to me this chap is pointless... except the end
~Later that night~
Casey,
I was sitting in my bed flicking threw the channels on the TV while waiting on Jacob. Something really random popped in my head just as he walked out the bathroom from the shower.
"Wanna know what just popped in my head?" I was still flicking
He sled his hand threw his hair "what?"
"Olivia and Jahmiya"
"what about them?"
"Well Shanelle went to Olivia's house last weekend and I havent even talked to her for real"
"and?"
"We use to talk every single day all the time"
He cleared his throat "ok"
"We havent been the same as in friends since you know..."
"You stole me?"
"I didn't steal you Jacob, you were already mine"
"I remember that day like it was yesterday, some real shit went down" he pulled his shirt down over his head.
I laughed at the form it left his hair in "I know. All over a boy"
"What do you mean a boy? Im now your husband and the father of your two crazy kids"
"I know, and I love you alot, I was just thinking of how we were friends from the beginning"
"You know that wouldnt have happened if you told me she was your bestfriend right?"
"yea, I dont know why I didn't... I havent heard much from Jahmiya in for ever"
He climbed in the bed "Call her tomorrow"
"I dont know if her number still works, its been for ever"
"try it.. duh" he snatched the remote out my hand
I rolled my eyes and laid down, i was sitting against the head board that should be broken.
"you sleepy?" he asked
"just tired, not sleepy"
"I would like a kiss before you drift off to sleep" he sat the remote down and turned off the light on his night stand. "We do this every night, dont act like you forgot"
I made a kiss face at him wanting him to lean over and down to me.
"lazy" he pecked my lips real quick
"im not lazy when we're busy in bed"
"True, but other than that you are"
"no Im not! I do some of everything"
"ok i'll give you props for that" He pulled me close
I smelt his chest "fuck you smell good"
"I always smell good"
"I was about to lick you" I laughed
"you can lick me. I prefer for you to lick my tongue/kiss me or lick what i have in my boxers"
"Im going to sleep tonight, you've kept me awake 3 nights in a row just having your hands all over me"
"You're my wife, I can do that and not be wrong about it"
"I know that but this is still my body"
"that I can touch all over when I want to.. they dont mean any harm, they just wanna touch"
"not tonight...and thats a song"
"ahaha ok, well goodnight. Have wet dreams"
"You'll never know"
"yes I will.. all I'll hear is you moaning my name in your sleep"
"I have silent wet dreams, I wake up soaked but moan in my head"
He stared at me smirking "guess who has to check if your wet in the morning? haha just kidding but any wet dreams I should know about?"
"...goodnight baby" i turned over quickly. NOPE he doesnt need to know.
Alicia,
Laying in my bed, thinking,cant sleep, worried,scared, maybe over reacting?
I tossed and turned but couldnt get comfortable. Maybe my mom will let me stay home while she and my dad go to work. That would be better for me when its time to go to the doctor.
I tossed and turned more ending up laying side ways across my bed, not that comfortable still. Kicking the cover off me fast, I sprung up from my bed and went down the stairs to get a drink of water.. Well I decided to get juice after seeing it in the fridge. After grabbing that I turned to go back to my room but my mom was there leaning again the wall.
"Why arent you sleep?"
"I cant get comfortable, therefore I cant sleep" I stuck the straw in the straw hole.
"Why, whats wrong?"
"I still feel a lilttle sick to the stomach"
"You think juice will help?"
I stuck the straw in my mouth "I don't know, Im thirsty though"
"try to go to sleep"
"Can I just not go to school? its already late"
"We'll see how you feel in the morning"
"I'll feel terrible"
"If you're not coughing, you dont look sick or dont have a fever you can go"
"I'll just fall asleep in class than" I sat the juice down "thats not settling right with my stomach"
"whats wrong with your stomach?"
"nothing.. im ok. good night" i ran up to my bathroom just to be on the safe side. I dont wanna struggle to clean anything up.
I calmed down and kept my self from vomiting.. cant even drink juice. It may not have been the fact im pregnant though, my stomach just may not like that juice.
I walked back out to my bed and just looked at it, this might sound weird but it brings back memories cause this is where i got pregnant. We were in my bed when it all began that day. Anyway i wanna sleep now, lets try this again.
I got under my cover and laid on my side, I wish Jaden was here to cuddle me and make me sleep.
~~Even Later That Night, 11:55pm~~
Chres,
I got my long ass paragraph ready to be sent!
