Emison: I can't fight my feel...

By camren_againstreason

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A-Free story about Alison Dilaurentis and Emily Fields falling in love. This story takes you on their journey... More

Wait.
The Truth Comes Out
You're Worth The Wait
The Talk.
The Surprise
The Study Session
The Party and First Times
One Month Anniversary Part 1-(The Planning)
One Month Anniversary Part 2 (You didn't remember.)
One Month Anniversary Part 3-(I hate myself)
I Love You
We're Going To LA
Las Angeles
Las Angeles-Part 2-The Perfect Couple
Jealous.
Caught In The Act
Toby's Party
Morning After-( Very Short Chapter)
The Assembly
no
The Assembly Part 2
A Broken Emily
Emily Don't.
Emily's Back
Clingy.
Tell Me It's Not True
Broken Hearts
That Should Be Me
Out of Reach
Homecoming
OMG
The Mountain
The Evil Truth
My Dreams
Same Emily-Different brains
Getting to Know You
So In Love it Hurts
A is for Alison
I Can Remember
Will You Take It?
The Parents Agreement
Is That What You Think?
The Last Date
Stay with me.
Hard Cries, Harder Goodbyes
HEY!
The Distance
Prom?
She's My Happiness
Prom Night
Camren Fanfic
Camren Story is up
You guys still around?

Not What It Looks Like

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By camren_againstreason

ALISON POV.

"I'm going to go get some ice." I said while grabbing the ice bucket and heading down to the lobby. Em should be back soon after her dinner with Samara. I was extremely jealous, but I know Em wouldn't do anything to hurt me. She loves me. I smile thinking about how she loves me while riding down in the elevator.

I get the ice and make my way back up to the room. I wonder if Emily is back already? The elevator door opens and I step out and begin to make my way down the hall. I turn the corner with the ice.

I drop my ice bucket and can't believe what is happening. Samara and Emily are about to kiss. I feel tears quickly well up in my eyes and my heart start cracking. I'm in shock.

"Em?" I manage to say, sounding hurt even though I'm trying my best not to sound that way. They both quickly look back at me and step away from each other quickly. They are both in shock.

"Alison," Emily says softly, "it's not what it looks like." She looks like she's totally freaking out on the inside but trying to stay calm on the outside. She slowly takes a step towards me but I take a step back still so shocked and broken. I look at the ice on the ground and then look back up at Emily and Samara, who is just staying quiet and standing still.

"How could you?" I whisper in disbelief as tears are beginning to roll down my cheeks. I quickly turn and run back to the elevator.

EMILY POV.

"How could you?" She whispers. My heart breaks just looking at her. I wasn't going kiss Samara, I was actually a second away from telling her to stop. I'm just staring at Alison and she looks down at her dropped ice and back up at me. She then just turns and sprints away to the elevator. I look back at Samara with an angry look, then I quickly run after her.

"ALI WAIT." I scream. She just keeps running and crying. She turns the corner and I run faster. She's pretty ahead of me though. At the end of the hall I see her get into the elevator. She looks at me as I'm running to catch the elevator and crying; pressing the elevator button so it will close faster. I finally get to the elevator right when it closes. At this point I'm also crying. I pound on the elevator crying.

"ALI PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN DON'T GO!" I yell.

After crying at the elevator, hoping Alison will come back up for a half hour I decide to go back to the room. I walk into our room and see the other girls in the kitchen just talking.

"Hey Em! How was it?" They ask. Then they realize my eyes are red and puffy from crying. "Oh my god Em! What happened?" They all ask running over to me to comfort me. I look up at them and start to cry again.

"Samara was dropping me off and we said our goodbyes and stuff, then we hugged. We both pulled away and then Samara started to lean in to kiss me. I was about to tell her to stop and reject her kiss but then Ali saw and ran away. She thought I was going to kiss her and that I was going to cheat on her but I would never! I love her too much for that!" I was balling my head off and the girls were comforting me on the couch.

"It's okay Em, we will just wait for her until she comes back and then you can explain exactly what happened." Aria said in a calming voice. I nodded and slowly stopped crying. We all just watched TV on the couch silently.

ALISON POV.

After I got away from Emily I went down to the hotel bar. I'm known for looking older than I actually am so the bartender didn't card me. I just sat at the bar and sipped my drink silently. I was so broken and angry. I can't believe Emily was going to kiss her. Turns out I did have something to be jealous about.

