Alicia,
"JADEN!!"
i stared down at my phone. "He wont answer me"
"Call him"my aunt suggested
I pushed call just about ready to kill him, he better answer!
I took it from my ear and just stood there. Not only did he NOT answer, he pushed decline.
"Take me back to school please"
"You dont wanna eat first?"
"No. I wanna go back"
"Ok. Did he answer?"
"No, thats why I need to go back"
"Don't go make a hole scene about it"
"Ima confront his ass as soon as I find him"
"You curse now?"
I didn't say anything.
I unlocked my phone and went to my messages.
"Ok so you dont want it.. It has to go"
I saw him typing again but all he said was "No"
"YES! AT FIRST YOU WOULDNT EVEN ANSWER MY TEXT! I CANT BE GOING THROUGH THIS!"
"I didnt see it"
"I SAW YOU TYPING!"
"I didnt know what to say. Chill out"
"HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO CHILL OUT WHEN YOUR NOT COOPERATING WITH ME?"
"Im still in school. I dont have time to talk about this now"
"Ok. Baby gotta go!"
"ALICIA NO!"
"Bye"
I turned my phone completely off. He complained and complained about how he wants this baby and now he ignores me. I thought he said we could work this out!
"what time is it?" i asked
"just 12:49"
"ok I changed my mind. I wanna eat something"
"ok..."
I sat there not even minding where we were going, I'll eat what ever.. I can't believe he did that. Me and Jaden have NEVER had a problem with not replying to each others text til today.
"Chipotle?"
"yea"
"ok"
"He lied to me"
"about what?"
"i told him I was pregnant, he started typing and backspacing and then lied and said he didnt see it"
"thats a boy for ya"
"Andddddddd I need to get this abortion"
We pulled up at Chipotle and got out.
"Are you sure? You wont be able to have anymore"
"I understand that but right now im not giving any fucks"
"You should give a fuck, men out there are wanting to raise there own family, not have to adopt cause of a bad choice you made when you were 15"
"well its my choice, even if I have to pay you back little by little"
"your not thinking about this so well"
"yes I am" i began ordering
"no your not"
I waited til I was finish ordering to reply. "yes i am"
"not at all"
When our food was ready I grabbed it and we went to a table.
"so what were the last things said?"
"about Jaden?"
"Yea"
"I turned my phone off"
"does your parents know each other?"
"they've met before"
"how long ago"
"some months"
"Atleast they know each other so this wont be a huge surprise"
"yea.." i began eating "this may not settle so good though"
"I hope so, i dont have money to waste"
After sticking another fork full food in my mouth i turned my phone back on. I watched the notifications from Jaden pop up one by one
"ALICIA!"
"ANSWER ME PLEASE, IM SORRY"
"ARENT YOU COMING BACK TO SCHOOL?"
"DONT GET THE ABORTION, I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT!"
I chuckled and didnt reply to any of them.
"Jaden wont leave me alone -_____-" Shanelle texted me minutes later
"tell him i said to leave you the hell alone"
"ok, but what is he talking about"
"what did he say?"
"that he needs to make sure your not doing something?"
"Doing what?"
"thats what i asked you! He said you know what hes talking about.......Im so lost"
"tell him i dont wanna talk to him right now"
"he said why"
"cause hes a asshole, thats why"
"he said sorry? listen can you too just text each other.. your both wasting my battery goodbye"
i sighed and waited to see if he was gonna text me again, he did.
"baby:("
"what Jaden"
"im sorry, I didnt know what to say! I was happy but yet lowkey hoping you werent pregnant"
"so agree i need to have the abortion"
"no, im never agreeing on that. I want this baby, cause it'll be OUR first baby together"
"can you please just make up your mind"
"Okk. I want it"
I sighed and said nothing else to him. I just felt like crying some more. Im a pregnant 15 year old, dont have a job which means no money.. My parents do but not me as a child. Jaden wants the baby which is gonna make it harder on me cause we'll HAVE to tell our parents. I might get treated different in school, you know how that goes. My friends have no idea about this... I can already imagine their faces when i tell them...
Im a child having a child....
Brandon,
"Aye" i looked at Jaden
"What"
"You iight?"
"Nope"
"Wassup?"
"Its Alicia man"
"What about her"
He was slouching down in his chair with a pen in his hand.
"Nothing"
"Tell me"
"I said nothing!"
"Well damn. Where is she?"
"Not here"
"Did she cheat or something"
"Hell naw, if she did she'd regret that shit. I'd make her"
He looked at his phone but he didnt have it close to him so i could see everything. Im not a nosy person but i noticed she was typing in caps every time Jaden replied.
"She got caps.. Baby mama drama?" i laughed just joking
He glared at me than back at his phone. "Your annoying as fuck today"
"Naw your just fucked up today"
"Brandon... Shut the hell up for 5 minutes please!"
"Excuse me?" the teacher yelled. "You already know I dont except cursing in my room! I've been saying it since the beginning! Get out!"
"Gladly" Jaden grabbed his stuff and left.
I dont know whats wrong with him but something aint right.
Jaden,
Im happy I got put out, Brandon was about to get punched. Funny how she only heard me though..
