Insecure

By shyla_stories

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Sara Andrews has always had image issues but now that she's a senior in high school everything seems to be fa... More

Meet the cast.
Back to school
The mean girl
Hello Mr. Sterling
We have a choice..To Live or To Exist.
You want this.
Look what you've done to me.
A tough girl whose soul aches.
You don't understand.
Your kiss unmissable.
Could you break my fall?
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.
You don't have to give it all away.
We push and pull like a magnet do.*
Moon dances over your good side.
You were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Feels like this could be forever right now.
Lucky for you, that's what I like.
You make rain but I'll make it shower.
End up meeting in the hallway every single time.
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
We were lovers on a wild ride.
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night.
Now I got you in my space I won't let go of you.
I don't fuck with change, but lately I've been flipping coins a lot.
He's gonna save my life like superman
That's between me and you, our little secret.
If you're the art, I'll be the brush.
But I don't ever want to see you with him
Fingertips puttin' on a show*
Now I know I have met an angel in person
I gave you bass, you gave me sweet talk.
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts.
I won't do you no harm
I feel like for the first time I am not faking.
I could stay right here and burn in this all day
I was a ship floating aimlessly.*
I wanna love you with the lights on.*
I'll fix you with my love.*
If you like the way you look that much baby you should go and love yourself.
You and I can stay awake and keep on dreaming.
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo.*
Now you know me, for your eyes only.
A sight of a soul when it's breaking making my heart grow cold.
Does he know you're out and I want you so bad.*
Wherever you are is the place I belong.
All of my life, I've been frozen.
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell.
You don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same.
Intoxicate me gently with your loving
'Cause I'm tired of the fake love, show me what you're made of*
I'll be your harvester of light
I wanna be closer to you, let you under my skin
You take me places that tear up my reputation
Please don't scar this young heart
Love is all that I need and I found it there in your heart*
Open up your gates cause I can't wait to see the light
Love flows deeper than the river*
We can really talk it through
Baby I'd give you my world*
You're the shining distraction that makes me fly home
Come away where they can't tempt us, with their lies
I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart
He loved me so naughty made me weak in the knees*
I'm having your baby
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
'Cause I'm a fool for you
Pour out your perfection on me now
But the proof is in the way it hurts
I loved him when I left him
Babe, I'm hurting and now you'll feel the same
You keep saying that you're alright but I can see it through the fake smile.
Can we be friends?
Only yesterday we were on the run.
You went back to what you knew
There's not enough rope to tie me down
The past can't haunt me if I don't let it, live and learn and never forget it.
This is not black and white, there are no clear solutions
Searching for a sweet surrender
Tough times they keep coming
Thought I wasn't enough and I wasn't so tough laying on the bathroom floor
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry.
All those motherfuckers been too mean for too long and I'm so sick of crying.
All we know is the sun will rise
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
If you get lost in the light it's okay, I can see in the dark
I am yours and you are mine
All I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you
Chemistry was more than science
You're my downfall, you're my muse,my worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
I've already seen the bottom, so there's nothing to fear
I don't know where it starts but it ends with you and me
Everything I need is standing in front of me
I wanna make, wanna make love Girl, I can't lie*
Stay close, hold steady 'cause I don't want it, don't want it to end
Ever wonder 'bout what he's doing, how it's all turned to lies
Even my phone misses your call, by the way
The way it brings out the blue in your eyes is the Tenerife sea
She could be a Joan of Arc but he's scared of the light that's inside of her
There's no place I'd rather be in this world, your eyes are where I'm lost in*
Now I'm searching every lonely place, every corner calling out your name.
And our paper houses reach the stars 'til we break and scatter worlds apart
Epilogue
ANNOUNCEMENT

Beautiful as you are, I wanna light up your dark.

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By shyla_stories

Get Low - Zedd ft. Liam Payne

"Go out the window, I'll meet you out there." She whispers before walking into the living room.

I go to climb out the window but hear Sara raise her voice and automatically turn on my heels as I run into the living room to see a man raise his hand to slap her.

