I know in the previous chap i skipped to the next day for Shanelle's POV but heres the rest of Jadens from before her POV.
Small recap: Andrew has fucked up Shanelle at school by calling her out. He has to do alot of work if he really wants Shanelle to talk to him again.. Shanelle tells Andrew and Brandon to give her a month to think after they both end up in her house with her alone and had a argument. But for now Jaden is still with Alicia after she calls him telling him about how shes light headed.... They fall asleep together and now.......
Jaden,
I wake up looking for Alicia. She always finds a way to sneak out my arms when we cuddle.
"Baby" i walk into the kitchen and look at her "baby!!" i repeated louder
"Yea?"
"Talk to me. What's wrong?"
"Oh nothing"
"Dont lie to me. I know you to well"
"nothing"
"So why are you sitting here looking dead?"
"I just dont feel like my self anymore"
"What do you mean?"
"Its not a feeling I can explain"
"What makes you feel that way?"
"well lets put it like this, I don't feel happy in life like I use too"
"ok, why not?"
"I've been thinking of how Im pregnant, i definitely wont be as free as i am now, I'll be stuck in the house then Im gonna have to get a job. I don't want a job yet, and I want to be free"
"We both messed up so this is our punishment. I don't want a job either, the fuck I look like with a job? But Im willing to get one if it helps us"
"But you don't have to carry the child 9 months, you dont have to worry about backaches and being sick. You don't have to worry about people looking at you differently... restless nights cause the baby wont stop kicking, Most of all pushing it out, do you no how much pain that will be? Or at least sounds like it'll be?"
"I can imagine, but don't worry about what others say. Doesnt everyone like you at school anyway?"
"The people that know me do"
"So then they wont say stupid shit to you"
"I just dont want to be pregnant anymore"
"Don't go back to saying that, please"
"Im only keeping it cause you want it. I dont"
"yes you do"
"no..I dont! I don't want it, I only want kids when Im married"
"to late"
"Not really. You'll be a good dad but I don't even like kids"
"You'll be a good mom. Its different when you have your own then to take care of someone else child"
"I dont wanna take care of any kids"
"Why are you so stubborn?"
"Im not stubborn, i just dont want ANY kids"
"Well you do"
"I know"
"So stop being all sad"
"Im actually not sad, Im just not happy"
"this is just a mood swing"
"no its not, I never wanted it thats why I said i wanted a abortion. You're the only reason its still forming in me"
"You have no feelings toward the baby at all? You want nothing to do with it?"
"I mean yea since im the mom its just nothing that i wanted at the time"
"Lets go get ice cream"
"Is that suppose to cheer me up?"
"yes"
"it wont stay down"
"I dont care, as long as you get to taste and enjoy it first
"ok what ever" she stood up "let me get my jacket"
"iight"
I watched her run up the stairs, I want her to be happy about our baby but so far it doesnt seem like I can make that happen. Im gonna try harder.... (her going to get ice cream isnt important and i need to hurry the story so)
~~About a Half Of Month Later, A Friday morning~~
Shanelle,
I step out the shower and dry off then realized how cold it was so I quickly wrapped my self in my towel. Another day of school, or should I say hell! Andrew fixed up a little of it.. No one really bothers me at school unless they see me in the hall way alone. They're basically scared of the boys that got my back.
Me and Brandon are JUST friends, and me and Andrew are the same. They still hate each others guts! They just don't talk to each other at all anymore.
"Shanelle hurry up!" Jake yelled through my door like he does every morning
"I just got out the shower!"
"Damn your gonna make us late again"
I heard Jake gasp (manly)Or something like him skipping a breath "Stop cursing" our dad says
"ahah you got hit in the chest"i laughed grabbing clothes
"shut up"
"Im coming!"
"hurry"
"ok ok" I jumped a little sliding on my pants almost falling some.
After all of that I grabbed my eye liner and put a little of it on then some mascara. These two are the only makeup I wear to school.. I dont do eye-shadow unless its a party or something special.... OR i just wanna wear it.
"dam where are my shoes" I mumbled looking around my now messy room. Getting dressed is the hardest thing for me in the morning.
I swing my closet door open and grab my shoes putting them on and tying them. Finally! Im ready. Wait.. I for got my hair.
I sighed throwing my hair up in a bun, I dont have that silky type hair, mine is a little puffy.. I get it from my dad. Weird right? Well not weird.. He is my dad..
Ok NOW im ready.
