Sorry about the 4, 5 day wait! that was to long >.< But i had a quiz everyday this week then a test on all of it today i had alot of studying to do. my education is first. love u tho ^_^
Shanelle,
We got in the car and sat there looking at each other.
"I'll start this off. First of all I wanna tell you Im not trying to mess up your relationship. I want you to be happy" Andrew said
"I know your not. And I am happy but I dont think I can continue to date two boys. Basically thats what Im doing"
"Do what ever makes you happy. Im not the jealous type so ill still talk to you the same and treat you the same when I see you with Brandon"
"Ok. Thank you it means alot"
"Your welcome. But what about all the kissing we did?"
"It was fun while it lasted"
"We're just gonna go back to friends now?"
I sighed "Im a lil confused on what I should do. I feel like im in love with two boys but yet me and you havent known each other that long but theres just this bond"
"Well what do YOU want?"
"I.Dont.Know!"
"lets just keep me and you a secret then.. Just until you tell me what you want"
"I dont wanna break your heart though"
"You wont. I'll understand"
"So we have a secret relationship til i make up my mind?"
"Yea. Now I think you owe me"
I leaned over and pecked his cheek and sighed "There"
"Why the sigh?"
"Cause i know Im wrong but I sure the hell am not about to tell Brandon anything"
"Well forget me and Go with him"
"Forget you? I cant do that"
"I dont mean just throw me out your mind.. But forget me as boyfriend material if that makes since, cause we're just friends anyway"
"ahahaha sure we're just friends"
"Yea, that kissed, hugged and cuddled. Im still waiting on my longggg hug though"
"When we get out i'll hug you"
"iight. So whats your final decision"
"Im staying with Brandon but when I need some comfort from something"
"Your gonna come to my house, let me cuddle you and then something will happen that you'll regret"
"Like?"
"You know when girls go to a boys house for comfort they get the D and then get pregnant and their man leaves them leaving them alone with a baby"
"What the fuck" i laughed "When I come to you we're not having sex"
"Yea right"
"aha get me with the word sex out your mind"
"That happened to a girl I know. My home boy got her pregnant and they still dont talk"
"But your not like him right?"
"Im not but im just saying"
"Your always just saying" i laughed "and im not only coming to you when i need comfort. What kind of friend would that be?"
"dont treat me any different when Brandons around though"
"You dont have to worry about me doing that.... take me home"
"no, im teen napping you"
"I dont think my dad will like that"
"iight, I'll take you home this time"
"I know you will"
He pushed the break quick and sat there "what?"
"Andrew stop playing"
He gently pushed the gas again "I dont have to.. be grateful"
"Actually you have no choice!"
"really? dont you live that way?"
"yea"
"iight" he went the opposite way
"ughhh, Stop" i hit his arm
"just proving my point"
"ok! I know you dont have to but please do!"
"something else I should tell you. Do NOT tempt me in school"
"what you mean?"
"dont tempt me and make me wanna do anything at school....unless we're alone and can be sneaky with it"
"ok"
After many conversations, laughs etc. We got to my house.
"Hug time"
We both got out and ran to each other hugging. I was a little crazy though.
"Your hair smells good"
"Thank you"
"How long is long for you?"
"I dont know. 3 minutes is long"
"NOPE! Longer!"
"But I have to go in and call Brandon"
" I can come"
"No you cant cause my parents know im with Brandon and if they see you hugging me they'll be like wtf"
"...so"
"So no. Go home. Love you though"
"You what?"
"I.... Wait I mean as a friend I love...you"
"I love you too?"
"yea, so bye"
"Bye"
"See ya at school tomorrow"
"iight"
I walked to the house, pretty interesting night with Drew Drew.
Jaden,
"I wanna be there when your having the baby mom"
My dad laughed "No you dont! Trust me!"
"Yes I do, can I even be in the room?"
"Sorry, I only want your dad in there"
I just glared at her with no words.
"Are you suppose to be scaring me or something?"
"No"
"Good cause its not working. Wheres your girlfriend? I havent heard from her in a minute"
"Who? Alicia"
"Do you have more than one?"
"No"
"Then yea, her"
"Shes in my bed"
She rose a eyebrow up at me "You havent learned yet!?"
"Im kidding"
"Ugh. Please leave me alone. You come in here messing with me everyday!"
"I was just telling you something"
"Ok well stop" she turned on her side
"Will it hurt the baby if you sleep on your belly?"
"Probably but its uncomfortable"
"I feel sorry for girls just cause of that"
"ahaha. I know after we 'bang' we're done til the baby is here" my dad said
"aha Have fun mom"
"Both of you shutup"
"Big bellyyy" my dad leaned over her kissing her cheek then rubbing her belly
I wasnt kidding, Alicia is in my bed. Dont worry about how she got here or what shes doing here.
