Romettah
It was the second night I was staying in this apartment and that's all I could think about to keep me sane was the hope of seeing my father someday soon. I probably should be worrying about how my mom and John are doing, but all that ran through my mind was how my father was doing in that hell hole my mother threw him in.
I tossed and turn within the sheets and once I grew tired of them I ended up tearing them off my body. I then shifting over to look at the clock hung on the wall that read 1:49am. The light coming from the window being enough illumination to check the late hour, but the tick-tock sound coming from it did not help my insomnia.
I breathed out a harsh huff out of frustration. "Fuck." I grumbled under my breath, rubbing my eyes that were tired of being opened for so long though my brain seemed like it couldn't process what time it was.
"I need a fucking cigarette." I grunted to myself softly before trying to quietly roll out of the couch/bed, but that didn't stop the darn thing from creaking.
I shuffled through my bag that I had brought with me, trying to find the pack of cigarettes in the dark. Finally finding the small white cardboard box, I take out a freshly wrapped one.
My bare feet went from the warm rug to the cold tile kitchen floor in search for a lighter that I could possibly find in one of their kitchen drawers. Opening and closing each of them quietly, the moonlight coming from the windows being my only source of lighting, I finally came across a small green lighter.
Bringing it up in front of the white wrapped damaging product, flicking the flam out the lighter and mashing them together until I saw the once army green product inside the white wrapping burn into a dark brown.
Without further hesitation, I brought the white sick between my pale pink lips, inhaling and exhaling the toxic smoke as I leaned against the kitchen counter staring out into the dark night sky.
Though the smoke and heavy scent invaded my breathing space, my mind couldn't bring itself to not think about my poor dad. I'm convinced I have major daddy issues, not to mention mommy issues.
With my cigarette between my pointer and middle finger, I lead myself into the small hallway where Harry was asleep. I needed a way to clear my mind.
I was safe from waking Dani up because she had called Harry earlier telling him that she was going to spend the night over at her parents house because she hadn't seen them in a month.
I stood in front of the closed white door with only a baggy t-shirt, short spandex shorts and the cigarette that was held between my fingers.
I gave the door a light knock, not waiting for an answer before I twisted the knob open. Instantly, I spot Harry tall figure slumped over his bed, the pale cream sheets only covering his bottom half as his upper, tatted body was on full display. Besides the music of the city traffic seeping through from between the parted curtains the only other sound were slight snores pouring out from between his parted lips.
I closed the door behind me before walking over to where he laid and crawling myself up onto his lap.
I blew out a puff of smoke in his face, smirking afterwards knowing that'll wake him.
The smoke had spiraled into his nostrils which caused him to instantly sit up with a chorus of endless coughing. I couldn't help but fall into a fit of sadistic giggling.
"What the fuck? Why are you doing?" He groans tiredly, grabbing the water bottle that sat innocently upon the surface of his wooden nightstand and chugging down a load. What amused me more was that he has said anything about me sitting on his lap. Either he's far too sleep deprived to notice or he doesn't mind.
"I couldn't sleep." I tell him, my lips pursed.
"So you thought waking me up by throwing a puff of smoke in my face would help you sleep?" He asked sarcastically and I laughed, finding his anger hilarious. "What are you doing smoking at-" He grabbed his phone from under his pillow, squinting his eyes when the screen flashed on his newly awoken eyes. "2:07am! Aren't you like sixteen?"
"Almost seventeen." I say, a smirk clung to my lips before I bring the cigarette between them, inhaling sharply then blowing out another puff of smoke out into the tranquil atmosphere.
"Little girls like you shouldn't be smoking." He says sheepishly, his voice becoming less alarmed and rather gruff and raspy.
"Don't tell me you've never tried it." I say, pushing him back down onto the mattress, being careful to not burn him or the bedsheets with the tip of my cigarette.
"From time to time, but it's not frequent." He tells lowly, seeming like he'll fall back to sleep any second now.
"Can I sleep with you?" I asked, murmuring quietly which makes his eyes reopen.
"Dani wouldn't be pleased with you sleeping in the same bed as me."
"Please!" I beg, wiggling on his lap. "I can't stop thinking about my dad." I plead.
"John?"
"No, not him. My real dad." I state simply, not wanting to go in depth.
"Oh." He pauses awkwardly. "Fine, just... stay on the other side." He grunts, moving over to give me space and by that I fall off his lap.
I went to the bathroom to throw away my cigarette, making sure to light it off before walking back into his room and throwing myself under his covers, sliding back into his personal space with the intention of annoying him.
"Romettah, I told you stay on your side." He breaths out.
"You also told me I shouldn't smoke, but that isn't going to happen, is it?" I say teasingly with a little pout before my lips curve into a smirk.
"Whatever, just go to sleep." He groans lowly.
I smirk as I slowly press my back against his front. I frowned my eyebrows when I realized something. I reach my hand back to touch nothing but his skin.
"A-Are you naked?! What the fuck!" I shout in whispers as I sit up in shock, disturbed if anything.
"Ugh," He groans, becoming irritated. "You were the one who wanted to sleep with me."
"Yeah, but I didn't know you were going to be naked!" I defend.
"If it bothers you that much you can go back to sleep on the couch."
"No, I'm staying here." I say, biting my lip. I will admit, I'm curious about the male species. I've never been with a boy, none that I've met my have ever sparked my interest and if they have the feeling ends up not being mutual. But I had Harry so close, and perhaps this just might be his downfall for him to drown in guilt and leave Dani for me. The outcome was definitely not certain, but it was worth the risk.
I bite my bottom lip hard as I slide back under the covers before pressing my butt against his bare manhood and start to wiggle myself against it.
"Stop moving around so much, I'm trying to sleep." He warns.
"I already told you that I'm not sleepy." I remind him, not stoping my actions.
"Well, I am." I could hear his breathing start to become uneven and I smirk knowing my somewhat you can call grinding was effecting him.
I turn around so my face would face his chest and I grab his semi hard cock with both my hands. "Seems like you're not that sleepy." I giggle softly, pressing sloppy kisses to his neck.
I start to pump his thick, hardening member. He seems wary of my actions yet he doesn't do anything to try to stop me. Perfect.
"You shouldn't be doing this, we shouldn't be doing this! It's not right!" He moans out.
I feel him become harder and his size increases in my hands which only encourages me to proceed, disregarding his words. I climb onto his lap again as I singlehandedly continue stroking him and lean into the crook of his warm neck. "Then tell me to stop, and I will." I whisper into his ear before I spit into my spare hand then connect it with his sturdy cock, earning pleasureful moan which emerges from between his parted lip.
"I– don't stop. Oh, fuck..." He breathlessly grunts, spreading his ample thighs apart a bit.
The once steady pace of my hand speeds up as I watch Harry's face scrunch in pleasure, his dark brows furring and his plump garnet red lips pursing slightly as he pants.
"I'm gon– shít." One last loud groan exits his mouth whilst looking straight into my deep blue eyes when I feel his hot sperm spurts from his tip and drip down my hands.
"I'm sure Dani wouldn't be so pleased about me jacking you off either."