To Lauren from Chres:
Nothing in my life was certain until you and I happened, and that certainty only comes once in a life time.
For every moment in my life, that you're not in because you aren't around, I am wishing that you were.
Every time you cross my mind, I realize how amazing my life is, how lucky I am to have someone like you in it.
Some day, I may not remember everything you say or do, but I will always remember how you make me feel.
Thanks for taking care of my heart, without knowing anything about cardiology.
The happiest moments my heart knows are those in which I spend with you. Sharing our lives, making memories, and building our friendship.
You're not only my reason for breathing, you're my reason for anything and everything that I do.....
Lauren I love you, we've now been together only a year but it seems like its been more than that. I've enjoyed this year so far, sure we had... you no what. I feel like a punk for texting this call me!
I sent that then this long paragraph sent to me from her. i smiled and dialed her number waiting for a answer.
"Happy anniversary! I love you baby!"
"I love you too, did you read my text yet?"
"I was in the middle of doing it when you called"
"Read it!"
"K hold on a min, ima put you on speaker though"
"iight"
I sat there waiting to hear her reaction at the end.
"AWW! CHRES YOU'RE SO SWEET! I LOVE YOU TOO! THAT MEANT...ALOT"
"When I see you at school, with no words said Im gonna kiss you making it last for a while. it'll be the best kiss you receive from me"
"what about our first kiss?"
"that kiss wasnt as deep and passionate as ima make this one"
"what about at night?"
"its going down baby, you just be ready"
We talked til I couldnt talk anymore. Maybe a hour, then i had to hang up from here so i could sleep. Cant wait ;)
~~School~~
Andrew,
No sign of Brandon.. heres my chance. Me and Shanelle stared at each other from across the hall trying not to make it to obvious though. As soon as all her friends that might snitch moved out the way/ left I went over to her.
"hey baby"
"hey" she gave me a bright pretty smile
"i still want my kiss.... first"
"not right here in the open. We might get caught by a teacher or even worst, one of my friends"
"ok, come with me then" I grabbed her arm and sneaked her into the janitors closet on this floor. "lets make this the best kiss we've ever shared... wheres Brandon?"
"I don't know. I'll make sure hes not in the hall before we leave out though"
"ok" i grabbed hold of her waist holding her tight.
I could feel the tension builting up, she was rubbing up and down on my chest but still we havent kissed yet.
"what are you waiting for?" she asked
"oh, sorry"
I leaned down knowing she was short, cute. As our lips brushed against each others and into a kiss i couldnt help but grab her ass. I know Brandon probably feels the same way but shes mine right now and Im loving it.
The kiss deepened when she stood on her tippy toes to make her tongue fit more in my mouth. dam I didnt know she had it in her!
I ended up pushing her against the wall with my body pushed all over her. Let Brandon kiss those lips now!
"mm ok stop!" she pulled again giggling "lets not fuck in the closet ok?"
"then where?"
"how big is your...oh nevermind i rememeber seeing it"
"Your not ready for the things I could do to your body. I'll have you screaming and begging... you'd replay that shit in your head every night before you go to sleep. I'll even make it so that you dream dreams about me and wake up wanting me"
I could feel her staring at me with her sexy stare.
"dont belieive me? Get me alone in a bed again and see"
I have my freaky moments! No doubt about that!
Jaden,
I saw Alicia standing at here locker doing something so I went up behind her and hugged her
"Good morning, again"
"Morning" she pushed me back and closed her locker
"Why you pushing me? You iight?"
"I just wanted to close my locker. And yes Im fine"
"We still have to talk, in person about this baby we might have"
"I already told my aunt and shes checking me out early so we can see if Im really pregnant"
"If you are don't start talking shit about a abortion!"
"Its not shit"
"Its some deep shit!"
"But Im the one that has to carry it"
"Hold up a min though" i faced her looking her dead in the face. "its not just yours"
"I know"
"so you cant make that choice"
"But its me"
"I helped you make it"
"Not on purpose"
"Either way its made and I want it"
"ok"
"You sound emotionless!"
"....whats that suppose to mean?"
"Do you even think about what I want?"
"Yes but we dont even know if Im pregnant"
"Dont hurt my child Alicia. I wont let you do that shit"
"How do you plan to stop me?"