"Baby can you call me? I wanna hear your voice" I was probably getting on Alicia nerves now
"You call me"
"Hello"
"Hey. Have you forgiven me yet"
"Yea, i just can not! Believe you got me pregnant!"
"We learned something though, pulling out doesnt always work"
"I knew that! Its just that it was feeling so good I couldnt stop you"
"As a result of that your gonna have to carry my baby for me"
"I know"
"and maybe be happy carrying it?"
"Im not happy already"
"why? its already done and theres nothing we can do about it! So just be happy please"
"there is something"
"Alicia im off that topic and Im not going back. I told you what i wanted and you have to do what I said since its mine"
"Do you think this is that easy?"
"No, I know its not easy"
"Well you're saying all of this like its the easiest thing in the world. I dont really want my parents to find out that Im pregnant. You know her reaction when your mom catch us in the shower that day? It would be much worst"
"Its bad for me to considering my little sister could be born today making it where they'll be the same age once every year"
"thats not so bad honestly, Im sure theres people in the world like that already"
"Yea well its not normal. How Ima look babysitting my sister while taking care of my daughter"
"it's hard on both of us"
"another reason i dont want you to get the abortion is because what if we just so happen to get married one day and want another child? We couldnt do that"
"Ok so if i keep this baby we CAN NOT fight over whos gonna take care of it during the night.. wait. We dont live together"
"Thats not a problem, we can take turns"
"What do you mean"
"it can stay at my house some nights"
"...uh! No!"
"why not"
"Cause your Jaden and I dont trust that"
"Oh yea, plus my little sister"
"yea"
"But I wanna be there to help you"
"I dont know how this is gonna work. Im not coming back to school til the end of the day"
"See ya then"
"When are we announcing to our parents?"
"as late as possible! I got put outta class"
"What'd you do? Your always bad when Im not there"
"Cause I dont want you to get me"
She giggled "its not to late for that"
"I made you laugh finally"
"Anway, I'll see you later"
"When are gonna tell everyone.. friend wise"
"When they notice Im fat"
"iight. love you"
"love you too"
Shanelle,
Me and Andrew walked out of class side by side, just talking in the friend zone. We ran into Brandon who looked at me with a straight face.
"Hey baby" i pecked his lips
He didnt say anything, he looked at Andrew with the same face he gave me then back at me,
"Why are you so happy?"
"Im not happy,I was just laughing"
"Why are you with him"
"We had last period together"
"uh huh"
I looked at Andrew to signal for him to walk away now.
"see ya" he walked away
"You're not worried are you?" I asked Brandon
"Naw, You're keeping our promise though right"
"y-yea" Kinda hard to say when Im lying.
"Why you stutter?"
"No reason. Why are you acting funny?"
"Im not"
"..ok, do you wanna do anything after school?"
"naw"
"no?"
"thats what I said.. Not trying to be disrespectful though"
"Why not?"
"I just wanna chill tonight... alone"
"oh, ok"
"Yea, i'll call you later"
"Brandon"
"yes baby"
"why are you all gloomy? Did I do something?"
"Did you?"
"No...."
"Sure?"
"yes.." I looked puzzled
Does he know?
"Theres nothing at all, what so ever?"
"Not that I can think of"
"I thought what we had was special Shanelle!!"
"It is, what are you talking about"
"you didn't give me my kiss"
"oh" i breathed in relief "Im sorry"
"uh huh just give me my kiss"
As soon as our lips touched I saw Andrew walk back pass us going the other way. A part of me felt sorry for him cause he saw that.
"Thank you. I already feel better"
"Thats my job" I wrapped my arms around his torso to hug him tight
he hugged me back, just a hug. Its been a long time since we JUST hugged with out a little squeeze to the body.
Chres,
"Hour left of school! You know what that meansssss" I yelled to Lauren
"Yep!"
"Whats happening after school?" Danny asked with Sky on his lap
"Its our anniversary"
"oh yea, I remember Chres saying that. Lauren"
"Yea?"
"I just wanna let you know that I know what Chres got you and Im pretty sure you'll love it. Y'all sex gone be good tonight!"
"Bruh shut up!" I yelled
"So" Lauren went and sat by him
"Sooo?"
I sat in my desk watching them, she aint slick
"wanna tell me what he got me?"
"OH YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HE GOT YOU? IS THAT WHAT YOU SAID?" He said really loud.
"Uh huh! Lauren bring your ass back over here" I motioned her with my finger
"Dammit" she laughed
Sky laughed with her "oop they got you"
"your not slick baby"
"i thought me and Danny were cooler than that"
"We cool, Me and Chres had a agreement though"
"Fuck Chres"
"Im pretty sure you are.. tonight" Sky mumbled
"dam, y'all get out our business"
"Dont forget protection ok?"
"Enough of that... What are you too doing tonight?"
"Chres.. don't worry about we're doing we already know what you're doing"
Lauren rolled her eyes "how yall even know we doing all that?"
"When you buy gifts theres always that one way to thank each other, but lets be real its your anniversary"
"i just wanna know what you got me" Lauren asked me AGAIN
"A gift that you'll love"
"AYE I know what Lauren got you too" Sky says
"What?"
