Insecure

By shyla_stories

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Sara Andrews has always had image issues but now that she's a senior in high school everything seems to be fa... More

Meet the cast.
Back to school
The mean girl
Hello Mr. Sterling
We have a choice..To Live or To Exist.
You want this.
Look what you've done to me.
A tough girl whose soul aches.
You don't understand.
Your kiss unmissable.
Could you break my fall?
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.
You don't have to give it all away.
We push and pull like a magnet do.*
Moon dances over your good side.
You were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Feels like this could be forever right now.
Lucky for you, that's what I like.
You make rain but I'll make it shower.
End up meeting in the hallway every single time.
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Beautiful as you are, I wanna light up your dark.
We were lovers on a wild ride.
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night.
Now I got you in my space I won't let go of you.
I don't fuck with change, but lately I've been flipping coins a lot.
He's gonna save my life like superman
That's between me and you, our little secret.
If you're the art, I'll be the brush.
But I don't ever want to see you with him
Fingertips puttin' on a show*
Now I know I have met an angel in person
I gave you bass, you gave me sweet talk.
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts.
I won't do you no harm
I feel like for the first time I am not faking.
I could stay right here and burn in this all day
I was a ship floating aimlessly.*
I wanna love you with the lights on.*
I'll fix you with my love.*
If you like the way you look that much baby you should go and love yourself.
You and I can stay awake and keep on dreaming.
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo.*
Now you know me, for your eyes only.
A sight of a soul when it's breaking making my heart grow cold.
Does he know you're out and I want you so bad.*
Wherever you are is the place I belong.
All of my life, I've been frozen.
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell.
You don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same.
Intoxicate me gently with your loving
'Cause I'm tired of the fake love, show me what you're made of*
I'll be your harvester of light
I wanna be closer to you, let you under my skin
You take me places that tear up my reputation
Please don't scar this young heart
Love is all that I need and I found it there in your heart*
Open up your gates cause I can't wait to see the light
Love flows deeper than the river*
We can really talk it through
Baby I'd give you my world*
You're the shining distraction that makes me fly home
Come away where they can't tempt us, with their lies
I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart
He loved me so naughty made me weak in the knees*
I'm having your baby
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
'Cause I'm a fool for you
Pour out your perfection on me now
But the proof is in the way it hurts
I loved him when I left him
Babe, I'm hurting and now you'll feel the same
You keep saying that you're alright but I can see it through the fake smile.
Can we be friends?
Only yesterday we were on the run.
You went back to what you knew
The past can't haunt me if I don't let it, live and learn and never forget it.
This is not black and white, there are no clear solutions
Searching for a sweet surrender
Tough times they keep coming
Thought I wasn't enough and I wasn't so tough laying on the bathroom floor
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry.
All those motherfuckers been too mean for too long and I'm so sick of crying.
All we know is the sun will rise
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
If you get lost in the light it's okay, I can see in the dark
I am yours and you are mine
All I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you
Chemistry was more than science
You're my downfall, you're my muse,my worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
I've already seen the bottom, so there's nothing to fear
I don't know where it starts but it ends with you and me
Everything I need is standing in front of me
I wanna make, wanna make love Girl, I can't lie*
Stay close, hold steady 'cause I don't want it, don't want it to end
Ever wonder 'bout what he's doing, how it's all turned to lies
Even my phone misses your call, by the way
The way it brings out the blue in your eyes is the Tenerife sea
She could be a Joan of Arc but he's scared of the light that's inside of her
There's no place I'd rather be in this world, your eyes are where I'm lost in*
Now I'm searching every lonely place, every corner calling out your name.
And our paper houses reach the stars 'til we break and scatter worlds apart
Epilogue
ANNOUNCEMENT

There's not enough rope to tie me down

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By shyla_stories

Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken - P!nk

Nathan smirks at me and shakes his head, "That's what she said babe." He teases before pulling onto the street, I giggle at him but in all honesty I didn't mean for it to sound sexual. I actually really want meat.

After a few minutes Nathan pulls up to an old styled diner, I hand him his jacket back which he takes apprehensively. "You sure you won't need it?" He asks and I shake my head not wanting him to be cold. Once we climb out of his car Nathan rests his hand on the small of my back before leading me into the warm diner.

We're seated in a cozy corner booth in the almost completely empty diner before an older, cheerful looking lady comes over. "What can I get you dears?" She chirps and Nathan smiles at me.

"Can I get a hot chocolate, the California burger with no onions and fries." I order, she smiles and nods at me before looking at Nathan.

