Khalil Pov........
I was scared as hell. This was the second time this has happen but I blame myself this time.
A few tears was coming down my face.
" Khalil it's going to be ok " mama Em said
It was just too much going on first Tahj,mom,and kam. I'm so close to losing it.
The doctors gave me some scrubs to put on. After that I went back out to the operating room where they were doing a c-section. I grabbed her hand while she was still unconscious.
Mama Emily was assisting the doctor who was drawing a line of where he was going to cut her.
Before I knew it I heard loud screams of my baby girl crying. I had the biggest smile on my face. I just wish kam was awake to see this.
They let me cut the umbilical cord. I was nervous as hell.
"Khalil here is your baby girl" Mama Emily said smiling down at her
She is so beautiful with her mother green eyes I mumble.
Me and kam haven't even thought of a name for her yet.
The doctors had to take her away from me to run some test on her but they said they was going to give her back to me as soon as possible.
Other than that I stepped outside to call the family.
Lila Pov.......
Me and Darnell were waiting to see what happen. I saw Khalil step out.
I rushed over to him to see what happen.
" hey " I said catching his attention
" did she have the baby "
" yea she is sooo beautiful " Khalil said cheesing.
" awwwl will we be able to see her"
" yea I think tomorrow " he said
" ok well see you later " I said
I made my way back to the waiting area where me and Darnell was.
" what did he say" Darnell asked
" that we will be able to see tomorrow "
" well you ready to go " he ask
" yep"
Me and him went to go get the girls.
I couldn't wait to see the baby girl.
Four Weeks Later ........
" Awwwl she soooo cute Kam" Khadijah said
" I know right makes me want to have a baby " Rochelle said.
Everyone laughed at her.
We was at Khalil and Kam's house visiting since Tamara came home. the funeral for Tahj came and gone. Their was many tears being shed, Raheem is doing fine,Layla was happy to have her friend back, and Darnell and Khalil are back talking, and for me I haven't been feeling well.
I can pretty much assume for what reason. Me and Darnell never did use a condom that night and morning.
I was afraid of wether or not if me and Darnell are ready for this huge responsibility. I don't think he still haven't caught on yet to me being sick and throwing up everything I eat.
" Lila you alright" kam said
I looked to see everybody looking at me.
" Um yea just spaced out that all " I said giving them a smile
" Ohhh ok " she said
They was having their own little conversation. Until the kids came down stairs.
" mommy can I hold the baby " Jay said
" yes but you going to have to sit by me "
he hopped up on the couch. Kam passed baby Tamara to Jay who was excited
" mommy she is so small " Jay said
" awwwwl " all the girls said
" oooo mommy can I get a sister" MJ said to Khadijah
" boy bye you got two little brothers that's good enough " Khadijah said
I felt the food come up from morning breakfast. I excused myself from the girls and walk quickly to the nearest restroom.
It was one in the hallway not far from the living room where we was. I admittedly let everything out. I felt someone pulling my hair back so it won't get messed up.
I flush the toilet and stood up to my full height.
I rinsed my mouth out with the listerine they had.
" so when are you going to tell him cause eventually he will have to find out "
I turned around and saw kam with her arms crossed.
" F-Find out what ? " I said playing dum
" Lila really I'm not that stupid "
" ughh ok I took a test earlier this week and it said positive you happy now " I said sitting on top the stool.
" omg you're pregnant I can't wait to see my niece or nephew oooo Tamara is going to have a cousin she can play with oh my this going to be amazing " kam said cheesing
" wait I just took a test and those are not always 100% true and plus I-I probably want be able to carry this baby its full term because of the situation that happen " I said crying
" trust me Lila you are pregnant and besides the doctor told me since I was 13 that I couldn't have kids at all and look at me now , a mother of two, so don't believe everything you hear you just have to have faith. " kam said
" ok kam Imma take your advice " I said smiling weakly
" yes gurl but you need to make an appointment "
" I did, I made one this Friday " I said
We were making our way back to the living room where everyone else was at including the kids.
" LiLi I'm sleepy " lay said
She was laying in my lap.
" but I thought you wanted to play with me " rah said poking her arm to wake her up.
He is so cute.
" maybe next time rah " I said smiling
" okayyy " he said he walked over to Lauren still pouting looking right back at lay who was sleeping.
" well I guess it's time to go " I said picking up Layla
" come on ky " I said
I put lay in her car seat and ky buckle up herself.
I was so tired but I don't know why it was just 8:00. I usually have energy at that time but I guess since I'm pregnant and all that is going to change.
I heard the bedroom door being open. I knew it was Darnell because of the cologne which is starting to make me sick.
I admittedly went to the restroom. I through chunks it felt like I would never end. When I finish I brush my teeth and rinsed my mouth.
" you aight " Darnell said looking at me weirdly.
I needed to tell him now.
" um y-you may want to sit d-down for this " I said fidgeting with my hands
" why what's wrong "
" um I-I took a um pr-pregnancy test and it came out P-positive "
I was nervous as hell because you would never know how he takes news.
" HAHAHAHA you funny as hell Lila "
I was little offended by that because I was being very serious.
" I'm serious Darnell"
" And I'm serious too Lila go find the real daddy cause that ain't mine" he said pointing to my stomach.
" are you high or something because obviously you forgot that we had SEX and I highly doubted we used a condom
He was seriously pissing me off because he think this is a joke.
" you know what Lila let me know when you find the baby daddy until then deuces " he said
Leaving me standing their in my thoughts. I can't believe the person I loved and lost my virginity to is treating me this way. I made up in my mind that I was not going to deal with this bull and take care of the girls and this baby.
I couldn't deal with his bipolar attitude anymore.