"K Jake Im ready!" I wore something plain today, I didnt even wanna go to school (her fit -->)
"ok, we're leaving mom"
"bye"
"Im tired of you" he tells me
"But you love meeee"
"who said that"
"you, dont make me roll back the tape"
"roll it back"
"ok....maybe i dont have it recorded but you said it"
We both shared a laugh as we drove to school.
"So hows life now?" he asked
"Its better"
"Good"
"Thanks for all the..." i just looked at him
"The what?" he chuckled
"You know all the.. Ad...vice"
"The what? Speak up"
"Thanks for the advice! Ugh"
He laughs "Anytime"
"Now I have to give them answers"
"Just make a wise decision"
"You say it like its easy. Have you even been hurt broken before?"
"Yea"
"No you havent"
"Its alot of stuff I dont tell you or mom and dad"
"ooooooo what cha hiding?"
"Nothing you should no about"
"mhmmmm i see how my brother is"
"You have no idea. iight have a good day" we arrive to hell
"What are you about to do?"
"Go to class" he got out the car
"mhm"
"ahaha Nelle you're funny"
"Well you have all these secrets"
"They're gonna stay secrets too"
"I'll ask Bri"
"She wont tell you"😏
"SO YOU AND BRI DO STUFF?"
"Why not"
"Nasty asses"
"ahahaha. Bye"
"Bye" i smiled and ran over to Cameryn "CAM"
"WHY ARE YOU YELLING?"
"Its just one of those days" i laugh "Its getting biggerrrr" i touch Alicia's stomach
"Yea" she slightly smiles
"Why arent you happy??"
"I am kinda"
"Wheres Jaden?"
"hes coming"
"Cam!"
"yes Shanelle" -_-
"Wheres Xavior?"
"Right there" she pointed as he walked our direction
"Let me leave before I see some extreme stuff I dont want to see"
"We're not nasty like that"
"PFFFFF yes you are! Alicia i wouldnt stay here if I were you"
"What??" Cameryn laughed as Xavior grabbed her waist
"Hey baby"
"Hey" they immediately start kissing
"Bye!" I make my way down the hall and bump into Brandon.
"Wassup Shanelle"
"Hey! I need to talk to you and Andrew. Where is he?"
"I dont know"
"Come with me to find him" i grab his hand and walk
"We havent held hands in a while"
"I know"
"Feels good"
I ignored that then saw Andrew at his locker. i walked over and grabbed his hand "Come with me"
"Can I have my other hand so i can finish what Im doing first?"
i let it go "Yea"
"Thank you"
He finished at his locker than closed it "ok here" he placed his hand back in mine
"You both come with me to privacy"
"We have no choice. Your holding us"
"Where should we go"
"Out the back door to the back of the school"😏 Brandon says
"Why outside?"
"Its quiet and no one is out there"
"Ok. Lets go"
We went out to the back of the school and I leaned on the wall with them in front of me.
"First I-- wait can you both look at my face and not at my body?"
they both laughed "Sorry"
"So you only want me for my body?"
"Baby stop. When we were in a relationship we did more than sex" Brandon says
"If I wanted your body I wouldve fucked you while we were alone" Andrew said like he didnt even think about fucking me those days.pff
"Ok. Anyway.. I wanted to tell you that I have to pick soon so make me wanna pick you" i smiled about to walk away
Brandon grabbed my waist from behind crashing his body into mine then kissing my neck. "Thats easy"
"WITHOUT being all sexual" i pulled away and wiped my neck off
"Why not?"
"Because its not fair to Andrew, you knows all my turn on's. Plus if you really loved me you wouldnt have to do it sexually"
"iight. I got cha"
I reached for the handle to open the door back but its locked. "guys"
"All we have to do is go back to the front"
"But you no after 8:15 they have to buzz the thingy to let you in"
"So"
"Then they're gonna count us late. Plus the principle saw me in the school earlier"
"just play it off"
"Hes just going to ask why am I outside"
"right so lets go"
"aha you'll be the one in trouble, not us" Andrew laughed
I just gave him this look letting him no I didnt think it was funny...
"Im just playing" he hugged me tighter than ever before
"What ever" I pushed him back as he laughed "someone carry me"
"ME" They both yelled at the same time.
"Nevermind"
"Come on, you're not that heavy" Brandon stood infront of me "get on my back"
"Maybe next time Andrew" I smiled at him then hoped on Brandons back.
