7:00 PM
G:
I'm filled with happiness na makakasama ko si Rhi mamaya. Took a shower, chosed to wear my white weird shirt and ripped off fit jeans with my white chucks. Syempre had my fave perfume candy prada sprayed all around me.
7:15 PM
So now, I'm in my car. started driving sa private meet up namin ni Rhi. I've sent her a message na I'm on my way. And she did replied na she's on her way too.
8:15 PM
Reached the place and I saw Rhian waiting on a bench. She looks really beautiful even if she's wearing a black colored sleveless shirt and jeans. Her black hair looks so soft and I can also smell my perfume on her. She didn't bring any car at all. While nilalapitan ko siya... I forgot to turn off the music in my car. The song was just perfect for this moment.
*Once in a lifetime - background music*
We were looking at each others eyes. Parang movie lang ang moment pero iba ito dahil personal na nangyayari siya sakin ngayon. walang camera, walang script. walang blocking. walang stage. Kami lang dalawa. Nararamdaman ko yung hangin na dumadaan. I can't guess kung ano ang nasa isip niya. Suot niya yung locket necklace. There's no ring either on both of her hands.
I'm just 3 inch near her now. She stared at me as if she hasn't seen me in a long time. Yung mga tingin na akala mo lang sa movies puede mangyari. Pero ibang iba pag tinitigan ka niya in real life. Yung mga nangungusap nanaman niyang tingin.
Hi. I said with a soft voice.
Hello. she smiled.
Mag isa ka ata. I smiled.
Kasi gusto kitang solohin. She said.
Bakit hindi mo dala yung car mo? I asked.
does it matter? Sasabay ako sayo. She said.
Kahit san puede tayo pumunta. I said.
Sure ka. she smiled again.
Oo naman. She said.
baka may curfew ka. she smiled again.
curfew? ayan ka nanaman. I laughed.
Sige, i'll drive if ok lang. she offered.
ayoko nga. I said then smiled at her again.
Sabi mo kahit saan diba. kaya give me the keys. she teasingly said.
sige na nga. Then I handed her over my keys.
she took the keys and then bigla niya ko hinila then kissed me passionately in my lips. It felt surreal. This is not an ordinary kiss I had ever felt. There's a huge desire within. I can feel every move of her lips in mine. Walang restrictions. Another moment where we can freely express our hidden desires to each other."
As soon as she stops kissing Me.... she slowly lean on Me.
I missed us. she said.
I missed us too. I replied.
The night was just really perfect. You can see the clear sky with the stars on it.
8:30 PM
Rhi drove the car. I don't know where she is bringing Me. Parang papuntang subic. But anyhow, as long as she's with Me, i'm feeling really good. I can see her really happy while driving, she's smiling all the time. Pero parang may konting luha yung mga mata niya. But I'm ignoring that, sana kahit once lang ayoko mag isip ng bad vibes. So I just enjoyed yung roadtrip namin na to'.. kung saan man kami pupunta.
9:15 PM
We made a quick stop over at starbucks to get a cup of coffee while we're travelling.
hmm.. saan kaya kami pupunta? Nagpaparinig kong sinabi.
Secret. Leave it to Me. then she smiled again.
Basta pag ikaw, lagi ako na ssurprised. I said.
Ayaw mo nun. Bagong experience? she showed me her sweet smile.
Bakit kaya extra sweet ka ngayon? I asked.
Bakit hindi. Pag mahal mo diba you'll do anything to make them happy. She said.
curious ako. then I smiled at her na parang I'm puzzled.
How do you want me to convince you? she teasingly asked.
Ang lakas talaga ng loob mo. I said.
Gusto mo naman. she laughed.
huh? hindi ah. I defended myself while laughing.
hindi kasi uubra sayo yung shy type. she continued laughing.
At pano mo naman nasabi? I asked.
let me guess, seryoso ka kasi lagi. Pero ang saya saya ko when you laugh so hard. she said.
Ikaw kasi, grabeh ka magpatawa. I reasoned out.
Basta. Effective ako sayo. Period. wag ka na mag object jan. She laughed again.
Hay. Oh Well. may magagawa pa ba ko. kung tama ka. Then I gave her a sweet smile.
9:45PM
We arrived on a Resort, and it turns out it's in Anilao Batangas. Just wow. Nkarating kami dito ngayon? Iba talaga mag drive si Rhi.
Wait. Are you sure we're going to stay here? I asked.
Yes. For the whole night. We'll leave early tomm. I got it backed up. She said.
hmmmmm.... parang napaisip ako.
Not unless may curfew ka nga? She asked.
huh? No. Nakapag alibi naman ako ng maganda. I said.
Thats good. We need this. Just the two of us. She said.
Hmm.. and what are you planning?
Don't worry I won't bite. Then she gave me a very naughty smile. Here I got some clothes on my bag.
Huh? are you sure? I asked her again.
why not, mukhang fit naman sayo ung clothes ko. Plus you get to smell Me. Then she laughed.
ayan ka nanaman. ok, sige thanks. I smiled.
we'll be on the same bed, ok lang ba? She asked.
