I am.
Do you expect me
No -- it should be DID you expect me
Since now you don't, and you will never again
How am I supposed to
Can you answer that -- or is it too much
These words won't come out
God damn it.
Can't figure out why I should say it
Okay -- you know what
Putting my armour down
Praying for the best -- though that's not
Always good enough
THIS poem isn't good enough
Not enough to express
Years and years
Of you and I
Crashing down without a warning
How we fought together
Side by side
Hand in hand
Remains a memory
As distance grows
As time shortens
And who is the one left wondering -- worrying
How the ending will be
Like how I'd hoped or
Disappointment shatters the dreams
Once held so beautifully
In a glass jar
The past scrambling to gather
What the future is stomping furiously on
What is left
Sorry.