"Don't you dare fucking touch her." I growl, grabbing his arm just before it hits her face. This fucker looks to be 10 years older then me or so but I tower at least 5 inches over him, I grab his collar and slam him against a wall. "You touch her again and I will fucking kill you, do you understand me?" I roar, he nods weakly and I release him letting him drop to the ground before grabbing Sara's hand and pulling her out to my car. "Your fucking brother in law hits you Sara?" I should once we're in my car.

"It's really complicated Harry." She whispers.

"Does your sister know?" I ask as I peel away from her house.

"No."

"Why the fuck not?" I snap.

"Because she'll believe him and I'll lose the one person I have left Harry." She says sobbing, I make it to my place in 3 minutes flat and pull into the garage before hoping out and opening her door. Sara cries as I pull her into my chest and wrap my arms around her.

"You're safe Sara, you're ok." I whisper against her hair. "Do you think he'll leave you alone now?" I ask and she nods.

"I've never seen him that scared."

"Good." I chortle. "Come on." I say leading her into the house. "Hey Liam!" I shout and the short heavily tattooed man comes out of the kitchen wearing just boxers. "Dude put that shit away!" I say holding my hands in front of mine and Sara's eyes.

"Didn't know you were bringing someone over bro." Liam retorts as he jogs to his laundry he was folding and pulls some shorts on. "Hey babe, I'm Liam."

"Sara." She says softly as she shakes his hand, Sara stares at him a little too long and I clear my throat. "Sorry, you just look so familiar." She shrugs.

"Eh, I get around." He says smirking. "I've gotta get dressed and hit the store, can I use your green machine man?" He asks me.

"Yea, keys are hanging up. Be gentle with her." I say before leading Sara off into my room.

"Wow, your room is actually nice." Sara says as she looks around. "Who is this?" She asks picking up a photo.

"My mum and sister Gemma."

"Do you miss them? You and your mom have the same eyes." She says studying the photo.

"I do, they came out for my graduation in may. I try to see them a few times a year." I explain and she nods. "I'll be right back." I say before going into my closet. I pull on a pair of compression pants and some athletic shorts over them along with a tank top and my bright sneakers Sara teased me about. After stuffing a few things into a duffel bag I walk back into my room to see Sara looking through my photography portfolio. "Boo." I shout, sneaking up behind her causing her to lose her balance. My portfolio falls to my bed as my hands go around her waist to catch her from falling.

My hands are around her waist, she's next to my bed. I could easily toss her down and do everything I've been thinking about since looking into her beautiful blue eyes.

But I shouldn't.

"Ready to go?" I ask as I let her go.

"Yea." She says nervously, I grab her hand and lead her out before Louis could run into us.

Cause that would be really fucking awkward.

"Oh hi Louis, this is my patient/student Sara who I lowkey have a crush on. Please don't tell your sister cause it will break her heart."

Yea, definitely a conversation I'd like to avoid.

"Are we taking your sportscar?" Sara asks.

"Nope." I reply with a smirk before leading her into the garage and opening the door. Sara looks at me in confusion as I hand her a helmet before uncovering my motorcycle and stashing my stuff into the saddlebags.

"I've never been on a motorcycle before." She whispers as I put on my helmet, after securing it I turn to her, take the helmet from her and slip it on her. 

"I've never taken anyone on my motorcycle so it's a first for both of us." I say as I secure the clasp, click on the bluetooth and bonk my helmet against hers. "Come on, you'll love riding." I say smiling.

"I'm sure I will." She mumbles under her breath causing me to chuckle.

"Not that kind of ride love." I smirk and she turns bright red realizing that I heard her. After climbing on I motion for her to climb on behind me. "You'll want to hold on tight Sara." I tell her before walking the bike down the drive, starting it and pulling off. "How you doing back there?" I ask her as I pull up to a stoplight.

"Holy shit, how can I hear you?" She says in surprise.

"Bluetooth love, technology is fucking amazing isn't it?" I say chuckling.

"Where are we going?" Sara asks.

"Berryessa, will be about a 45 minute ride." I say cautiously.

"Harry no, I can't." She says releasing her hold on me as she panics.

"You can." I assure her, reaching behind me and squeezing her thigh. "I know you have bad memories there so now it's time to make some new ones."

"You're right."

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