"Try me"
"Your threatening me"
"Yea. I am"
"What are you gonna do"
"You wont get a abortion. Its sad that I have to force you not to hurt my baby"
"You dont. Im just going to the doctor today. Dont worry. I'll text you and let you know"
"...ok. Bye" i walked away
"Your just gonna walk away"
"You made me mad"
"Childish as hell! See we cant be fighting like this!"
"Dont make me mad then!"
"This isnt gonna work with me. If we just fight all the time how are we gonna raise a child!?"
"We can get through this! I just want you to carry my child and be happy we're having a baby! Dont you love me!?"
"Yes! But babies aren't cheap!"
"Neither is a abortion!"
"Yea but you only have to get it once! A baby has to eat everyday, have clothes, toys! Diapers!"
"I want it though! Ok that it, i cant settle this one way.. Im telling my mom tonight"
"NO! Jaden dont!"
"My soon to be baby is at risk so yes"
"But then she'll tell my mom... And dad"
"So you cant abroad it"
"Ok ok. I wont get the abortion!"
"What ever"i continued walking "I'll see you later"
"Im leaving though"
"When?"
"About a hour and a half"
"Then why'd you come?"
"My mom doesnt know im going so ill have to come back after that and maybe go get some lunch"
"Whoes taking you?"
"My aunt. I already told you"
"Ok. Just let me know if your really pregnant"
I know some people heard us but I dont really care. If shes pregnant she wont be the first in the school and with Tyrone around Angel all the time she wont be the last.
Alicia,
I went to class and sat between Shanelle and Alana.
"Hey guys"
"Hey" they both said
"Class didnt start yet?"
"Nope! Why you always late?"
"Im not always late. I was talking to Jaden about something. Angel is the one always late"
"Tyrone is her problem. She might be fucking him somewhere right now"
"Shes gonna be the first one to get pregnant watch" Alana said
I sat there quiet cause IM THE FIRST ONE PREGNANT! Well at least I think so.
"I have to leave early"
"how early is early?"
"hour and a half"
"for what?"
"doctor"
"whats wrong?"
"check up"
"if you're leaving that early why even come?"
"I guess know one wanted to see me today cause Jaden asked that too"
"its not that, I was just asking"
"oh"
"Wheres our teacher"
"do we really care"
"not really, what did you guys do last night since our plan were ruined?" (plans werent told)
"nothing" Shanelle smiled grabbing her notebook
"I already know you were with Brandon"
"and"
"AND what did you do?"
"things couples do.. Ask Alana what she did, shes over there quiet"
"Alana" i rose my eyebrawl
"what" she smiled
"You heard what I asked"
"Oh. I stayed home last night"
"what about Shawn"
"what about him"
"you didnt go see him"
"not this time. Your so nosy"
I laughed "Im just trying to have a conversation" I sat back and pulled out my phone.
I felt them staring at me so i looked up "what?"
"what did you do last night?" they asked in unison
"nothing. I had alot on my mind, couldnt sleep.."
"why"
"i just said there was a lot on my mind"
"like what?"
"but im the nosy one? ok"
Our teacher finally walked in fixing her shirt? What the fuck.
I put my phone away and looked at Shanelle "did you see that"
"yea"
"the teachers fucking too?!!" i scream but yet whispered
"we do have a couple of sexy male teachers"
"Shanelle dont"
"Im not, im just saying"
"I better never see you in a room with a male teacher alone"
"Im not like that, there grown men plus Ion no who they be fucking"
"Sorry for the wait! Pull out a piece of paper and something to write with!" she yelled
I sighed right before I started feeling funny. I couldnt tell if i was about to vomit, if was just feeling weird or what.
I swallowed and took a deep breath.. i started to feel a little better so i grabbed my pen and began listening..........until i got sleepy for not getting any rest last night.
Brandon,
When I got to class I felt like my leg needed to be elevated so i grabbed the chair next to me just as this boy was about to sit down.
"for real though bruh?" he asked
"hell yea. sit in another chair"
"shidd better be happy I didnt fall"
"like you'd do shit, ahahaha that would've had a nigga dying"
"I'd beat the fuck outta you" he walked away
"TRY IT!" i yelled
He ignored me and I laughed I enjoy making people mad. I might have a hurt leg but I would've at least beat him to death with this chair.
"move" Sky came and gently pushed my leg out the chair and sat down.
"EXCUSE ME!"
She laughed "your excused"
"You better be happy your friends with Shanelle and that my leg dont hurt for real"
"What ever"
I swung my leg on his lap "there we go"
"get your dirty ass shoe of my pants"
"you took my chair, but my shoes are clean even the bottom!"
