tuesday
mom's house 😛
8:05 am
~ jayden pov
my mom let me stay here a little longer after they left but i ended up sleeping with jules. me and jules talked all night even after dinner. we talked about a lot of stuff. i got to know her more and deeper. she got to know me more too. it was getting scary how connected we were. she was starting to finish my sentences and she would mimic my movements. it was weird but that was after we got deeper. she told me all about her last relationships and everything joey did to her. that abortion thing is hurting her a lot and shes trying to forget about it but she can't. she's sad. she told me before joey she had depression and he made her happy for awhile and during the falling off part she started getting it again. during the breakup she was really depressed until she met me. it opened my eyes to see that i really broke this girls heart doing the littlest things. she told me that when her brother died was when her depression started. she would distract herself with relationships but they all ended up failing. joey broke her the most though. jules is super sweet and she's genuine. she has a great heart i don't know how else to describe her she's literally one of the nicest people i've ever met. she been through shit but still remains with that good heart. like right now i feel her on a whole deeper connection. she's up making me breakfast while i'm getting ready. i didn't ask her to do that she just did it😂. that was her kind heart making that choice. i'm ready for school. i'm not gonna get there until 3rd period it's a 2 hour drive depending on traffic. her mom knows i'm still here. i'm ready to go though. i got downstairs and jules is talking with her mom. when she saw me she smiles.
i get to them, "my mom wanted to make you breakfast but i did the honors" jules says
i look at what jules got me. i smile a little, "a bowl of cereal and an apple" i say looking at it
i look at her. jules nods in pride. i laugh and her mom joins, "what's funny guys?" jules asks
i smile, "nothing juli i appreciate it" i say
i sit down at the counter and start eating the cereal, "juli what you doing after school today?" i ask
she thought, "uhh i have softball practice but i'm gonna have to tell my coach i can't come because i have training at jml" she says
i smile. jules told me last night that she's in the junior music league and was top 10 on the get in list which i was shocked but proud of her. that program is hard to get into and i didn't even know she could sing, "i'm extremely proud of you for getting in that program you're gonna do great" i say
jules blushes, "mom you see how sweet she is" jules says to her
katie laughs a bit, "yes she's a sweet girl she'd be better if she was your girlfriend" she says
jules looks at me, "don't worry she will be" she says
i've been thinking all night about asking her to be my girlfriend. i feel like i should step up and do it since i want her too. i planned it out in my head before i fell asleep because i literally fell in love with this girl hard after talking to her. she does so many little cute things that make me laugh but it's adorable. she's adorable, "can i take your daughter golfing tonight katie?" i ask
"aren't you going back to la right now?" her mom asks
"well.. yeah i could go back but.. i could also.. not." i say
"no your mother told me to send you home and i love josie and michael they are so a hot couple i need a relationship like that" katie says
i give a confused look, "ew mom why would you say that no dating for you" jules says
"i am allowed to date.. matter fact i've been on grinder and saw this smoking hot man my age—" katie says
"—-mom stop it!" jules cuts her off
i laugh and her mom smiles.
NCHS 🦁
2nd period - psychology
~ jayden pov
this morning was funny with jules and her mom her mom lovesssss me🥹😅. she calls me sweetie😌. she actually dropped me off at school and we talked about a lot of stuff besides from jules she asked how's school and she's literally like besties with my mom. they were on the phone while she was dropping me off at school. jules and hayley got dropped off by her too so it was nice being around jules until later. she accepted my date tonight. she would not stop touching me in the car she wanted me hold my hand and touch my hair😂. she gave me a kiss goodbye when she got dropped off had me blushing not gonna lie☺️. her mom was like awwwww get a room😂. i love her family bro😂. i feel like if her mom gets a man he's gonna be hella funny like her. i actually vlogged this morning and me in the car so i got them on camera. but i just came from volleyball now i'm in 2nd period. with katie watson.
i'm not really vlogging right now i usually vlog during 4th when i'm with my friends. eddie been texting about coming to meet with him to get snacks. i wanna get out this class with katie so ima go. i get up and walk out the class. i see eddie outside my classroom.
