In the silence, Lu Xun releases his grip on Lu Ming's shoulder.
He took two steps backwards, a look of confused shock on his face.
After a long moment, Lu Xun spoke in a deep voice: "...... What are you talking about, I'm friends with him."
Lu Ming stretched his hands: "Did I say anything? I'm not saying anything, I'm saying that what you're doing is the same as what Chu Shi is doing. If you think what Chu Shi did was gay, and what you did was normal friend behaviour, then I'm all for it, right?"
Lu Xun falls into silence, his whole body turned into a carved stone statue. Lu Ming takes this opportunity to stand up and leave Lu Xun alone.
With no one to discuss it with, Lu Xun stands alone for a moment and slowly walks up the stairs.
His room is on the third floor and Ye Yao lives in the guest room next to his bedroom.
The door to the guest room was closed, Lu Xun stood in front of it and listened carefully, but he could not hear any sound from inside.
In the past, Lu Xun would have knocked on the door if he wanted to find Ye Yao, but now he was afraid to lift his hand and knock on Ye Yao's door.
...... Is he gay?
Lu Xun's mind was in turmoil as he returned to his room and slammed himself onto the bed.
Chu Shi is definitely gay. Who would do such a thing with a normal straight boyfriend? That's why he had never thought of suspecting anyone around him before and let Chu Shi get away with it. In retrospect, a lot of things didn't add up.
Chu Shi must be gay, what about him who did the same thing?
Lu Xun tries to convince himself that he and Ye Yao are best friends and that this is normal, but the double standard is so excessive that Lu Xun himself has a hard time convincing himself.
Lu Xun rolled over in his bed in annoyance, thinking of what his grandfather had said to him when he was a child.
His dad was an old boy, his grandfather died when he was in junior school, but the influence on him never stopped.
As a child he was taught countless times that being with a man would end in nothing more than being cheated out of his money, his body and his heart, and in the end he had not a penny on him and was cheated out of it all.
It was always just a concept in Lu Xun's head, with no concrete object to replace it with, but now everything is different.
If it's Ye Yao ......
Ye Yao would never do such a thing, given his character, but if Ye Yao is willing to do it to him ......
Ye Yao is willing to take his money for free, and there is such a good thing?
The more you take, the deeper the entanglement. The more he takes, the deeper the entanglement becomes. Add to that the deception of body and mind, and it's over.
The scene was so beautiful that Lu Xun imagined it and couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from rising, so he accidentally burst out laughing.
The sound of voices woke Lu Xun from his fantasy and he broke into a cold sweat.
So gay, everything he thinks is really so gay.
Is he really bent?
The urge to meet Ye Yao was strong, and since it was not yet time for Ye Yao to go to bed, Lu Xun rolled out of bed, went straight to Ye Yao's room and started knocking on the door.
The door did not open immediately, and Lu Xun waited a while for Ye Yao, who came to open the door to him with wet hair.
Ye Yao doesn't look out of place in front of Lu Xun, wiping her hair with a towel with one hand and opening the door with the other, looking very casual.
"What's wrong?" Ye Yao asked.
His hair was partly obscuring his eyes as he brushed it, and Ye Yao lifted the wet strands away from his eyes, looking at Lu Xun with pretty brows and smiling softly.
Lu Xun feels like his whole heart isn't doing so well.
Why does Ye Yao look so good doing a random move?
"Hmm?" Lu Xun's dumbfounded look was so obvious that Ye Yao looked puzzled and asked again, "What's wrong?"
"Can't I come to you if I have nothing to do?" Lu Xun looked back and leaned against the wall with his hands in his pockets, "I'm not welcome?"
"How can I." Ye Yao smiled and opened the door wider, sidling up to make room for Lu Xun to enter.
Lu Xun dashes in, passing Ye Yao and taking a deep breath of the scent of the freshly bathed Ye Yao.
So fragrant.
Lu Xun's whole body drifted a little, he watched Ye Yao close the door and took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, so he came over again: "I'll blow it for you."
"You'll blow me?" Ye Yao cried out, " Brother Lu's sense of service is way too spot on today."
Since Lu Xun usually does this and that for him on a whim, Ye Yao didn't think twice about it and let Lu Xun take the hairdryer out of his hands.
Lu Xun turned on the hairdryer with his lips raised and watched Ye Yao's damp hair gradually become fluffy and dry under his hands.
Lu Xun felt the feel of Ye Yao's hair in his hands as he dried it, and was about to say a few words about how soft and smooth Ye Yao's hair was, when he was suddenly surprised again.
...... is not right, everything he thinks, including what he does, seems to be gay!
It was as if two voices were spinning and fighting in my head, one saying, what's the matter, can't a straight man blow-dry his friend's hair and gush about how smooth, soft and fragrant it is?
The other voice jumped on the two of them getting along, calming him down to the fact that if he had such a person next to him, he would have cursed where the gay pretending to be straight and shameless.