"ok im back" i closed and locked the door "how do you feel?"
"im fine"
"are you sure? need any medicine?"
"I already took something... im just scared out of my mind" she stared at the wall
"its ok"
"no it not!"
"yea it is, dont worry about it ok"
"thats easy for you to say when your not the one that'll have to carry it!"
"dont be silly, your not pregnant"
"cant be to sure"
"I hope your not! My mom is pregnant which means my little sister will be a auntie before shes even 1"
"right. thats a HUGE problem!"
"whens the last time we had sex though"
"LAST WEEK! dont start about it not being yours!"
"..i know its mine, if your even pregnant"
"good, your the only one i've fucked"
"i was wearing a condom though"
"JADEN! I DONT CARE! ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE PREGNANT BY ANYONE ELSE"
"why you screaming, i dont want them to hear you"
"if im pregnant...with your baby... they're gonna know! they're gonna have to know!"
"I know that but they dont have to know anything til it starts to show. you havent even been that sick"
"yea not that sick, but ive been sicker than usual!"
"maybe you have a virus or something because you were perfectly fine the day after we had sex. So dont stress it, your ok"
She shook her head no "im not having a baby..."
"what do you mean"
"Im too young to have a baby Jaden"
"what are you saying, im against abortions.. you cant do that"
"i dont want too, but im to young"
"your talking shit! Dont ever put the words 'my baby' and 'abortion' in the same sentence! You cant do that if i dont agree! I AM the dad you know?"
She sat there just staring at the wall "Whos gonna take care of it when im at school? my mom works.. your mom is about to have her own baby! Plus its weird cause your moms grand child and her daughter will be around the same age!"
"wait! You dont even no that you're pregnant, just forget it! If you get sick enough and show signs of being pregnant than let me no, we can go to the school nurse"
"do they do pregnancy test?"
"how am i suppose to no"
"I cant believe i let you trick me into doing this!"
"doing what!"
"unprotected sex!"
"its gonna be ok! Im not leaving you! its not the end of the world!"
"aha, you dont no my dad obviously! He'd kill both of us. you for getting me pregnant, me for getting pregnant"
"your over thinking. Stop until you no for sure ok.. just relax" i hugged her
"im just scared, fear is running all threw me"
"im always here...if you feel like you need to talk to someone about it call up a friend or something"
"none of my high school friends need to no ANYTHING yet. I need a adult i can trust!"
"NO dont bring any adults into this! We can handle it by our selves. we have each other"
"ok, but just promise me you'll never leave me to take care of OUR child if i am"
"I wont baby, i promise ill always be there"
~~Next Day~~
Lauren,
I woke up this morning feeling great! I slept good last night and even had a dream about me and Chres. I think I've been thinking about our anniversary to much but i cant help it. Tomorrows gonna be a really special day for me and Chres, one that'll be romantic and sweet....one that might get a little freak.. a part that might even get a little private. I guess i'll share it with you though.
Anyway im beyond mad, well not really..because i woke up from the dream while me and Chres were about to kiss... i can make it come reality so im good. Its his fault i woke up cause my phone wasnt on vibrate when he texted me my daily good morning text.
"Good morning big head <3"
"-_- good morning"
"lol we're some hours away til our day <3!"
"i know, im excited"
"fuck i need to buy some condoms"
i laughed to my self "please do"
"what kind"
"anything that works"
"iight. but i gotta shower real quick see ya at school baby"
"ok"
Anyone else ever wonder how boys are always sneaky? Where they get this money from? Chres always has the nicest gifts for me, condoms, everything... I get him nice gifts too of course.
I showered,did all my hygiene things ,got dressed, grabbed everything i needed for school and left.
"Hey Lauren"
"I dont like you Ethan"
"Well dam. I cant get a simple hey?"
"Nope"
"Its iight. I got Sky"
"Sky is crazy for not listening to me"
"Shes not crazy!"
"Yes she is. Your nothing but a ass hole!"
"Ahaha, why you say that?"
"Cause you are. Hi Nelly" i smiled
She smiled at me and glared at Ethan "Why are you here?"
"I go to school here" he says
"You should be locked up!"
"For what? Im innocent"
"You got some of your friends to rape me!"
"No i didnt. Its all on them"
"Yes you did. I should have you locked up"
"No. We're over that arent we"
"NO! So i dont wanna talk to you"
While i stood there listening to them argue i felt someone hug me from behind and move my hair kissing my neck.
"Chres?"
"It better be me. No other boy has this right"
I turned around and kissed him. "hi"
"Hey.... Ethan fuck off"
"Nigga you fuck off"
"Hold on baby" he pushed me gently to the side "Shanelle is he bothering you"
"Yes"
"Im trying to start this week off good. Leave my sister alone"
"Im not bothering her, and you dont scare me" he laughed "Gotta go though" he walked off
"Shanelle what did he say?"
