Insecure

By shyla_stories

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Sara Andrews has always had image issues but now that she's a senior in high school everything seems to be fa... More

Meet the cast.
Back to school
The mean girl
Hello Mr. Sterling
We have a choice..To Live or To Exist.
You want this.
Look what you've done to me.
A tough girl whose soul aches.
You don't understand.
Your kiss unmissable.
Could you break my fall?
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.
You don't have to give it all away.
We push and pull like a magnet do.*
Moon dances over your good side.
You were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Feels like this could be forever right now.
Lucky for you, that's what I like.
You make rain but I'll make it shower.
End up meeting in the hallway every single time.
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Beautiful as you are, I wanna light up your dark.
We were lovers on a wild ride.
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night.
Now I got you in my space I won't let go of you.
I don't fuck with change, but lately I've been flipping coins a lot.
He's gonna save my life like superman
If you're the art, I'll be the brush.
But I don't ever want to see you with him
Fingertips puttin' on a show*
Now I know I have met an angel in person
I gave you bass, you gave me sweet talk.
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts.
I won't do you no harm
I feel like for the first time I am not faking.
I could stay right here and burn in this all day
I was a ship floating aimlessly.*
I wanna love you with the lights on.*
I'll fix you with my love.*
If you like the way you look that much baby you should go and love yourself.
You and I can stay awake and keep on dreaming.
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo.*
Now you know me, for your eyes only.
A sight of a soul when it's breaking making my heart grow cold.
Does he know you're out and I want you so bad.*
Wherever you are is the place I belong.
All of my life, I've been frozen.
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell.
You don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same.
Intoxicate me gently with your loving
'Cause I'm tired of the fake love, show me what you're made of*
I'll be your harvester of light
I wanna be closer to you, let you under my skin
You take me places that tear up my reputation
Please don't scar this young heart
Love is all that I need and I found it there in your heart*
Open up your gates cause I can't wait to see the light
Love flows deeper than the river*
We can really talk it through
Baby I'd give you my world*
You're the shining distraction that makes me fly home
Come away where they can't tempt us, with their lies
I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart
He loved me so naughty made me weak in the knees*
I'm having your baby
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
'Cause I'm a fool for you
Pour out your perfection on me now
But the proof is in the way it hurts
I loved him when I left him
Babe, I'm hurting and now you'll feel the same
You keep saying that you're alright but I can see it through the fake smile.
Can we be friends?
Only yesterday we were on the run.
You went back to what you knew
There's not enough rope to tie me down
The past can't haunt me if I don't let it, live and learn and never forget it.
This is not black and white, there are no clear solutions
Searching for a sweet surrender
Tough times they keep coming
Thought I wasn't enough and I wasn't so tough laying on the bathroom floor
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry.
All those motherfuckers been too mean for too long and I'm so sick of crying.
All we know is the sun will rise
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
If you get lost in the light it's okay, I can see in the dark
I am yours and you are mine
All I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you
Chemistry was more than science
You're my downfall, you're my muse,my worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
I've already seen the bottom, so there's nothing to fear
I don't know where it starts but it ends with you and me
Everything I need is standing in front of me
I wanna make, wanna make love Girl, I can't lie*
Stay close, hold steady 'cause I don't want it, don't want it to end
Ever wonder 'bout what he's doing, how it's all turned to lies
Even my phone misses your call, by the way
The way it brings out the blue in your eyes is the Tenerife sea
She could be a Joan of Arc but he's scared of the light that's inside of her
There's no place I'd rather be in this world, your eyes are where I'm lost in*
Now I'm searching every lonely place, every corner calling out your name.
And our paper houses reach the stars 'til we break and scatter worlds apart
Epilogue
ANNOUNCEMENT

That's between me and you, our little secret.

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By shyla_stories

They don't know about us - One Direction

"Hi Mrs White, I was called into the office?" I ask nervously.

"Oh yes dear, Mr. Styles wants to see you and his intercom isn't working." She explains and I let out the breath I was holding.

What does Harry need to see me about though?

I quickly walked to his office and knocked on the door. "Come in." His voice sounds from the other side. "Hey love." He says as he stands from his desk and walks towards me. He was dressed really casually with his hair tucked up into his pageboy hat.