"I'll have the same actually." He says with a kind smile before taking my menu, putting it with his and handing it to her. She nods and tells us she'll be right back with our hot chocolate before walking back into the kitchen, a shiver sneaks up on me from my bare thighs against the cold vinyl of the bold booth. "You cold again?" He asks in concern.

"A little bit." I reply as he moves closer to me, he nervously puts his arm over my shoulder and pulls me against his warm chest causing me to hum in appreciation. "That's better." I say softly, he smiles and places a soft kiss to my head before lifting my legs to rest over his.

"Good." He whispers, I look up at him and smile softly. The corner of his lips turn up and he leans down to press a soft kiss to my lip.

This side of Nathan is so different, he's nothing like he was before but maybe because Harry was involved. Or maybe me shooting him down all those months ago made him rethink his process. Either way, I'm not complaining. I can tell he's being genuine toward me and that he does actually care for me.

The waitress returns with our hot chocolates and smiles at us sweetly as I rest my head against Nathan's shoulder, we don't dare move from our warm little cocoon so Nathan grabs out mugs and we sip the warm rich chocolate liquid in comfortable silence.

It was nice, I didn't feel pressured to do anything but I was appreciating being so close and intimate with someone that clearly cared about me. He didn't get petty with Harry like he would of months ago, he has let me set the pace and make the moves which I appreciate.

Who knows, maybe there could be something real with Nathan. 

Dinner soon arrived and I regretfully pull myself away from Nathan's warmth before cutting my burger in half and biting into it. I was starving, I must of skipped lunch but honestly I just can't remember. We make small talk as we eat, mostly Nathan telling me about his tattoo plans.

After I was done eating I started shivering again so Nathan wrapped his arm around me while he finished up. "Do you want me to take you home?" He asks softly as he pushes away his plate, I lean my head again his shoulder and mutter not really. Nathan chuckles and kisses my forehead, "Want to come back to mine and watch a movie or something?" He asks and I nod, he slips some money on the table before sliding out of the booth and extending his hand out to me to help me out.

We quickly make out way back to the car where Nathan turns on the heater and heads towards the rich part of town, I grew up in a nice neighborhood with a big house but Nathan's home is a fucking mansion nestled in the Wine Country hillside. "My mom is out of town for work." Nathan says as he pulls up to the large house.

"What about your dad?" I ask and he sighs.

"I was the result of a fling, my parents stayed friendly but he wasn't much of a father honestly. I think that's why Liam is around so much." He explains and I nod softly before climbing out of the car, Nathan leads me to the large double doors before unlocking them and letting us into the warm house.

"This is beautiful Nathan." I whisper as I look around, it was almost palace like.

"Yea, I guess it is." He murmurs before grabbing my hand, "My room is this way." He says leading me off to the right, something about it reminded me of my house. How removed Nathan is with his room off in it's own area, almost like a guest suite. 

His room is decorated in tones of black and dark brown leather along with some old sailor style drawings and paintings. "Did you do these?" I ask looking around, Nathan nods before turning on his TV. 

"What do you want to watch?" He asks and I shrug.

"Whatever you want." I say softly as I sit on his bed and unzip my boots before sliding them off and placing them with my jacket and purse. Nathan puts on some indie film I had never heard of, he said it got great reviews so I nodded before settling down on his bad. It's large and very comfortable, the blankets are soft black faux fur and the sheets a rich Egyptian cotton. 

Nathan pulls back the covers and holds his arms out inviting me into his warmth which I gladly accept. He doesn't try anything, just comforts me with innocent soothing touches and light brushes of his lips to my temple. 

After a while his touches and the warmth of his body have me feeling spontaneous, courageous even as I tilt my head up and kiss him softly. I wanted to forget about Harry, forget his touch and replace it with someone else's.

I caress the back of Nathan's neck as I deepen the kiss much to his surprise, he returns my kiss and our lips mold together. I press my body against his earning a groan against my lips which allows me to slip my tongue past his. Nathan's hands run down to my hips and dig into my flesh, I smirk against his lips and pull his weight on top of me allowing him to rest between my legs. 

His lips leave mine before placing kisses along my jaw to my neck, I tilt my neck to allow him more access and moan when he nips at the soft soft. His arousal feels heavy on my thigh, Nathan moans as I reach down and palm him through his pants. 

"Are you sure?" He whispers with his lips still against my neck, I nod before pulling him up so our lips meet again. "Just give me a sec ok?" He whispers against my lips after kissing me, I whimper as his warmth leaves my body and he walks into the bathroom before shutting the door.

My thoughts are interrupted by Nathan's phone buzzing next to me, when I look at the screen I see a text from Lottie. 

"Did you do it yet?"

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