"Nothing yet. Thank you"
"Anytime.. Me and Lauren gotta go. Bye"
He grabbed my hand and we walked off.
Shanelle,
I ignore Ethan mostly all the time. He annoys me. Wheres Brandon!
I slammed my locker shut, turned around and saw Sky talking to Ethan. What is she doing! Wait i never told her what he did.
"Sky!" i pulled her away but he grabbed her other arm
Now we look stupid standing in the hall with both of us holding each of her arms.
She looked back and forth between us then she stopped on me."Yes?"
"Why are you talking to him?"
"Cause she can. I left you alone now leave us alone"
"First of all can you both let me go"
We let her go and she looked confused "Why cant i talk to Ethan?"
"HES EVIL SKY!"
"No Im not dammit go away. You always trying to fuck stuff up for me!"
"Why do you to have beef?"
"Cause Ethans the one who set me up to be raped!"
"What!" she stepped back
"No I didnt! If I wanted to rape Shanelle i would have already"
"you tired! But Sky listen. Hes not a good guy"
"You, Cameryn and even Lauren has told me that! Im in love with Danny so they'll never be a thing between us. We're just friends"
"You shouldnt even be friends. He doesnt love he just likes your shape!"
"This have nothing to do about love"
"Ok. Well then. Bye dont run to me telling me shit!" i turned walking away.
"Bye"
"Wow you ok babe"
I ran into Brandons chest as i turned around. "Yea im fine"
"you look upset, i heard you yelling"
"Im ok"
"Why are you yelling?"
"Dont worry about it"
"ok? Can i have my kiss?"
"Of course you can"
I kissed his lips "You walking me to class today?"
"If you want me too"
"ok come on"
"Wait i gotta get my book first, walk with me"
"You're gonna make me late"
"Just come on"
He pulled me to his locker with him and took his time, i mean all the way til the bell rung.
"You're moving so slow! Hurry up!"
"I just wanted to be alone for a minute damn, chill"
"oh"
"Yea, i feel like im slacking in keeping you happy"
"Why?"
"Because I hurt my leg. Whens the last time we had sex? Exactly to long ago to remember"
"Its ok. I dont have to have it every week"
"I know but if I dont keep you satisfied another nigga will try" he garbed my waist "It seems like its been for ever since we had a good kiss"
"break that time"
"I am"
We shared a 20 second long kiss then pulled away slowly.
He looked down my body slowly but his eyes never came back up. They stopped at my boobs.
"When this cast comes off im gonna fuck you ok?"
"ok" i laughed
"No. We're gonna make more love"
"Cant wait"
"Ok now i'll walk you to class"
I turned around about to walk off but Brandon start smacking my ass like it was a toy or something, one cheek at a time.
"The fuck" i laughed
"I cant hit you on the ass no more?"
"Yes but I thought we were going to class"
"We are"
I started walking again and he followed.
"HURRY UP"
He stopped walking "I have a hurt leg ok"
"I thought it was almost healed"
"It is but the cast comes up high enough so i cant bend it"
"Oh"
"Yea, have a great day baby. I'll see you in about a hour"
"k, love you"
"Love you to"
We kissed (gif-->)
I walked in class late as usual and sat next to Andrew.
"Shake my head! You are late!" he said writing
"aha, your suppose to shake your head not say it"
"I know. Im different then all of you. But wassup"
"Nothing. Dont really wanna be here"
"No one does"
"Whats the assignment?"
"I wasnt listening so i have no idea"
"You plan on flunking dont you?" i smiled
"Never that"
"Excuse me. Whats the assignment?" i said aloud
"Page 182"
"Thank you"
"I dont fell like doing that" Andrew tapped his pen on the desk while i got my notebook
"You'll just get a zero then"
"I dont give a shit... I can copy yours"
"No you cant"
"Fuck you. I thought we were friends"
"Something like that"
He chuckled looking at all the chemistry on the page "Nope not doing it!"
"Shut up so I can concentrate"
"Shanelle...shanelle...pshhhhh!"
"your much more annoying when in school"
"I know. Do you have a pencil?"
"No"
"You lair. Give me that pencil in your notebook"
I smiled doing my work "What pencil"
He reached over and grabbed it. "This one thank you"
"Give it"
"No"
"Andrew"
"Im just using it. I'll give it back"
"Ugh"
"Love you"
"Shut up"
"i was just seeing if you would say it back. I see how it is though"
"I love you"
"I know"
I rolled my eyes and continued working. Pain.in.the.ass! Thats how you explain Andrew.