I decided not to get super drunk tonight, even though I could, and actually really wanted to. I just didn't want to do anything stupid and make a dumb mistake. I just sipped my one drink and got lost in my thoughts. Samara was beautiful, and had a perfect smile. I could see how Em would like her. Em always makes me feel like I am the most beautiful, most important girl in the world. I wonder if she treats me the same as she treated her other girlfriends? I don't like to think about this.

After I finished my drink I decided I was going to head back up to the room. I knew I was going to have to face Emily sooner or later. I guess I pick sooner.

I took the elevator up to our floor. I got out and slowly walked to our room. I took a deep breath and tried to hold in my tears. I slowly opened the door and saw all the girls watching a movie. Including Emily. Their heads all shot over to look at me. Emily quickly stood up and started walking toward me.

"Ali.." She said slowly.

"I don't want to talk to you," Tears began streaming down my face, "You promised I had nothing to be jealous of!" I snapped and went to my room and slammed the door. I knew Emily wasn't going to give up that easily. She knocked on my door.

"Ali please let me in so I can explain. " She said on the other side of my door.

"No, I'm not letting you in. So don't waste your time Em." I replied.

"Fine, I will just talk to you through the door then." She said. She wasn't giving up without a fight.

"Nothing happened at our dinner. All we did was talk. I promise. Then when she was dropping me off, after we hugged, she leaned into kiss me but I was never going to kiss her back. Ever. I'm with you Ali. And I only love you. Forever." She said through the door. I was crying, and listening to her sweet words, a small smile spread across my face. I didn't reply. I slowly walked over to the door, unlocked it, and slowly opened the door. I saw Emily leaning against the wall with her head down. She quickly shot her head up and looked at me as I opened the door.

"Forever." I whispered to her with a faint smile. She slowly smiled at me with her tear-stained cheeks and slowly leaned in for a hug. I jumped into her arms and hugged her back. I didn't kiss her though, it almost didn't seem right in the moment.

"I'm so sorry." She whispered as she was hugging me. We pulled away.

"Wanna walk on the beach with me?" She asked, holding out her hand. I nodded, took her hand, and we walked out the door.

Em and I walked along the beach hand in hand but not saying a word. The sun was setting and it was beautiful. I was honestly still sceptical about the whole Emily and Samara thing. It made me wanna cry but I had to trust Emily. But I also just had to ask.

"Em, how do I know you weren't going to kiss her back?" I asked quietly, but loud enough for her to hear me.

"What?" She asked. Obviously shocked I was talking.

"How do I know Emily?" I asked again but more sternly. She took a deep sigh and and kept walking, us still hand in hand.

"You don't." She replied simply. I looked at her because that's not the answer that I expected. She saw my reaction and stopped walking. She grabbed both my hands and stared into my eyes.

"You will never really know that I wouldn't kiss her back. You just won't. There's no way to fully prove it Alison," she said with a frown. I began to cry again, but she kept holding my hands and looking into my eyes,"But you just have to trust me. You have to trust me when I say you're the only one I want to be with, ever. You have to trust me when I say you're the only one for me in my eyes. You have to trust me when I say, in my eyes, you're the most beautiful, perfect girl in the world." She told me. Now she was crying too.

"But Em, she's beautiful too, and totally your type." I tell her.

"Alison, YOU are my type. You are the only thing I'm interested in." She assured me. Not letting go of my hands. Tears were still heavily rolling down my face. I was so confused and frustrated with everything.

I looked Em in the eyes and yelled, "I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DIDNT KISS HER BACK?!" I cried even harder. I felt Emily let go of my hands and I looked up to her face.

"Why would I ever want to kiss her when I can kiss you like this?" Emily regrabbed my hand and pulled me into her. She then grabbed my waist and pulled me into her lips. Our lips crashed together, perfectly in sync. I cupped her face and deepened the kiss. The kiss was filled with so much passion. This was Emily's way of proving to me she wasn't going to kiss Samara, and it was working. We kept kissing and kissing on the beach with the water crashing upon our lower legs. We pulled away slowly and gazed into each other's eyes. She cupped my face and lightly kissed me on the forehead. Then she pulled me in for a hug, I buried my head in her chest and she rested her chin on my head. We stayed there watching the sun setting for a few minutes. I pulled out and she looked down at me. I noticed she was still crying.

"Em why are you crying?" I asked her concerned.

"I just love you so damn much." She smiled. I wiped away her tears and got on my tip toes, I pecked her lips and looked at her,

"I love you too."

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