You woke up next to him in the bed. You slowly woke up in the bed and looked around. Clothes. Clothes on the floor. You couldn't help but panic and grab your clothes and get redressed. You jumped over to the door, it was actually opened the whole time. You quickly got out of there and walked back to where you room was. You walked inside and noticed part of your wall had been destroyed. You walked over and gently touched it. Slowly shaking your head you just walked to your chest and got out more clothes. You put them on then laid on your bed. Staring at the ceiling you then hit your bed angrily with your fist. How could you be so stupid? Why did you just let him kiss you, let him lead you to the bed, let him come inside you and then just... Just love him. How could you love him?
You angrily grabbed your first pillow and you threw it at the wall. You watched it hit it then fall to the floor. You were only letting your anger get to you now.
You felt hot tears start to fall down your cheeks. They spilled out of your eyes and fell to your bed. They wouldn't stop.
You looked over when you heard someone opening the door. There he was. He had put on normal clothes like the ones you wore. As if he couldn't want to bother putting them on.
You could see him looking around your rooms at the mess. The pillow across the room, your fist till angrily on the bed, and the tears on your cheeks.
You watched him walk over to you and gently sit on the bed. His arms wrapped around you and you gently leaned back into him.
" What's wrong? " He whispered softly in your ear.
" I let that happen. " You said. " I let all that happen. Why? "
" Because you love me... Don't you? " He said. You frowned a bit. Why was he so calm? He was never calm. He was acting as if he was happy and it made you feel like something was wrong but you couldn't help but love it.
" Ren. " You said and looked at him. " You're acting strange. Are yo- " You began to say but you looked into his eyes. You could see his face was soft and gentle. It was something you never saw out of him. His eyes didn't look as dark as usual.
" I'm being pulled to the light. " He said to you quietly. " I don't know what to do. " He closed his eyes. Even the soft expression on his face he seemed to be scared.
" Don't ignore it! " You told him and looked at him. " That's good... " You said quietly.
" Then don't leave again. " He said to you. His breath was hot against to your cheek. " Promise me that, Y/N. " He whispered.
" I won't. " You shook your head. " Don't worry not again. I won't go anywhere without you. "
You could almost feel him smile. His smile. You couldn't help but look back at him. You were the one making him feel this way. Maybe, you could get him to go home to Leia. That was what you wanted next.
A/N:
Don't mention about how short it is. I just needed to do a chapter on this.