"move it before i push it again but harder"
"no" I slowly moved it
"Danny need to fix you"
"what you mean"
"your mean as hell. You see how Shanelle's always nice? I fixed her"
"ew"
"Your nasty, your mind went straight to the gutter. Wheres Danny?"
"he doesnt have this class with us"
"I know, i've been taking this class for the longest, I meant what class is he in"
"i dont even know"
"what kinda girlfriend"
"Danny loves me though"
"Not like i love Shanelle"
"PFFF! You don't even love her"
My face got straight "I do love her"
"sure?"
"yes, why?"
"Just asking"
"Shut up Sky, dont talk to me"
"your childish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"your uglyyyyyyyyyyy" (jk)
"that not what the boys say"
"so now im a girl"
"YOUR A GIRL?"
Everyone looked at her. I placed my face in my palm. "Sky your a dumb ass!"
She laughed "You said you were a girl"
"you know what i meant!"
"So you dont have a dick?"
"yes i have a dick but Shanelle hates when other girls take about her friend like that"
She laughed "her small friend"
"the fuck? its big enough that when i get a boner sitting at my desk the hole desk flips over"
She died of laughter and finally the teacher told us to be quiet. She don't know nothing about this dick. She'll never find out either.
"im for real, if my desk ever flips over in last period where its you, me Shanelle and Alissa you know why... especially if Shanelles beside me"
Sky,
After talking a litte to Brandon i turned to my other side and stared at Ethan while he actually did his work.
"hey" i hit him on the leg
"stop dammit"
I smiled "you're gonna get a F anyway"
"no im not, im trynna do better in school" he raised his leg and kicked me lightly since I hit him
"for real?"
"yep, i need A's"
"You're not serious! I know you Ethan"
"Not well as you could"
"What you mean"
"you know what I mean" he stopped his work and looked at me
"No i dont"
"I would show you but you have a boyfriend"
"its sexual?"
He just winked.
"Ethan we cant get freaky"
"ERHMMMMM!" Brandon cleared his throat.
"are we loud?" i laughed
"kinda, anything I should know about?"
"nope" I looked around the room, it was a few other people talking too.
"why are you talking to him" he looked back at his work
"im tired of all of you asking her that" Ethan had began back writing by now.
"Cause we all know how you are. Sky have you talked to Shanelle?"
I sighed "ugh, here we go again!"
"Ethan was about to get his ass beat by me... messing with my girl like its nothing" he said it so calm
"Guys dont start now please"
Brandon chuckled "Ethan aint a good nigga to talk to..just so you know"
"Im not talking to him like that"
The bell rung...
"iight, do what ever you want" he got up, grabbed his stuff and walked out along with alot of others.
What number warning is this now?
Chres,
I walked down the hall wishing people would walk up.... Me and Lauren already kissed the fuck outta each other this morning and its time to do it again, as soon as I can find her. To many people in the hall way! The only way to find her possibly is by going to her locker. I made my way there pushing some people, I dare them to hit me.
I saw her from a distance, I can tell it was her from the back cause I know her body very well.
"im back" i kissed her neck
"dont scare me like that!"
I turned her around "im sorry"
"I cant wait to see my gifts"
"you mean your gift"
"gifts!"
"gift!"
we both laughed a little "you'll like IT"
"THEM!"
"aha, I cant wait to see mine though"
"you'll like it.I hope"
"what if i dont?"
"Ima take it back and get my money back for it"
"im pretty sure i will. And besides, its the thought that you got me something that counts"
"love you"
"love you more"
"Im never gonna fight with you on that. We love each other equally"
"if you say so"
"but i cant wait til tonight"
"me either" i gently backed her up to her locker
"i have a HUGE surprise"
"I can't wait to figure out"
"your gonna do more than love it.. me and you in a house alone.. just think about it"
"i think I just caught on to your surprise"
"its more than one"
"I already know you plan on giving me the best boner I've ever had"
"Oh I'll do that now"
She grabbed and squeezed faster than she's ever before.
"wait baby so i can pleasure you good"
"your not gonna be in charge this time"
"yes i am"
"nope!"
"ok.. we can fight for our control. But once one wins the other has to lay there while we do what we want"
"deal!"
"so when you loose you cant tell me to stop"
"ok"
"it doesnt matter what i do, if you say stop your getting ignored"
"im not worried cause you're the one thats gonna loose"
"Both of you are gonna loose a day of school if you dont back up off each other!" i turned and saw the principle right there.