Alicia,
I ran in the bathroom with vomit in my mouth and tears running down my face. I ate this morning and It didnt stay down. I have know doubt that im pregnant now!
I read this book cause i was bored one day, it was interesting it got even better when the girl got pregnant BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! The point is im showing the same signs she was in the book!
I threw up a little more than wiped my face with a wet paper towel then leaned against the wall looking at my self in the mirror. I slowly sled down the wall to the floor letting the tears flow out. Thank God its still morning so the floor is clean.
I was thinking about all the privileges i'd lose.. Like going out when I want to, being trusted out side the house, having fun, just being free! Being a cheerleader! Everything! My allowance money would all have to go toward the baby!
I heard someone walk in the bathroom so i barried my face in my arms.
"Alica?" JayLnn walked over to me "Whats wrong? Get up" she pulled me up. "Why are you crying?"
"Dont worry about me"
"We're friends. You can tell me anything"
I looked down than back at her. "Dont tell ANYONE!"
"ok. What is it?"
"I think I might be..." i grabbed my stomach.
She looked at my stomach "...might be what?"
"I dont wanna say it"
"Your holding your stomach. Are your trying to say pregnant?"
I shook my head yes.
"What? When? How? Where? Why!?"
"Me and Jaden didnt use protection last week Jay! What am I suppose to do?"
"I dont no, i've never been pregnant!"
"Get Jaden for me please"
"text him"
I pulled out my phone and texted him.
"baby come here"
"Where are you?"
"Bathroom, bottom floor"
"ok? But are you alright"
"Nope! Just three up again"
"Ohhhhhhhhh fuck!"
"Please hurry up"
"ok"
"Hes coming"
"Ok do you want me to leave?"
"We're gonna go to the nurse so yea. Does she let you get pregnancy test?"
"I dont no. Maybe they need parent permission"
"Welp Im out of luck!"
"Baby" i heard Jaden
I walked out and hugged him, he hugged me back.
"So you're still sick?"
"Yea"
"Im scared my self now"
JaLynn walked out the bathroom. "well look on the bright side. You'll..... Have a child together!"
"You told her?"
"Yea but shes the only one that knows"
"Dont tell"
"I wont"
"Ill take you to the nurse"
"Ok"
He grabbed my hand and we started down the hall.
"so.." he said
"so"
"If you're pregnant dont be sad ok? Its gonna be ok I promise you"
"Ok"
He kissed my cheek right before entering the nurses office.
"excuse me can I ask you something?"
"Sure"
"Is it possible that you can give pregnancy test here? With out letting parents no about it?"
"I could. Whos pregnant?"
"We're not sure.. But my girlfriend, she might be"
"Why y'all fucking?"
"Um.." i didnt really wanna answer that
"Um isnt a answer but ill give her one i guess"
"Thank you so much"
"Thats just my job. If i was you i woukdnt throw it away here though"
"Ok"
"Baby go take it and then let me know"
"I want you to come!"
"I cant go in the girls bathroom"
"Theres a bathroom in the back of my office"
"ok. Come on Jaden"
"Im not watching you take that!"
"Well just stand at the door"
"Ok. My heart is racing"
"Mine too baby. Mine too" i walked in and shut the door. Wish me luck?
Mariah,
"Trey'von stop"
"you're the one sitting on my lap"
"I know but you dont have to keep putting your hand up my shit"
"DOING WHAT!" one of my friends yelled (who want me to use their name?)
"nothing" i laughed
"you know you like when i do that"
"not in public"
she made a disgusted face "so is that all you do when your in private?"
"non of your business"
"im sure it is. you're the freakiest couple in school"
"how do you know that?"
"no one else shows their freakiness in the cafeteria like you"
i looked around noticing i was the only girl sitting on her boyfriends lap. Who cares though?
"I dont care"
"Maybe there all undercover freaks or something" Trey said
"who gives a dam"
"stop cursing in school" he smacked my thigh
"ow, stop"
he hugged my waist tight. "you cant make me. Im holding you down"
I looked down at my vibrating phone.
"Im kinda late, but did anything happen? -Brandon"
"happen when? what are you talking about?"
"the sleep over"
oh.. dont come to me asking stuff. If you wanna no anything about your girl ask her your self. and i know you didnt go to school today, hugged and kissed her then gon text me asking me did she do something"
"...i was just asking"
"you dont trust Shanelle?"
"I do, its the guy i dont trust"
"well i wasnt in there. dont ask me. bye"
Ok so maybe i do have Brandons number, but it wasnt a secret or for anything sneaky. Im innocent o_o
He put it in my phone because he knew about the sleep over i was having and he wanted me to keep him up to date on Shanelle? But i ignored him that hole so actually Shanelle should be thanking me!
The pictures? Im not sending them. He better ask his girl.
Why do i still have them? I have my reasons...
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