Than POV
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Waking up in the morning is something that I really don't want to do right now. Not because I am lazy. It is just, I don't want to face reality. How I am gonna suppose to face him after what happened last night? How I am gonna react? How I am gonna act in front of him? Be cool? How can I be cool if whenever I see him, my heart is racing? How can I be cool if whenever I hear someone says his name, I jerk? It is impossible task to do. But I have to be cool, right? Yes, it is the only way to do. He was drunk and probably he won't remember about it. I hope so. No, I want him to remember! Shit, what happen to me? I think I am going crazy here!!
"You are not gonna get up?" I ignore him and faking a sleep, "Don't act like you are sleeping because I know you are not"
I ignore him again. Yes, it is the only way. I hope he will just go leave me alone. Just go, P'Puen. Let me breath!
"About last night...." His voice seems so doubt about what he is going to say. And that it is. It is the alarm for me to get up. Last night. That word is making me nervous. He looks at me in disbelief.
"La... Last night? What about last night?"
"Did you brought me back to the dorm? I remember if I was alone last night"
"You don't remember?" I feel relief and disappoint at the same time. He Is scratching his head and looking at me confuse.
"You sleep topless?" That the words he asks me in our conversation about last nighy. Really? How could he?
"Yes, why? Do you have problem with it? It is not like I was sleeping naked!" My tone is high. It sounds like I am angry. Yes, I am angry with him. How could he change the subject?
I get up and walk pass him. I bump his shoulder and I don't care if I am acting like I am disrespecting him. I don't care. Really don't care about it. All I care is I am angry and I wanna show him. Maybe I will regret it later but the hell. Just punish me later. Now, I will punish him first you cheeky bastard stupid ignorant fool jerk arrogant P'Puen!!!
*****
You know what the most upseting thing? No, except the fact if P'Puen doesn't remember about last night. Let we put that problem aside. We will talk about it later, not now.
Oke, back to real problem that we have now as a team. We are practicing this afternoon but some of my team mates haven't come. They are late. It is not their usual habit. They always on time but not now.
P'Puen stop them when he sees them try to grab a ball, ready to join the parctice. They stop and look confuse.
"Why you are late?"
"Our teacher is letting us out late, P" Bomb is reasoning.
"Than is your classmate, but why he can be on time and you are not?"
They are not answering because they don't have any excuses. P'Puen tells them to do squads 50 times but Bomb refuses. He doesn't want to do it because he thinks P'Puen is not his coach, and he is not coach Win.
Oke, as much as I am angry with P'Puen now but what Bomb said to P is making me mad. Is he disrespecting my P? P'Puen is doing nothing wrong. He doesn't deserve to be not disrespected like that. He is still their senior. And P'Puen never does harm to them. He only bullied me before. Wait... That makes me realise, why he only bullied me not other?
"I know I am not a coach but do you think if you act like that we can win the next game?" They are silent, "This is our last chance to show them if we can win and through to final. It is our last chance to show them what coach Win has taught us. Understand? Don't you want to show them how good we are?"
Can I feel proud now? I am so proud of P'Puen right now. He is behaving so calm and speaks out nicely to his juniors so they can understand, not getting angry. But why I am feeling jealous? He should be nice from the beginning. He should act nice to me too at the beginning. Why he acts nice to them now but not to me? This is unfair!
I hate him now but at the same time I feel proud of him. Nope, I am not smiling. I am sulking. I don't like he is being nice to others but not to me.
Bomb and other friends who is late do a squads jump for 50 times. No pressure, just willing to do it. The practice is going fine after that.
*****
The class is going to start in 5 minutes. I am still not ready to go to class but just walking around near the gym hall. I feel like I don't want to study right now. Not like I am being rebeling, it is just I am not in the mood to listen and study.
"Just tell the teacher I am sick and need to rest" I hear a voice of P'Puen from behind the wall. I look up and see him sits there while watching a video in his laptop.
"I don't know if a captain team is skipping a class. Even he is lying for being sick"
He turns around and looks at me. I can see a surprise look in his face. He is cute. Damn, why I have to compliment him now?
"Not mad at me anymore?"