Oh... uh.. Ok. I agreed.
Mas masarap yung may katabi matulog. She naughtily said.
Alam mo, parang nababasa na kita ha. I said with a smile.
ok. are you trying to talk about sex? She said.
huh? uhm.. hmpf. Namula ako at di na nakasalita pa.
If you are its ok for me to talk about it. she teasingly smiled.
Bakit ganyan ka sakin ngayon? I smiled.
if I know gusto mo naman. she laughed again.
bakit ikaw hindi ba? I started asking her back.
Sure. Tara lets talk about it. she smiled and went straight ahead to Me.
what do you want to know? she softly asked.
hay. i'll change clothes na nga. I said.
hmmm... namumula ka nanaman. she said while laughing.
10:45 PM
R:
While standing at a balcony, facing the beach....
As much as possible, I don't want these negative things to sink in my head. I want to avoid thinking about any of these negative things that's adding up complication in this situation. Sana ganon' nalang kadali ang lahat para saming dalawa. Sana wala nalang dapat i-consider. Sana malaya akong piliin ang mga bagay na curious akong gawin. Sana madaling lang mag decide without even thinking na may madadamay sa magiging decisions ko. Sana ganon' lang kadali. Sana. You know yung feeling na parang ang dali dali sabihin ng mga bagay bagay pero pag andun kana sa situation na yon, marerealized mo na I'm just eating up my own words. I hope i'll have all the guts to have this conversation with her.
I started walking towards our bathroom where it's all made up of glass. There I saw G, taking a bath. All I did was just look at her graceful naked body, while taking a bath. I'm capturing this moment with her in my head. Hindi ako sentimental na tao pero I sure know how to appreciate the beauty that I see in her. I moved even closer where as if parang she's just standing near in front of Me. She did not notice Me. After a few more minutes, I had finally undressed myself and went inside. She looks surprised.
Oh!.... Rhi. she said, in a surprised tone.
bakit? can't I join? I asked.
huh... uhm. I'm speechless. Namumula ng sobra.
Do you like Me being like this to you? I asked.
baka gusto mo ng soap or shampoo? she offered, looking shy.
i'm starting to believe na its your nature na pala talaga being shy. She said with a smile.
hmmm... and I'm starting to believe na aggressive ka pala talaga. I smiled.
Well, I am. Then I came very near her and I can hear her breathing. Her whole body is very very close to Me.
But there's something you didn't know about Me. She then immediately pulled my head softly and gave me an open mouth kiss. A very passionate one. I never saw it coming. I can feel & taste her, all by myself. It's as if she had tasted my inner being with all excitement and passion. We were making love. We weren't afraid making all these noises, no boundaries, It's just Me and her. We stayed there for almost an hour.
***Once in a lifetime music playing***
11:45PM
R:
So there, pareho na kaming nag ttowel ng hair namin. And we're also wearin' our white robe. she's sitting trying to dry her hair. I sat on this table with food already prepared. There are some japanese dishes on it with lots of different kinds of salad. I had it well prepared, because I know just like Me she's health conscious too.
I noticed my phone keeps on ringing, It's jay. I did not answer & ignored it. But when I saw Bianca's message.
Bianca : got you all covered up. It's about time you tell her what she needs to know.
R : thanks bestie. I owe you this one. =p
Bianca : Ok, take care. see you when you get back.
R : sure. no problem. text you tomm. =)
So, after texting Bianca. Saw G drinking an orange juice in the kitchen then left the glass and went in the balcony. Relax siyang nakaupo facing the beach there.
I took a deep breath, drink some water and that's it.... sumunod na akong umupo sa balcony.
R : ang ganda ng view.
G : Oo nga eh. sa busy ng schedules natin, it's amazing na magkaron' pa tayo ng time na ganito.
R : Nagustuhan mo ba?
G : I so love this actually. Then I gave her a sweet smile.
R: I'm happy nagustuhan mo. Sobrang masaya ako pag nakikita kitang masaya dahil sa'kin.
G : dami kong doubts nung una, I thought impossible na maging tayo.
R : ako rin. I didn't even notice you in a romantic way.
G : And here we are right now. In love.
R : Nagulat ka ba about Me?
G : Oo. how about you?
R : Yes. I was surprised. But I hesitated.
G: I've been waiting for this moment.
R : nauunahan ako lagi ng takot, alam mo ba yon?
G : na baka hindi tayo pareho ng feelings.
R : na baka nag aassume lang tayo.
G: ganon na nga. Pero here we are declaring our feelings for each other.
R : are you still going to love Me kahit nagiging mahirap na?
G : I may say yes dahil I love you but I'm afraid, if i'll keep on saying yes to you baka kainin ko yung mga sinabi ko in the end.
R : I want you back G. I want you back.
She looked at Me, without any hesitations. Yung sincere na pagtingin ng walang doubts. She came near Me and instead of answering gave me a long kiss, then she paused and said...
" Tell Me, how to unlove you. I'll do it para hindi ka na mahirapan. And this complications will be over."