"sorry for pulling you out of class" eddie says
i raise my eyebrows, "don't be i needed to get out of there katie watson is in there i left before she could flirt with me" i say
eddie chuckles, "are you avoiding her now?" he asks
"yes bro everyone tries to ruin my situationship with jules" i say
me and eddie start walking to the vending machine, "how was the dinner last night with her?" he asks
i smile, "it was good she got closer with my family they love her, her mom loves me and hayley already been loving me. me and my family met her mom's side and her dad's side of her family but i personally like her mom's side better." i say
he smiles, "that's good her family likes you some people don't get so lucky" he says
"yeah and her mom gave me a ride to school from sd jules is in my vlog so far" i say
"a lot of people think you and jules are on and off and secretly dating" he says
i laugh a little, "i wish" i say
"jules is funny" he says
i look at him. we get to the vending machine, "how do you know she's funny?" i ask
he hesitates, "well i seen her on your vlogs she's funny an-and on the media" he pushes out
i squint my eyes, "be honest eddie you never lie to me" i say
he sighs deeply before pulling me aside, "don't tell anybody i'm serious i've never told anyone this so can this stay between you and me?" he says
"what is it? are you sleeping with her???" i ask
he scrunches his eyebrows, "no jayde" he says
he sighs, "im in jml with her and she's my music partner for the program" he whispers
my jaw drops but quickly turns to a smile, "eddieeeee that's hugeeee" i say excitedly
i push him playfully, "i know but i have a basketball career on the line im in AAU you know how much i travel on weekends to go to games and my teammates and our friend group is going to laugh at me they're gonna think i'm a joke and call me a singer boy" he says gently
i smack my lips, "but eddie you grew up singing and started playing basketball at 9 but you were singing since you could talk.. i'm pretty disappointed you don't wanna tell the boys you can sing but you told the girls because they might clown you" i say
"you don't understand how hard it is when me and jules blow up it's either i choose basketball or music which are both my passions.. i was lying to you guys all those times i said i couldn't hangout i had auditions and practice for the music program and my mom suggested this for me" he says
i smile, "i love your mom" i say
he cracks a smile, "we're talking about jml right now but yeah i know jules through the program she's really open and fun to hangout with there's like 5 people in the program who drool over her every practice and she doesn't entertain it" he says
people flirting with my girlfriend🤨? i raise one eyebrow, "who is it flirting with her? tell them she has a girlfriend and that girlfriend can fight" i say with an attitude
he smiles, "you and jules are dating?" he asks
"i'm gonna ask her today so yes" i say
he looks shocked, "can i help you set it up? oh wait me and jules have practice after school until 6:30" he says
"yes actually you can ask her what she likes and send it to me. does jules know you know me?" i say
he nods, "we were at auditions when we found out we knew you it was pretty funny" he says
i chuckle, "whatever just help me out i plan on taking her golfing or take her to look at the view tonight on the mountains and then ask her with a promise ring" i say
he smiles, "aww a promise ring? what's the promise?" he asks
i smile a little, "a promise to my loyalty and that i won't break her heart because i know how much joey hurt her and she doesn't trust anybody i don't want her to be like that with me so i'm gonna promise i won't do her like that" i say
he's smiling, "that's awesome" he says
i literally love eddie. he's super understanding and always there when you need him. i smile at him.
SDHS 🐻
6th period - study hall 📚
~ jules pov
i'm supposed to be in class but i'm just skipping it i'm too lazy to go and i'm tired after practice. oh i got my wrist wrap off yesterday. my doctor said i should be healed and i feel a lot better. so i'll get to play in the game tomorrow. i had to tell my coach i couldn't come to practice after school because i have jml and she completely understood for once. her whole mood changed when i told her that it was for jml practice because everyone knows that's a hard program to get into and you have to be really skilled at singing to get in. the only people at school that know i'm in jml are my friends, teammates, and my coaches. i'm in the study hallway just sitting listening to music on my airpods. people are in the hallway with me. studying or just relaxing with a friend. i've had a good day so far. waking up to jayden was the sunshine to my day😌. that kiss goodbye this morning had me blushing and she was blushing too😂. i'm gonna see her after school she's taking me on another date and my mom approved of it🥰. i like she asked my mom if she could it was cute🥹. in the meantime i have like 20 minutes before last period starts so i'm going to start song writing. i take out my journal and start writing. i'm gonna write about my last relationship. that's the freshest on my memory right now.
7th period - physics ap
~ jules pov
i'm in class now and i actually finished writing my song. i named it boy x. i wrote it about my experience with joey so i want to dedicate this to him when and if it gets released. it has to be approved by blake. i finished writing it this period. ryder's been asking to read it.
