry. I don't even know how to explain how sorry I am. I know I shouldn't have went along with the dare-."
"Yeah, you're doing really good at this apology, Finn." I scoffed. He sighed.
"That's not what I meant and you know it-."
"Then what did you mean?" I crossed my arms over my chest. He sighed again.
"Millie, please just..."
"Please, what?" I raised my eyebrows. He clenched his jaw and his fists then he glared at me.
"You know what? I don't even know why I'm apologizing. You're not worth it. I'm never going to have to see you again, or kiss you. I don't have to get back together with you. Hell, was this even a relationship? We just made out a couple times, I even touched you and you let me. I guess you're just easy like the rest of the girls in school." He spit. My eyes stung with tears. My bottom lip began to quiver and my whole body started to shake. It felt like someone was squeezing my neck because I can't breath, it's too tight.
"You know... I feel really bad for whoever has to marry you in the future. They'll have to put up with you cheating, or at least worry about you cheating. I don't even think you'll marry, you're just gonna jump from girl to girl because you don't have the balls to stay with one. You're just an asshole, Finn Wolfhard. That's all you'll ever be." I choked out, he opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off by slamming the door in his face.
"Bitch!" He screamed from outside.
'Ha. Deja vu.'
I finally broke down and dropped to the floor. Never has anyone described me the way he did. I've never felt so useless in my life.
"Millie?" Noah asked. I looked up, tears streaming down my face as I choked in a sob. "Ohh, Millie." He ran toward me and embraced me in a hug. I dug my head into his neck and sobbed. Loud. "I'm so sorry, Millie." He whispered into my ear, that only made me cry harder. "Shh Shh." He stroked my hair. "Come on." He said and started to stand up but I stayed on the floor. I shook my head and buried my face in my hands. "I'll carry you." He said. He put his hand on my back and the other under my knees and he picked my up bridal style. I can't believe I'm actually that light to where people can just carry me like I'm a baby.
He carried me to his room and set me on his bed. He was about to get up again but I grabbed his arm and pulled him back. I gave him a look and he laid down beside me.
We spooned as he kept mumbling things I couldn't understand into my ear, but they still comforted me. But now... I don't really know how I feel. It's like I can't control my body or actions at this moment. I can't even explain how this happened. It's like I wanted it but I didn't. But in this moment I did.
I turned my head and realized how close his face was to mine. His nose was almost touching mine. I felt his breath on my lips and cheek. Without even realizing, I leaned closer to him. I connected our lips. It's was soft, we barely even kissed. Then I went in again, doing the same thing. I turned all the way around and kissed him again. "Millie, we can't- hmm." I cut him off by planting a soft kiss on his lips. "Mil-." Again. "God." He muttered before kissing me long and hard.
He opened and closed his mouth on mine really fast and I reciprocated the action.
He put his hand on my cheek, pulling me closer. He made his way on top of me and put his legs between my legs, I wrapped mine around his waist and pulled him down.
He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I parted my lips and he shyly stuck his tongue in my mouth, I did too. The second they touched, we weren't shy anymore. He explored every inch of my mouth, and we fought for dominance, which he won no problem.
It got more and more heated as he left my mouth and trailed kisses down my cheek, jaw, then to my neck. He kissed higher up and found a spot that made me gasp. He stayed there for a while just kissing it over and over then he started sucking hard, making me gasp out a moan.
He stuffed his hand up the back of my shirt, making me sigh. He pushed it higher and higher till the bottom half of my breasts were exposed. I'm wearing a bra. He sat up and I pulled it off, he did the same with his.
He dove back down and kissed between my breasts. My hands made there way to his hair and I pushed him closer to me. He kissed down my stomach till he got to my sweats. He untied the not of the string and he slowly pulled them off, revealing my black panties.
He looked up at me and kissed my inner thigh, making me whimper. He kissed all over and sometimes bit down a little then he went up my pelvis.
He sat up and kissed my lips again.
I can't believe I let this happen...
I shouldn't be doing any of this. This is not how I used to be.
'Am I really turning into... a... a slut? We didn't have sex but... am I really just worthless? Just here to be used?'
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A/N:
Ohhhhhh dang..... sorry not sorry guys.... I hope you enjoyed the chapter! Please vote and comment! PLEASE COMMENT! I love reading them and knowing your opinion on it. Anyway, stay tuned for the next chapter...
Edit: I was this close to making them fuck.