best of me

fin: last

I'm told that we are supposed to be race or somehow compete to be the first. I'm told that achieving that status would be a tremendous title. But is it so? Does being the so called first, is something that is worth bragging about? I had done so much to become the first, to be amongst the best but I had always come up short. No matter how much time and effort I put through, it's as though Fate itself does not allow that to happen. What a cruel game to be played on someone who has never been strong. To do the bidding of a master that I had never agreed to serve. But for once, I am glad that I wasn't the first, second, third and so forth. For once, I am happy and grateful that I became the last one. The last one to love you. It does not matter if I am the last resort or the final option, as long as I'm the last one you'd love I would trade it for anything. For I'm the last one to share such beautiful moments together with you. For every past lovers you've once had, looked in envy of us, for what they had but could never keep. For I am the last one you will ever love.