"can i read it now?" ryder asks me
"this is top secret" i say
he chuckles, "you wrote it about joey please" he says
"blake has to approve of it today but you can read the first verse that's it and don't let vinnie get a hold of it" i say
vinnie's across the classroom talking to people. i hand my journal to ryder and he opens it. he found the page, "there was a girl with the toughest skin she made sure that everyone around knew that she wasn't sensitive she walked around let nobody in thought if she never gave her heart away it'd never end up broken" he read
he smiles, "damn that's deep" he says
i chuckle, "yeah but that wasn't even the best part i wrote that's just the first verse" i say
he smiles, "can i read the the second verse?" he asks
i shake my head, "too personal" i say
i take my book back, "it sounds like you though" he says
i scrunch my eyebrows, "it's about me what did you expect?" i ask
ryder laughs and vinnie came over, "julio got some news and joseph" vinnie says as he had a seat in his chair and faces me
"if it's something stupid he said again i don't wanna hear it" i say
"no he didn't say anything" vinnie says
"what is it then?" i ask
"his baby was born" vinnie says
huh? i scrunch my eyebrows, "what? she was pregnant for like 6 months" i say
"he didn't tell you he has two baby mamas?" vinnie asks me
HE HAD TWO😐??? i face palm, "he barely even mentioned the first one" i say
"oh well he does and he got her pregnant the month you guys got together it was like a day before he asked you out" vinnie says
"he's a hoe i don't know why you guys stay friends with him" i say
"joey's my dawg he's just stupid" vinnie says
"yeah and i don't care about his baby momma shit he thinks getting girls pregnant and having them fight over him is cute when it's not.. i wasn't enough for him obviously." i say
"stop saying that" ryder and vinnie say to me
"you're way too good for him" vinnie says to me
"he didn't deserve you and never will" ryder says
they're gonna make me cry. i loved joey more than anything and he took advantage of me, "can we speak on a different topic before i cry again" i say softly
ryder hugs me, "he's a liar and an asshole sometimes i'm sorry" vinnie says to me
Junior Music League 🎶 - Riverside, Cal.
5:00 pm
~ jules pov
me and eddie are in one of the seating areas by the recoding room. everyone is spread out in different rooms to focus and blake is checking on everyone's progress because we're starting song writing as our groups or individual. me and eddie are talking about ideas. we kinda did last night but i got distracted with jayden.
"have you ever had your heartbroken before?" i ask him
"yes very badly matter fact" eddie says
i chuckle, "we should write a song about heartbreak... well you know jayden and you know how we are together i'm falling in love with her but i'm scared to be with her so... that's my experience the song could be about that" i say
he nods, "like being afraid of getting your heartbroken again" he says
"yes that" i say
"ok i like that idea because i can relate i run from relationships after my last one she hurt me a lot.. i can't compare my heartbreak to yours because joey was literal hell to you and all the girls he's been with i used to be friends with him and jayden's cool with him but i stopped talking to him much when i noticed how badly he would talk about girls and i think he was talking to you at one time and he called you a bitch and he called the girls bitches and he was always talking about sex and girls bodies it was disrespectful and disgusting i didn't like how he was as a person so i drifted from him he's a toxic person. i feel bad for you. like he was not a good guy at all. he was so immature." he says
i hate the thought of joey, "what did your ex girlfriend do to you?" i ask
"cheat and lie she stole from me ruined my belongings accused me of cheating broke my car window and would come to my games and cause a whole scene in the middle of the game when she felt like i wasn't giving her attention she was mentally ill" he says
i make this face 😬, "i thought i had it bad she sounded more toxic than my relationship with joey" i say
"they're both assholes at the end" he says
i raise my eyebrows, "true.. so i wrote this song about him today i don't know if blake would approve i wanna show it to you" i say
i take out my journal and flip the page for him and give it to him. he reads it in his head and i waited until he was done. he was making faces while he was reading it which concerned me. he looks at me and smiles, "that's gotta be the best piece of music i've read my entire life it's emotional" he says
i smile, "you think blake would approve?" i ask
he smiles, "yes show him" he says
blake came into the room so we look at him, "you guys good?" blake asks
i hesitate. eddie nudges me and i clear my throat, "can you come read this i wrote it today and i wanted to know if you'll approve for a recording" i say
he smiles, "yes let me see" he says
blake came over and took it from me. he read it and he made the same faces eddie was making, "jules this is amazing i can feel the emotions" blake says
i smile and look at eddie who's smiling slightly at me. i look back at blake, "come to the recording room we'll get you started on instrumental" blake says
"do i stay?" eddie asks blake
"no you can come" blake says
we get up and follow him to the recording room. the music producer was here talking to another guy. blake smiles, "these are the music producers that's zay and chris guys this is jules and eddie" blake says to us
zay and chris say hi and we say hi back, "now zay jules wrote a song and she needs an instrumental so talk to her on how she would want it eddie will just be chilling here until she's done and they'll go back to song writing their song together" blake instructed
"jules has a solo?" chris asks blake
"yes this is her solo but they are a group going into the industry" blake says
zay and chris nod, "take it from here" blake says before leaving
"so do you have a preferred instrumental style you think would sound best for this?" zay asks me
"i was thinking guitar with a little piano in the background" i say
chris smiles a little, "oh she knows her shit" chris says
zay smiles, "hell yeah let's do it" zay says
i smile a little.