After shutting the door Harry leans down and kisses my forehead before leaning down and kissing me sweetly. "I got you something." He whispers as he pulls back. Harry hands me a Victoria Secret bag and I look at him with my brow cocked. "You're still wearing your sports bra love, I'm trying not to think about your panties right now either." He says huffing.

I smirk to myself as I lock the door, Harry makes me not only feel beautiful but powerful as well. Like I can control him with every little touch and glance. After walking back to the desk I bend over to unbuckle my shoes, Harry groans before mumbling some obscenities and suddenly I feel his large hands on my ass.

"You have no clue what you do to me baby." He grunts.

"I think I saw exactly what I do to you yesterday Harry." I tease.

"That wasn't the only time." He mumbles under his breath. After standing up I feel Harry against my back as I open the Victoria Secret bag. He wraps his arms around my wait and kisses my neck. "I hope you like them." He whispers against my skin as I pull out a dark purple bra and panty set.

"I love them, much better then what I'm wearing right now." I smirk as Harry groans. With my back to Harry I slide the thong off from beneath my skirt, fold it and set it on his desk as he curses under his breath. I then slide on the panties he got me which were much more comfortable in a skirt. After pulling my polo out from my skirt before Harry grips the bottom of it and pulls it over my head.

Harry kisses my neck and shoulders as he reaches around and unzips my sports bra. "You are so beautiful Sara, all of you." He whispers against my skin. I expected him to grab my tits or something but he doesn't, he just slides off my sports bra and folds it before placing it next to my thong.  I slide my arms through the straps of the bra and Harry takes the back as I adjust myself into the cups. "Too loose?" He asks.

"Just a little bit."

He latches the hooks on the next set in and tightens the straps a little bit. "Do you like it?" He whispers.

"I don't think I've even owned a bra like this Harry." I confess sheepishly.

"Can I see?" He asks and I nod before turning around. His eyes glance down to my chest and back up to my face as he bites his lip. "I'm trying so fucking hard to control myself right now." He whispers as he backs me against his desk before leaning down to me. "But I'm having a really really hard time." He purrs before kissing me hungrily. His fingertips run down the back of my thigh and he pulls my knee to his waist as he presses his body against me.

I've never been pursued like this, I've never been kissed like this. I've never been wanted like this.

Harry pulls away from me and presses his forehead against mine. "To be continued?" He whispers and I nod. Harry backs away and adjusts himself before sitting on the couch while I pull on my shirt and buckle my heels. "It's nice to actually see your legs love." He teases.

"I still hate that my scars are showing." I pout.

"Come here." He motions to the couch next to him, once seated he pulls my legs over his and reaches for a bag. "I don't tell many people this Sara, back home my family is quite wealthy."

"I couldn't tell by the SUV, sports car and motorcycle babe." I tease and he beams a smile at me.

"Anyways, my mum's father was a really successful business man and ended up holding a position in the government over there. Our family was always under a microscope especially after my father killed himself." Harry pauses as he lets out a breath. "We were constantly under scrutiny and it was overwhelming for a kid my age, I played soccer so everyone was able to see my scars before I had them covered up so my sister gave me a little makeup lesson." He explains as he takes a few things out of the bag. Harry pushes my skirt up and applies some cool oil to my scars. Shivers run down my spin as he gently blows on the spot to dry it.

"You covered them up?" I ask as he puts some of the nude color cream on a beauty blender.

"I had to, it was the only way to keep the outside world from knowing my demons. Until I could cover them with tattoos that is." He adds as he presses the sponge into my skin, dabbing it until my scars are covered seamlessly. He then sprays some hairspray over it and fans my leg to dry it.

"I can't see them." I whisper in disbelief.

"But you can feel them." His says as he takes my hand and rubs my fingers across the lines. "The world doesn't deserve to know the blows we've taken if we don't want them to." He whispers as he takes my left arm and kisses the start of my scar then all the way up.

"What's wrong with you?" I ask sternly.

"What do you mean love?" Harry says looking confused.

"You have to have a flaw, you cannot really be this perfect." I say huffing.

"I'm far from perfect baby, but I just may be perfect for you."

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