"Mad at you? Who said I am mad at you and why I have to mad at you?" My tone is getting high again. It is sound like I am in not a good mood again. Yes, I am mad at him but I don't want to admit it.
"Why are you here? Don't you suppose to be in class right now?"
"I can ask the same thing to you, P"
He closes his laptop then tell me to sit beside him. I don't know what he wants but I do like what he orders me. He lays down and places hi head on my lap.
"Let me sleep for while"
"I am not pillow"
"But you make me comfortable"
But you make me comfortable. That word hits me in my heart. It skips like for second. I look at him, his face. He already drowns to his sleep.
I don't know what happen to me but I just can't take my eyes from him. His face is so angelic when he is sleeping. He is like a sleeping baby. Cute and adorable.
I lean back at the wall beside me. Close my eyes and go to the dreamland. Yes, this is like a dream for me. Sweet dream. He is sleeping on my lap is kinda a dream comes true. I don't know what will people think about us. I don't care if teachers will catch us later. It really doesn't matter if I will get tease from my mates about this. I just want to feel this moment. I really want to treasure this amazing feeling with him. I juts want...
I don't know how long I have been sleep. I wake up when I feel something cool touches my cheek. I open my eyes and look up. He is standing in front of me. His hand is holding a can of cold drink. He gives it to me.
"You seem tired. Why don't you back to the dorm and take a rest?"
Oke, I am still not believe of what he is saying. He is sound like someone else. It is not like usual P'Puen that I know. He is too nice. Ah, maybe I am still dreaming.
Maybe I am too bold or maybe I am crazy. Or maybe I am too drunk of my sweet dream. I get up, look at him closely. Too close so I can feel his breath. I pinch his cheeks. He yelps.
"So, this is not dream?" I ask myself. He raises his eyebrow, maybe he thinks me weird.
"So, if this is dream you dare to do something like this to your P?"
Your P? Hahahaha. He calls himself my P? Maybe this is dream, that is why he calls himself my P. Yeah, a dream. I like this dream.
He is my P. He said, he is my P. So, I can do anything I want to my P, right? I smile of happiness, thinking of something I like to do to him. It is a dream, so no one will hurt if I just....
"Yes, my P..." I smile and keep pinch his cheek because I like to see his mad expression. He is cute when he is mad.
"Are you crazy?" This is making me laugh. I don't find it funny but it makes me laugh.
"Yes, I am crazy P" I think I am really crazy, "I am so crazy in love with you..." I am playing like a little kid.
"You know, P. You always make me crazy about you. Sometime you are rude to me, sometime you are so nice. I can't understand you. You drive me crazy" I burst out all things that I feel lately, "But you know what? I can't help it but fall for you"
"Are you confessing your feeling to me?"
"Nope. That was not confession" I tell him, "This is my confession!"
I grab his face and pull him close to me. For the first time, I am the one who lead the kiss. The real kiss when we are sober, at least in the dream like this. Yes, only in dream like this I have courage to tell him about my feeling.
I hope when I let him out, he won't punch me or hate me. At least he doesn't push me when I kiss him. He just let me. Maybe he is too surprise?
"Oh my.... Than? Puen?"
I look at the person who calls our name. It is P'Leng. He is standing there with his jaw opens so wide, and also his eyes. I can see his shock expression.
But wait.... Why P'Leng comes to my dream? I look at P'Puen then P'Leng, back and forth.
Oh shit!!!
This is not a dream? This is not a dream?!! THIS IS NOT A DREAM!!!
Shit! Shit! Shit!
I am screwed up!!!
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I am still not over about feeling sad right now because my favorite couple will leave me
Sotus S The Series is coming to end 😭😭
I will miss my ultimate couple Kong and P'Arthit 😢😢
Now, I will feel sad for couple days or few
And if you find I will update the sad chapter, it is because I am still sad to let them go 😭😭
I need KongxArthit to be real!!!
Or maybe they are? I mean P'Singto and Krist 😉
Btw, I had to edit this chapter so many times
This one is hard
I want to make it like that but ended up like this
Well, I hope you like it 😇😇
See you in next chapter
Xoxo