40 minutes later...
we been creating the instrumental for a lil bit and eddie fell asleep on the couch😂. i'm about to record the lyrics in the studio. they told me to let them know when i'm ready. i put on the headphones and gave them a thumbs up. chris hit record and starts the instrumental.
"There was a girl with the toughest of skin
She made sure that everyone around knew that she wasn't sensitive
She walked around (Ah, ah)
Let nobody in (Ah, ah)
Thought if she'd never gave her heart away, it'd never end up broken" i sang
"But boy x, across the street, oh, he was one of a kind
Made her fall in love with only just a look in her eyes
When they wandered off to someone else's for the first time
She cried and cried and cried" i sang
"Next time you move on
Like I know you'll do
Tell me you won't treat her like you did with me and you
When she falls hard
And a little too soon
Promise you won't promise things you know just won't come true
And don't you dare make her feel like she's the only thing you're seeing, no
Don't do that stupid thing with your eyes, unless you mean it
When you get bored, like you always do
Tell me that you'll let her go before you look for someone new" i sang
"Yeah, this very girl
Brown eyes and blonde ends
No, she never wasted time but time with him just felt so different
She wrote him songs
Just to watch him listening
A hundred songs, a couple months in
No, she never saw it comin'" i sang
"The next time boy x, he crossed the street, she'd never see him again
She really thought he was forever then forever was dead
Left her holdin' up the pieces of her heart by a thread
He left her there to die" i sang
"Next time you move on (Move on)
Like I know you'll do (Know you'll do)
Tell me you won't treat her like you did with me and you
When she falls hard (Falls hard)
And a little too soon (Little too soon)
Promise you won't promise things you know just won't come true
And don't you dare make her feel like she's the only thing you're seeing, no
Don't do that stupid thing with your eyes, unless you mean it
When you get bored, like you always do
Tell me that you'll let her go before you look for someone new" i sang
"There was a girl
Not too different from me
She thought she found the world
But then the world found out she's weak
I guess that's okay
No, I just couldn't see
That there was a billion of boy x, but babe, there's only one of me" i sang
when i finished they stop recording and i take the headphones off. i walk out and they told me i did great and we sat down and went over editing and blending to make it sound more professional.
mom's house😛
8:00 pm
~ jayden pov
i'm wearing an oversized shirt and shorts with my jordan's on. i picked up the promise ring and got her roses because that's her favorite type of flower. i got her one of my hoodies she can take home and i have steakhouse take out ready to be picked up. i'm all set but i'm nervous😀. i could shit bricks right now. i would've never thought in a million years i'd be asking a girl out that wanted me first. but she's taking too long and i'm impatient. i texted her telling her i'm outside like 5 minutes ago. she's coming out right now. when she got in the car we smile at each other.
"hiiii" she says as she hugs me. i hug her back and we break the hug, "hey" i say
"where are we going? my mom told me to tell you to have me home by 11" she says
i laugh a little, "you'll be home by 10 it won't be that long and i'm sleeping over" i say
she smiles at me, "no you're not jayde" she says
i smile at her, "i can if i want to" i say
she checks me out and i see her blush. she's geeked😂. i grab the roses from the back and give them to her. she looked touched, "aww jaydeeee🥺" she pouts
i just look at her and smile because she looks really touched. i told you guys she's genuine. super sweet. "i got you them because they reminded me of you you told me you love roses" i say
"you love me🥺?" she pouts
i giggle a little, "yes" i say
she smiles a little, "why did you do this? what do you want from me? it's gotta be something" she says
i giggle and she smiles, "i don't want anything from you i just wanted to give you roses put your seatbelt on we have to go pick up food before we go" i say
she locks eyes with me and her smile grew bigger. she grabs my face and kisses my lips but when she let me go and our lips disconnected she went in again and kisses me passionately. that made my heart skip a beat. she grabs my throat and we make out for a second she made me get horny and i didn't like that so i broke the kiss giggling.
