A/N:
Sorry I haven't updated in a long time, I have just been really busy school wise but I promise I will update twice a week for y'all. I'm sorry again, but thanks for the votes guys ily!
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After endless hours of crying, I was laying in Matt's arms for what seemed like forever. I was still crying at the fact Alexis almost died.
The scary part was when I couldn't control myself, when I completely broke down on the ground. I'm so mad at myself for breaking like that. I actually couldn't breathe and I was really scared.
I started to cry more; it honestly hurt to cry now. My eyes were burning and my throat hurt like hell.
"Thank you" I held Matt's hand tighter.
"For what?" He questioned and looked at me.
"For being there for me. It's scary when you can't help yourself control your thoughts and emotions." I quietly spoke.
"Babe are you okay? You know I'll always be here for you when you need it." He whispered knowing it was still bugging me.
"Yeah, yeah, Matt don't worry. I'm fine now." I smiled and held his hand to reassure him.
"I have a game tomorrow, do you want to come? I'll get Ryan and Johnny to stay with you this time." He smiled at me and I nodded my head.
He smiled back at me and kissed me quickly.
"Good, you can get your mind off everything and just have fun..." He looked at me and his face softened.
"You know your happiness is all that I care about, I put you before everything else and I love you so damn much. I'n so glad we are together now, you make me so happy Justine." Matt smiled and I started to tear up.
"Aww Matthew you're going to make me cry. I'm so grateful that I have you, you helped me in ways I can't explain, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you." I smiled and kissed him slowly.
His hands found their way under my shirt and he rubbed my bare back. The soft passionate kissing turned into a heated make out session.
Matt detached his lips from mine and he started to suck on my neck.
"Babe" I moaned softly and he sucked harder.
When he was done he smiled at me. "You're gonna have a mark." He winked and ran his fingers over the spot he just made visible.
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THE NEXT DAY
I woke up in my bed and shut my annoying alarm off on my phone. It was 6:45am and I headed towards my shower. I stripped down and stepped in and ran the water.
After I was finished I got changed and it was really warm out. I grabbed my faded high waisted shorts and a black cropped top. I put my red vans on, picked my back pack up and ran down the stairs into my kitchen.
Matt was calling me on FaceTime and I answered.
"What do you want Espinosa." I smiled at him as I grabbed a glass and filled it with orange juice.
"Morning to you too babe. Remember to come to my game after school, Johnny knows to stay with you this time." Matt smiled at me.
"Hey Justine!" Ryan shouted behind Matt.
"Sup loser." I smiled and stuck up a peace sign at the camera.
"Love you too." Ryan pouted.
"Sorry, we're walking to school." Matt reassured me.
"It's okay.. I gotta go Matt, I'll see you later. I love you!"
"Okay, love you too." He was laughing as all his friends were making kissy faces and made kissing noises.
"We all love you Justine b..." They all screamed and Matt hung up which cut then off. I was laughing as I ate my apple.
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I boarded up to my school and found Marielle waiting by the front doors for me.
"Hey babe, how's it been?! I heard about Alexis, she's still in the hospital. I hope she's okay!" Marielle smiled and side hugged me.
"Aloha! Yeah everything's good! I just kinda broke down in the hospital. Thankfully Matt was there. That was my first anxiety attack, I was so scared." I said as we walked to my locker.
"Aww you guys are so cute, my otp I'm telling you. But that's good, you're lucky to have someone like him." She smiled.
"Don't worry Elle, you'll find someone that treats you great!" I smiled.
After the bell rang, I walked towards my class.
French... great. I sat beside Alexis in this class but she's still in the hospital which sucks because I don't talk to anyone in this class.
Half way into the period I started texting Matt. Thank goodness he replied, I would of died from being bored.
Matt sent random funny/ugly pictures to me of him making weird faces or videos of him scaring his class mates and I started laughing really loud. My teacher death glared me.
"I'm s..sorry." I stuttered and put my phone away.
"Can you please pay attention Justine." She said to me and everyone was just looking at me. I looked down at my feet and my face was bright red.
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I texted Marielle at the end of the day to meet me at my locker so she could drive me to the game.
I had my head on my locker and I was just leaning on it on my phone. No one were I the halls and I was just spamming Marielle to hurry up.
"BOOOO!" Someone screamed and shook my shoulders.
"WHAT THE FU... MARIELLE WHAT THE HECK YOU FREAKED ME OUT." I screamed and quieted my voice down realizing we were still in school.
"Oh my god that was priceless!" She laughed at me as she was leaning over and holding her stomach.
"Whatever. Can we go, the games gonna start in 20 minutes." I said and pushed her a bit.
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We finally got to the field and I could see Ryan and Johnny waiting for us at their car.
"FINALLY OH MY GOD!" Johnny screamed as we got out of the car.
"Yeah whatever, blame her." I said pointing to Marielle. She just rolled her eyes.
We walked down a bit and stood up at our spot to get a good view of the field.
I glanced over everything, the teams were already playing since we got their really late. I caught eyes with Maria and she just looked like she was going to kill me.
"Who cares about her, she's jealous of you!" Ryan smiled side hugging me.
"Yeah, he's right. You have Matt now!" Marielle smiled. I smiled back at them and hugged them tightly.
I'm glad I have good friends like them!
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After a couple hours the game was over and the cardinals won! Matt and his team were cheering really loud in the end because they won against a team they usually loose too. The crowd went wild and we all screamed as well.
Once Matt was finished in the change rooms he would meet up with us at our cars. We were just leaning on the cars waiting for him.
Matt walked out and I ran up to him and hugged him.
"GOOD JOB BABE!!!" I smiled and kissed him. He was still really sweaty and his hair was all wet.
"Thanks!" Matt smiled and kissed my cheek.
"Okay, did you shower or is your hair just really really sweaty?!" I said grossed out backing away from him.
"Don't worry Justine, I showered." He said laughing and giving me a huge hug.
"Thanks for coming baby." Matt said kissing my neck as we were walking towards everyone else.
"OoOoOoO!" They screamed at us and Marielle was making kissing sounds.
"Can you guys not?" I said to them and they rolled their eyes.
"Want to come to my place? I'll drop you off at school tomorrow." Matt offered and I smiled and held his hand.
"C'ya guys! Thanks for supporting us!" Matt shouted at them.
"Thanks Elle for the ride! I'll see you tomorrow... Bye Johnny! Bye Ryan!" I smiled and held Matts arm.