"You and my boo have a agreement..so do me and Lauren"
"Sky wanna talk for a minute"
"no she doesnt. She gotta take care of some business real quick though" Danny pushed her off his lap, got up and grabbed her hand
me and Lauren looked at each other "They about to fuck"
I looked at my phone "We only got 45 minutes left in school, they could've waited"
"You must admit thats hard to do...on your anniversary"
"I could never do the things I'd do to you in private at school. We'd be expelled in a heart beat"
"Show me those things tonight?"
"You dont even have to ask..."
~~Later that day, around night~~
Diamond,
Shes due in 5 fucking days! Still no name!! i want something unique and different but nothing ghetto and ratchet. i need to have one before tomorrow cause I know shes not gonna wait til 5 days. Jaden came 6 days before my due date. He was healthy..I've never none a baby to come on the exact due date anyway.
I grabbed my towel getting out the shower, it feels so awkward to shower with a big belly but you gotta do it. I wrapped it around me and walked out into the bedroom.
"so what are you suppose to be covering with that small towel?" Corahn asked
"my body"
"you messed a spot"
I laughed "its because my stomach is making it hike up like that"
"Oh, cause you sure enough messed that spot"
"stop looking at it"
"How do you think you got pregnant...twice"
"still.." i was grabbing my clothes
"why do you even wear a towel? I know what you look like"
"I dont like showing my body while im pregnant"
"I know what ti looks like already"
"So.. here we go again" i sat on the bed with my under clothes in my hand "one leg" I struggled to get it throw "then the other"
"is it really that hard?"
"yea" I stood up pulling them on up my legs.
I put on my shorts and bra. Yes i sleep in a bra, its not the ones with under wire in it though. I never thought sleeping with out one was comfortable.
After that I put on a shirt but when I pulled it down it barley fit over the baby.
"You know what, Im sleeping shirtless"
"you can sleep shirtless but I know you're not about to go to sleep at no 6 'clock"
"No, I just wanted to shower and get that out the way"
"Which means you can't walk around the house shirtless"
"Jaden aint studding my boobs"
"If he came out and saw you he'd lock his self in his room and wouldn't come out til tomorrow"
I rolled my eyes "ok il put on a shirt"
"If i squeeze them will milk come out?"
"Don't start with the stupid questions ok"
He laughed :Im just wondering"
"Did that happen when Jaden was born?"
"i dont know, You didnt let me squeeze them"
"You wont be squeezing them this time either"
"well you do it"
"Corahn..." -_-
"ok Im sorry" he shut up.
Brandon,
"hello?" I answered the home with out even looking at it
"Hey!"
"who is thi-- Gabrielle?" (the ex he messed with)
"..Hey!"
I sat up to wake my self up fully "wassup"
"nothing, were you sleep?"
"some what"
"Oh well go back to sleep"
"Naw, Im good, What did you want?"
"Before I go home I wanted to have a party with all my old friends.. you know have a little fun"
"Are you talking about all the friends me and you use to go to school with?"
"yea.. back then"
"iight"
"this weekend at my dads house, he wont be here"
"time?"
"7pm"
"iight, I'll see ya then"
"please keep your promise, I want you there"
"dont worry"
"ok, i'll believe you this time. bye"
"bye"
We hung up. I through my phone to the other side of my bed and laid back down. A party with my ex and old class mates... this should be interesting.
When I moved my hand my ring (just a band) caught my eye. What ever I do I gotta stay faithful, fuck what Gabrielle tries to do at this party. I know her sneaky ways like the back of my hand.
Jaden,
I placed my hand on my parents bedroom door knob... "man hell naw" I mumbled backing up. I deciced to TRY to tell them
i cant tell them this, not right now. Ok but I need too! I reached for it again and pulled back. Im not in the mood to get hit.
Man nigga toughen up! You had the balls to get her pregnant now have the balls to tell your parents!
i laughed at the thoughts in my head, Im crazy.
I reached for it one more time but this time my dad swung the door open and looked at me. "wow... what do you want"
"uh" i scratched the back of my neck
"WHAT!"
"Nevermind.."
"naw, you were gonna say something"
"I forgot what I was gonna say"
"well go away"
i really need to tell them though! "Ok I remember now" I walked pass him and sat on there bed "mom...dad"
"yes?"
"I uh..." i looked at the floor
"you what?"
"You know Alicia?"
"yea"
"I kinda got her.. umm" i laughed "funny story you know. so im gonna tell you.. so you can laugh with me.. here it is................... here it goes"
"can you just tell us? What about her"
"Well.. what would you say if I told you I had a baby on the way"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" my dad laughed like shit was funny.
"I wouldnt be to happy about that considering Im pregnant... that wouldnt be good, I'D BE ANGRY AS HELL!" My moms voice got loud
"Oh, well i dont , I was just asking.. thats all i wanted" I nervously got up and walked out.
"What about Alicia" my dad stopped me "Is she pregnant?"
"no, we havent had sex.. mom told me to focus on school so thats what I've been doing"
"yea.." he let me go.
They both stared at me with that stare parents give til I was out the room.
I cant tell them...
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