Andrew looked away "mhm"
"you mad bruh?" Brandon laughs
"Brandon shutup" i whisper in his ear
"Ok baby"
"My name is Shanelle"
"And your still my baby"
"Do you ever shut up?" Andrew's mad
We ignored him and went to the door. There and behold was the principle looking at us..
"Why are you 3 out side?"
"I got this" Brandon whispered "We were doing a good deed, we helped the janitor take out the trash"
"Wheres the janitor?"
"Up stairs. He sent us down"
"Did he?"
"Yea"
He opened the door.. "Go to class. You're all late"
"Ok" we ran up the stairs.
I smile "Thanks Brandon"
"Not a problem. See ya. ima actually go to class since I dont have a girl to skip with"
"Ahaha k"
"me too" Andrew sighs
"I dont have a man to skip with either so see ya!" i wink at them and head to class.
Angel,
I smiled heading my paper as Tyrone stuck one finger though my back belt loop tugging my pants.
I didnt say anything cause we were in the middle of class. Hes so slick! Ima get him though, just wait til after class. He kept tugging til the teacher stood up to go to the front.
"Angel" She called me
"yes?"
"Come do this example problem for me"
I looked at the math problem on the board, I was never that good in math though. I get up and go to the board grabbing the blue expo marker.
I took a look at it then began doing it.. When i finished, or at least thought I finished i closed the marker then turned to go to my seat.
"You're not finished. Take another look at it"
I sighed and turned back to the board.. "oh..oops" I simplified it "There"
"k, have a seat"
I went back to my seat and rested my cheek in my palm.
Moments later the bell rung! Yes!! I got up and smirked at Tyrone
"What was that about?"
"I want whats in those jeans"
"really? Call me tonight"
"iight ma"
I smile "Im gonna go talk to Shanelle and them"
"K. Love you"
"Love you more"
"ahah. Stop lying to your self. What time do you want me to call?"
"Ima have to come to your house so what ever time is good for you"
"9?"
"But a time that my parents will approve of"
"...9?"
"I'll try"
"ok be there 9 sharp"
"k see ya boo"
"k baby... Im excited"
"Not as much as me"
"Why? Cause you no what I have for you?"
"Yep, and you no what I have for you"
"yea thats one of the things I cant wait for"
"You have no choice, see ya!" I ran over to my friends
"Angel, we're going to dinner to night you should come" Lauren tells me
"Who is we?"
"Me and the girls... and you hopefully"
"Me and Tyrone are hanging tonight"
"Well just kick us to the curb then" Sky rolled her eyes
"Actually Im not. He just now asked me to come over tonight"
"Oh God. We no what that means"
"You guys say it like we do it every moment we get. We dont even do it as much as you think we do"
"Yea.."
"Anyway yea I cant go tonight"
"Ok. Maybe next time? When you and Tyrone arent so busy"
I roll my eyes "Yea. Ok"
Tyrone,
"Aye come to the club with us tonight!" DeShawn says
"Cant. Gotta knock up Angel"
"Yall getting it in again??!"
"Hell yea! I need what's between those legs"
"She must be good"
"Best rider ive ever met"
"Damn. Y'all stay at it though"
"If you had her you would be too. Who all going to the club though?"
"Everyone, not the girls though"
"What y'all planning?"
"Just chill without them for a night. They're going out so we're going to the club.. I think Andrew tryna go see Shanelle tonight though so maybe the both of them arent going"
"Naw y'all going girl hunting"
"We got girls"
"I might figure out a way to go"
"Tell Angel you'll bang her tomorrow night"
"Hell naw I cant wait that long"
He laughed "iight bruh, but it'll be crazy"
"I know but Angel can be crazier if you no what I mean"
"Are you the one that took her virginity?"
"yep"
"cause you say it like shes had some experiences before you came along"
"nah, Shes just a easy learner"
"so your not coming to the club?"
"Nah, ima lay off that tonight"
"iight well I gotta go find Alana"
"alright"
DeShawn,
shit.. make a nigga wanna try his girl! Im not.. Im just saying, dont tell me that stuff cause thats when I start wondering.
I was walking trying to find her Alana but then I noticed her standing in Mrs. Washington's room with her arms crossed and I know she has a attitude.. over there looking sexy. I think my baby is in trouble. I stood in the door watching, when she noticed me I raised my left eye-brawl and smirked. She didnt even smile.. YEP! She must be really upset. oooooooo She's getting yelled at and everything.. I backed away from the door when she approached it, good thing I did because she busted out of there almost breaking the fucking door.
