There's no word to describe
how I am right now
or maybe it's just my short vocabulary list.
Living life in an endless cycle
because when sleep finally comes
the sun rises again.
And as days pass I start to drift further away from
what is real and what is not.
It isn't alcohol
It isn't an addiction
but it is a feeling.
A dull and numbing sensation sucking the life
out of every muscle in my body.
Songs that used to rock me to the core
now a pounding thump in the back of my mind.
because what seems like a light at the end of the tunnel
may only be another cross road
A traveller without a map, compass, or destination
and it's been days sitting at this cross road
thinking of what to do next
because no one is coming to rescue me in these dark woods.
Too far to go back.
Too scared to go forward.