The hot air from the hairdryer blows close to his hands and Lu Xun hisses, turning the hairdryer off.
Ye Yao turned around with a frown at the sound of the voice and took Lu Xun's hand to examine it, "Burned hand?"
Ye Yao is caring for him and Ye Yao is touching his hand.
Lu Xun felt that for a moment, the two voices fighting in his head started singing praises at the same time, praising his best friend's high moral integrity and helpfulness, his good looks and voice, and how there could be such a perfect person.
And this man was on the best of terms with him.
The smile on Lu Xun's face was so strange that it made Ye Yao stare in awe, wanting to touch Lu Xun's forehead to see if he had a high fever.
"Are you ...... okay?" Ye Yao asked cautiously.
Lu Xun's thoughts were already in turmoil and he spoke on instinct: "It's okay, what's wrong, I have thick skin, how can I get hurt with this little hot air? I'm thick-skinned. I'll give you ten more blows."
Seeing that Lu Xun was about to turn on the hairdryer again and give himself a blowjob, Ye Yao hastily snatched it away and put it away before putting his arm around Lu Xun's shoulders.
Lu Xun, who had his arm around her shoulders, did not move, and was easily pinned down in the chair as he complied with his strength.
Ye Yao: "......"
Something is wrong, something is very wrong.
Is it because Lu Xun is so happy to finally go out and have some fun today after being depressed by her studies for so long?
Or is it because the pressure of living in a wealthy family makes people go crazy? In addition, when he saw his cousin from the same family in the past two days, he found that he was also quite good, so Lu Xun's psychological pressure became even greater?
The more Ye Yao thought about it, the more he thought that this was the case and he immediately took out his mobile phone to play some games with Lu Xun to relax.
Of course Lu Xun would not refuse Ye Yao's offer, he would love to spend more time with Ye Yao. He would love to spend more time with Ye Yao, not to mention having fun playing games together, even if it means going downstairs with Ye Yao and shouting that I am so gay.
Ye Yao, completely unaware of Lu Xun's rich mental activity today, finds a two-player game and sits next to Lu Xun to play with him.
It is a matching shooter mini-game where he and Lu Xun each control a character to defeat the enemy and before passing a level, their respective miniatures will automatically hug to celebrate.
Lu Xun wondered if it was because he was now gay-eyed, he looked at the two little people hugging and felt so gay too.
"Aren't they a couple," Lu Xun glanced at Ye Yao, "how come they have to hug each time before they cross the border."
Ye Yao laughed, "What are you thinking, you look like a friend, we always hug too."
Lu Xun: "......"
Lu Xun was speechless for a moment, his attention mostly focused on Ye Yao despite the game he was playing. Look at Ye Yao's thin earlobes, her long neck, her dark hair, freshly washed and blow-dried and a little tousled.
He had seen each part many times, but never developed the slightest boredom.
Lu Xun peeked in, but to his surprise, Ye Yao suddenly turned his head and met his prying eyes.
Lu Xun's hand tightened and the villain under his control ran into the enemy pile to his own demise.
"What's wrong, why do you keep looking my way, what's on me?" Ye Yao wondered, running a backhand over the back of her neck.
"There's nothing at ......, so I'll just take a look and see if our Brother Ye looks good?" Lu Xun, who felt he was in a Schrodinger's Bend state, was barely able to keep his composure.
Usually when he said that, Ye Yao would have laughed and scolded him and turned her head back. But this time, instead of turning her head back, Ye Yao just looked at him and moved her face closer.
Ye Yao's face grows closer and closer, and the warm scent of his body wash envelops Lu Xun.
What is this about?
Lu Xun subconsciously swallows a mouthful of saliva and, in the midst of the unknown, he remains motionless, allowing Ye Yao to approach.
Rather than being terrified, he was expecting it.
Ye Yao paused.
"I thought I was wrong, but I wasn't." Ye Yao had a straight face, "You've got an eyelash in your eye, shall I help you get it out? Or do you want to do it yourself?"
Lu Xun had a subtle frozen expression on his face, "...... you help me."
They are in such close proximity, but with very different mindsets.
Ye Yao is distracted and unmindful as she helps Lu Xun take out the eyelashes that have fallen into his eyes. Lu Xun's eyes slid from Ye Yao's eyes to the tip of his nose and finally to the softness of his lips.
The box containing Schrodinger's bend straight in the heart was opened and its contents made plain.
He had just been, imagining that Ye Yao would not kiss up.
And now that the illusion has been dashed, instead of being relieved, he feels unreasonably lost.
How can that vibe be used to clean your eyelashes, it should be a sticky kiss up like in the TV show.
So tempting to try a kiss.
In Ye Yao's very good buddy friendly expression without giving him any hints, he actually thinks of such things.
Bent, he was completely bent.
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Author's Comment:
Little Lu: What should I do if I like a straight guy?