"baby?"
"stupid ass bitch" she mumbled
I grabbed her waist "woooow you never curse like that, come here"
She didnt say anything, just rested in my arms.
"What did you do. AND dont yell, stay calm"
"I was calling the bitch, she ignored me. I raised my hand right infront of the bitch... she ignored me so I picked up a pen and threw it at her... Then"
"ahahahahahahaha hold on.. you threw a pen at the lady?"
"Obviously she cant hear or see I thought well maybe she can feel. So then she starts yelling and shit and called my dad saying I was being disrespectful and rude..."
"You being a bad girl?"
She smirked "well when you put it like that"
"Want me to fix that?"
"me being bad? Thats something you cant fix...But i know what you mean"
"aha...Are you going out with the girls tonight?"
"probably not. My parents are gonna tell me I cant cause I threw a pen"
"Thats fucked up"
"right!"
"calm down"
"make me calm down DeShawn!"
"ok, its not that hard..." I leaned forward and kissed her lips "There. Shut the fuck up"
"ok" she smiled
Mrs. Washington walks out her class room and saw me and Alana all hugged up and close.
"Didn't I tell you to go to the office?"
"Yea, but I was talking to my boyfriend so I didnt"
"I dont care what you're doing. 'I' said go to the office so you go.. Im not in the mood for little kids!"
"hoe im not little" she mumbled
"baby..." i whispered "dont get suspended I need you!"
"You are little! And dont call me out my name you went WAYYY to far all you hoes in this school! I KNOW your not calling me a hoe. I see you all, all over these boys, and you think you have the right to call me a hoe? You've messed with the wrong one"
"DeShawn let me leave before I fight her my self"
"love you"
"Love you too" she pushed my arms off her and went in the opposite direction of the teacher.
I bit my lip a little.. Shes the sexiest thing when shes all mad and aggressive. I've never seen her like this before 😍. She'll make me wanna make her mad just to see that sexy look! Make a niggas friend rise!😏 if you get it...
~~Later That Day~~
Diamond,
I still cant leave the house, well I can but Im not suppose to til 2 more days! You know how it is when you have a baby... Which means Rachel will be a month old.
I sat on the couch criss crossed with Rachel laying on/between my legs. I smiled at her as she sucked on her pacifier and blanked at me holding my finger.
"Can I have my finger?" i asked gently pulling it back
The more I pulled the more she held on to it. Its cute cause her hand is that small to hold my finger.
"Rachel" i laughed
Oh. Are you wondering where Corahn is? He's out with one of his friends.. Its a male. He swears hes still young.. He looks young so. The point is he left me with the baby.
I looked back down at her noticing she was going to sleep but my leg was going numb so I put her on my shoulder then up to my room we went. The door was shut just incase Corahn comes back being loud and stuff.. I put her on Corahns side of the bed making sure she was secure between pillows, dont need her falling. (like I did -_- my mom talking about she didnt know I could roll yet😂 thats not funny :( but im ok lol )i kissed her forehead and kissed her cheek. Her skin is soft!
Moments later I found my self drifting off too but not for long cause my husband walked in.
"Hey baby" he whispered
"Hey" I said half sleep
"Can I scoot Rachel to the middle?"
"She wakes up easy"
"Watch how her daddy works" he moved her to the middle and she didnt wake up. "See how I do?"
I roll my eyes, he leans to give me kiss then he looks at Rachel. "We make some nice kids"
"Yea we do"
"She looks so peaceful"
"She is like I was before you walked in"
"My bad. I just wanted to be with my babies"
"lts ok"
"Go back to sleep. Here want me to come help you?" he gets up smiling
"Corahn no!"
he climbed on my back laying on me "Yes!"
"Your heavy"
"My dick carries alot of weight. Sorry"
"ahaha"
"Go to sleep"
"Move! What if you roll off me and on top of Rachel?"
"I dont move in my sleep"
"You have to get Jaden from school"
"DAMN! Let him spend the night there he'll be iight"
"Go get your son"
"Babyyyyyy. You get him and me and Rachel will chill"
"Corahn. I took him so you get him"
"Ugh. Buy him a car"
"You buy him a car!"
"Shutup"
"Its 2:56 you're gonna be late"
"Ok. Fuck. Your lazy"
"I stay home everyday taking care of OUR baby when you're out! I COOK! I----" he kissed me
"I know. Get some rest"
"Thank you"
"Sleep tight" he winks
See why I love this man?