i smile, "can we get to our date spot before we do all this?" i ask
she's smiling slightly, "you're just so hot i hate you for that" she says
she sits in her seat and put her seatbelt on. it's the way this girl makes me blush just by eye contact🙄. i start driving to steakhouse. once we got there jules starts vlogging on my camera in the parking lot we were sitting outside of in my car and she was saying a lot of freaky shit while the cameras on. she's in the mood obviously😂. once the person came to give us the food jules told the girl to stop looking at me like that the girl was being flirty and jules got jealous and told her that she's my girlfriend. it was all on camera too. when the girl left jules got an attitude with me which i thought it was hot😅 i like when she's mad it's hot i want her to rail me when she's like that🥵. i was talking to her calmly though and smiling cus she's sexy when she's mad but it be funny too. i took her fitted hat and wore it and we drove off to a view park in san diego. now we're just sitting in the car looking at the view eating and the camera is off right now. this food is good😫.
"do you ever wonder how far the stars are from earth?" she asks
"no i wonder how Jupiter is bigger than earth" i say
"Jupiter's a planet?" she asks
i look at her weird and she giggles which made me laugh too, "you're a dumb ass" i say
"when's our wedding jayde?" she asks
wedding? i look at her, "can we be girlfriends first?" i ask
she smiles a little, "i need to make sure you're not going anywhere so marry me when we're 18" she says
she's crazy😀. i smile, "stop saying that shit you're scaring me" i say
she giggles, "i wanna have a baby with you" she says
"i don't like kids" i say
"you're going to eventually im gonna trap you with a kid" she says
"yoooo relax" i say
"i'm joking" she giggles
i look at her and she's smiling, "i was joking but i do want a kid" she says
"what's your plans after high school if you have a kid right now?" i ask
"i wasn't planning on going to college but with jml i won't even have to graduate i could drop out and be rich my senior year" she says
"would you get your own place for the baby?" i ask
"if the babies yours i'll be able to stay with my mom but if it's anybody else's she's gonna allow that she doesn't like a lot of people i date" she says
"i'm the only one you're having a baby with i'll carry if you want me to" i say
she looks over at me and smiles to herself, "so you wanna have my babies?" she asks
"yeah so nobody else can" i say
she giggles, "you're doing it just so nobody else can??" she asks
"no i'll do it because i love you enough to trust you and have your baby but we're not on that level yet" i say
"acceptable" she says
why am i staling i haven't even asked her to be my girlfriend and it's almost 10. i finish up my food and grab my phone.
"when we get together i'm cutting off all your hoes and you can do me the same" she says
i open my phone and go to text darian back, "i'm cool with that" i say
i turn my phone off and grab the ring box from my side of the door and i hide it. jules finishes her food, "i'll throw yours away" she says
jules takes our trash and gets out the car. i turn my camera on and start recording but i put it down low but it would still be able to see us. jules got back in the car and i lock the doors back. she took her fitted hat back and put it on. she saw the camera and looks at me. she smiles a little, "why are you recording?" she asks
i start smiling, "i wanna tell you something and the vlog" i say
she relaxes in the seat, "what?" she asks
i'm nervous now. i fidget with my bracelet on my wrist, "ok don't make fun of me if i stutter" i say
she chuckles, "i never do i think it's cute" she says
i smile, "ok... since the day you hit me up i've always had like a feeling me and you were going to work and we had a lot of challenges come between us and a lot of fallouts but we still found a way back to each other.. i'm tired of the confusion and i know what i want with you and you been showing me lately that you're ready to finally make it official so i wanted to beat you to it since i'm impatient.." i say
she was listening to me the whole time. i pull out the ring box and open it so she can see it. she starts smiling, "nooo stoppp" she says
i smile, "no i wanna do this. you've been on my mind ever since day 1. i thought you were playing with me a lot of the time but i knew you weren't deep down. you're so kindhearted and genuine it's hard to find people like you these days. you deserve so much better in life from all the shit you been through and i wanna be the one to show you better. so... Julianna will you be my girlfriend?" i say
she's tearing up but she's smiling. she nods, "yes" she says
she hugs me and i hug her back, "i forgot to tell you the whole point of the ring hold up" i say
we break the hug and she giggles and wipes her tears. i feel bad when she cries, "this ring is a promise ring and it resembles my loyalty to you and my love forever being there and when you miss me because of our distance just look at the ring and i'm there." i say
she's crying. i stop recording because she's literally crying hard right now. i hold her until she stops and then i put the ring on her finger. i kiss her and i drove her home. she showed my vlog the ring after she was done crying. we went to her house and i went inside to let katie know she's back safe and i dropped off cookies for hayley and her mom. they were making me laugh a little too much i had to go home😂. jules kisses me goodbye and i went home.