Maybe I should focus on school
Not as easy as it seems
All I need is some control
But I'm afraid I'm going downstream
I've been overthinking, contemplating
About what my future holds
It's disappointing
Nothing but many folds
I pretend like it doesn't faze me
Secretly, I just want to scream
Please God, I'm already down on my knees
But what can I do, I'm only eighteen
All these emotions bottled up
Are you curious enough to see what happens?
Time will tell when I'll self-destruct
To tip the scales of balance
Finally I let it all out
Every tear-soaked memory
Till there's nothing left to doubt
In order to face reality
Hey Strangers, yeahh don't learn from me and bottle your feelings up cause you'll really start to lose it. There's no shame in crying, it's actually good to cry sometimes.
Anyways leave a vote or a comment below about anything that's stressing you out. I'm here for you. Love ya😘