Alicia,
"Jaden, I want you to come to the doctor with me.... Again"
"Whats wrong???"
"My mom keeps setting up appointments when I get sick to make sure Im ok"
"You just want me to be there?"
"Yep"
"When"
"Tomorrow at 5... After school"
"Ok"
I always want him to be there with me... It is his and this is the only reason Im going. My mom be tripping like shes never been pregnant and doesnt know whats wrong with me.
"My dad is here. I love you, see you tomorrow"
"Ok"
He pulled me close so our chest were touching. I stared in his eyes smiling while he gave me this sexy stare.
"JADEN!" his dad broke our moment by hunking the car horn.
"Your dad gets on my nerves sometimes"
"Dont worry about him keep looking in my eyes"
"Now we can kiss" i kissed him
~~minute later~~
"iight baby I gotta go before my dad decides to come get me"
"Ok"
We do 2 more pecks, smil, then he walks away.
Shanelle,
"PLEASEEEEEE let me come talk to you tonight" Andrew begged
"If you come to my house my dad might try to hurt you"
"Well come to my house"
"Nope. Me and the girls are going out"
"For real? Is that why the guys are going out?"
"Where they going?"
"Uh... I dont know but can you ditch them just for tonight"
"Ok. If I give you time to talk to me I have to give Brandon time"
"as long as Im first"
"What time"
"I dont mind"
"ok"
"You can come here though"
"Nope! You wanna talk to me so you do what you gotta do go get to me"
"but you just said.... never mind Is Jake going with them? So I dont have to worry about him talking to me"
"i dont know, hold on. JAKEEEEEEE"
"WHAT?"
"ARE YOU GOING OUT WITH THE GUYS? WHERE EVER THEY'RE GOING?"
"YES. WHY?"
"Yea hes going" i ignored his why
"perfect. I'll call before I come"
"ok, but wait til night at least... cause thats when my parents go in their room"
"ok"
"remember what I said.. we're just friends.. touch me and I'll slap you THEN yell for my dad"
"Man you dont have to go that far"
"Just like you're NOT going to go that far with me"
"iight, I wont touch you.."
"I know. Im not even worried"
"You'd really do that?"
"yep! My dad already doesnt like boys in my room"
"So you're already trying to get me killed"
"your the one that wants to talk"
"I know"
"Im serious though, There will be no 'Oh it just happened' going on"
"I knowww"
"Since we were suppose to be friends anyway"
"your fault"
"no its not, you started it"
"how'd I start it?"
"you know how boys be slick doing stuff"
"naw, you came to me when Brandon was being a ass and thats how this began"
"are you complaining?"
"Naw, Im just saying.."
"What are you gonna talk to me about?"
"tell you why you should pick me"
"I already know who Im picking"
"who??????????????????????????? Me?"
"Im not gonna tell you"
"If its not me go ahead and tell so i wont be pouring my heart out for it to be broken"
"Andrew! :O"
"yes?"
"You told me before that if I didnt pick you, you wouldn't be heart broken... that you'd just be a little hurt.. but not heart broken"
"I lied"
"...I dont want anyone to be heart broken"
"Well in the end someone will be, im hoping its not me"
i swear his voice changed when he said that.. I did have a idea of who my choice would be but im not dropping any hints or anything!
"still... come talk to me"
"but what if you pick Brandon"
"stop being a punk! Come talk to me! If its you then maybe I just want you to come so we can be alone. If its not you its possible you can make me change my mind.. my dad situation might be just to scare you ahaha"
"Shanelle stop playing with me"
"im not playing.. maybe I just wanna be alone and dont want you to touch me first cause I want control"
"you better pick me"
"or maybe im just talking?"
-_- "Dont get my hopes up for nothing"
"Can't promise you i wont"
He sighed "you play to much... Im coming"
"I hope you have some powerful words"
"whats that suppose to mean?"
"just come talk to me"
"iight...hopefully it does some good"
"yea, hopefully"
"What does that mean???"
"see ya in some hours!" I hung up and laughed..
Don't think Im skipping a night with the girls for Andrew is something big and that I 'must' love him alot cause im doing it because I'll skip another night and do the same for Brandon... Never know what may happen.
last chance.. readers that dont comment... you should comment on this chapter...
#TeamBrandon or #TeamAndrew and why? you dont even have to say why.. but comment. (: (15+) vote!
Sorry for not updating for like 3 days :|