"oops" i backed up
"EVERYONE GO TO CLASS!"
"we have this class together, hurry up and get your books" she told me
"iight, act like your getting a book or something"
I went to my locker real quick to grab my book and notebook trying to give him time to go back to his office and for the hall to clear up some.
"CHRES, LAUREN HURRY UP"
"iight, im going"
Its sad he actually knows us by name.
He walked on down the hall screaming at some other students so i quickly ran over to Lauren to kiss her some more. I made it last as long as I could til i heard footsteps.
We went ahead to class, we'll have enough time to kiss plus more tonight.
Alica,
I threw my book bag in the trunk, closed it then hoped in the front seat of my Aunties car.
"hey!"
"Hey, how you feel?"
"I felt a little sick in class im fine now"
"eat this morning?"
"no.. no need to if it comes back up"
"your not hungry?"
"not really"
"ok. was your boyfriend at school?"
"yea. we actually got into a little argument, thats why i dont think the baby would be good for us to keep. we'd fight even more than"
"nut yet its both of your faults that its gonna be here and you'd have to get through it..if you kept it"
"I know"
"i made your appointment at 10:45"
"we have 20 minutes"
"yep, i'll get you there on time"
My heart was racing, I cant even imagine my self having a baby. That dont even sound right to me!
Well after we got there, i got signed in all that stuff you do at the doctor.. called back and all my heart began racing even more. Jaden was texting me every 5 minutes tryna to get the results. Its crazy, its scary!
i sat there waiting in the room swinging my leg like a little kid waiting on my results.
My aunt looked at me, i glanced at her and looked back to the floor.
"where were your parents?"
"Out"
"I bet they didnt know he was there"
"no.."
"I didn't no you were like this"
I just stared at the floor. No one knows about my freaky side besides Jaden and my friends only cause at the sleep over they saw how i was all over him.
There was a knock on the door and in came the lady with the results.
"And how old are you again Alicia?" she pulled a pen out her scrub pocket
I sighed and said "15" softly
"ok, I have your results"
(should i leave a cliffy... hmm)
"Are you ready to hear them?"
"now or never" my eyes never left that floor.
"This could be good and bad news. You are pregnant, but dont worry ok"
I gasp really loud, the tears became real!
She patted my back "its gonna be ok"
WHY IS SHE TRYING TO COMFORT ME! JUST LEAVE! I JUST WANT JADEN RIGHT NOW!
"I want a abortion!" i wiped my face
The lady looked at my aunt.
"are you sure? I think we should talk on that some more" she said
"y-yes im sure! Im to young for this!"
"Abortions are NOT cheap"
"Please!" i tried to keep my self from crying but it wasnt working. I felt like I was just gonna die right there. I dont even know why! i guess thats just how shocked I am!
They both just looked at me.
"Are you aware that can cause you to never give birth?" the nurse asked
"yes, but Im only 15. How am i gonna take care of a child? My dad will kill my boyfriend!"
"Does your boyfriend know your pregnant?"
"He knows it was possible"
"what does he say about the abortion? have you mentioned it to him?"
"yes, but i could really care less right now! He'll be ok with it"
"Thank you ma'am. I'll talk to her about it some more and if we decide to get this done i'll be calling back"
She dismissed her from the room "you dont really want a abortion"
"yes i do!! I dont wanna be stuck in the house taking care of a baby! i honestly dont wanna put any money toward it.. i mean I'd love it and wanna care for it but im 15 and could do different things with my money. Im just not ready for all of this! im going through to much for my age!"
"Your shouldn't have been having sex at your age either! But you know what? you did it and now you have suffer the consequences"
"ok this is bad enough already! i feel like I've learned a full life lesson! please let me get the abortion and ill never make this mistake again!"
"come on" she opened the door
"you didnt answer me!"
"text your boyfriend"
"AUNTIE!"
"you better chill!"
I sighed and pulled out my phone to text Jaden.
"baby"
"yes?"
"its true"
"your pregnant?"
"yes"
I looked at my phone and saw him typing. (Imessage users no what im talking about). He backspaced and began typing at least 6 times.... After then he wasnt even typing anymore.. I waited a couple of seconds and still nothing. My heart was broken. What did this mean?
"Jaden??"
this chapter had no point, except the end. This wasnt one of those good chaps :(( all the povs are short but still comment(15) and vote lol