Tears Are In My Eyes And I Ca...

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Pain Sorrow Apologies Hurt Help.. Those are the things that SHSL Nurse, Mikan Tsumiki is familiar with the mo... More

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๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŒง1- M-My Name is..Mikan Tsumiki๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ““โ™ฆ๐Ÿ2- !Bikes and Introductions! ๐Ÿโ™ฆ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน 3-Little Spaces ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽ€
๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฑโ˜๐Ÿ”ฎ4-Glass Shards๐Ÿ”ฎโ˜๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿถ
๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ‘˜5- Pig Slut! ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“…
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š6- !And They Were Roommates!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿ”’๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง7- Dancing Detention๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”’
๐Ÿšซ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค8- !I Dont!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšซ
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿง9- Cupcakes๐Ÿง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽง10- The Rockstar and the Musician๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽธ ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽธ๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง11- Pick Your Pick!๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽธ
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ12- Friendly Rejection๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ13- The Night Where the Lights Flash Bright ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŒ™
๐Ÿšบ๐Ÿ‘˜๐ŸŒง14- !Ugly Slutty Nurse! ๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿšบ
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’‰๐ŸŒง15- !They're All Gonna Laugh At You !๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŒช
โ˜”๐ŸŒ™โ›ˆ๐Ÿฉธ16- I'm a Mess๐Ÿฉธโ›ˆ๐ŸŒ™โ˜”
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐ŸŒก17- Bandaged Wounds๐ŸŒก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿšช18- Rude Visitor๐Ÿšช๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒช
๐Ÿ–ฅ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿšฟโ˜•19- Hot Cocoa for Fourโ˜•๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ–ฅ
๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ๐Ÿšฝโ›ˆ!20- !Non-Consensual!โ›ˆ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸLittle Tots Shorts 1- How Opposites Attract๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ›‹๐Ÿงถ๐ŸŽ€21- It Takes Time to Figure it Out๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿงถ๐Ÿ›‹
โš™๐Ÿ’ก๐ŸŽน22- !Miss Iruma and Miss Akamatsu!๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’กโš™
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ”ฅ23- Fuel ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค24- !Miss Little Iruma!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง
๐Ÿฆƒโœจโญ25- A Show of Talents โญโœจ๐Ÿฆƒ
๐Ÿ’ปโš—โšพ26- Gimkitโšพโš—๐Ÿ’ป
๐Ÿ‘ ๐ŸŽฌ27- The Fashionistas Internal Interview ๐ŸŽฌ๐Ÿ‘ 
๐ŸŠ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŸ28- A Fox in the Bunny's Burrow๐ŸŸ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŠ
๐Ÿต๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ“š29: Chamomile Tea ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽง๐Ÿต
๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿก๐ŸŒ†30: Lia's TeaBubbles ๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿก๐Ÿง‹
๐Ÿ“œ๐ŸธLil Tots Shorts 2: Eyes of the Frog๐Ÿธ๐Ÿ“œ
๐ŸŒฉโš ๏ธ๐Ÿต31: Smashed Glass๐Ÿตโš ๏ธ๐ŸŒฉ
๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿ“‹32: Hung Up๐Ÿ“‹๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒ 
๐Ÿšฝ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค33: The Bunny's Blackmail๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšฝ
๐Ÿช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿซ–34: Red Velvet๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿช
๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’ด35: HMKMB Squad ๐Ÿ’ด๐Ÿ”๐Ÿซ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ—ƒ36: Out of The Red๐Ÿ—ƒ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ“š
๐ŸŽญ๐Ÿช„โœจ37: The Keys Press Down and the Guitar Strums a Stringโœจ๐Ÿช„๐ŸŽญ
๐Ÿ›๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿงธ38: The (Not Yet) Gay Squad๐Ÿงธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ›
๐Ÿ›๐Ÿฅ›๐ŸŽŸ39:The Big Sleepover๐ŸŽŸ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿ›
๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿง‹40: In Town๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿฉ๐ŸŒธ
๐Ÿชณ๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿฆ‹Little Shorts 3: Those Rosy Lips๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿชณ
๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿฅ41: The Woods Above๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿชต๐ŸŒณ
๐Ÿฉฑ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŽ–42: Team Muscle๐ŸŽ–๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿฉฑ
๐Ÿง—๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ—ก43:Rock Slipping๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿง—
๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’•44: Because I Love Her๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿงธ
๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿ‘Š45: Take That, Degenerate!๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿฅ‹
๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฉ46: Steaming Bathhouse๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฅ‹
โ›ธโ„๐Ÿฅค47: Skating On a Lake๐Ÿฅคโ„โ›ธ
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿšช48: Bad Aura๐Ÿšช๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿญ49: I Need To Tell You Something ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ
โšพ๏ธ๐ŸŽคโ™Ÿ50: Residence of Kuwataโ™Ÿ๐ŸŽคโšพ๏ธ
๐ŸŒƒโ„๐ŸŒจ51: Starting the Break๐ŸŒจโ„๐ŸŒƒ
๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’งโš”52: Parasitic Thoughtsโš”๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ”ฎ
๐Ÿ“šโ›ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ53: My Fault๐Ÿ”ฅโ›ˆ๐Ÿ“š
โ˜”๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŒช54: Bandaged, not Healed๐ŸŒช๐ŸŽญโ˜”
๐Ÿ”ซโŒš๐ŸŒช55: Boss Suspects ๐ŸŒชโŒš๐Ÿ”ซ
๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒจ๐Ÿ‘‘56: Queen of Cookies ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒจ๐ŸŽ„
๐Ÿ’‹โ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿช57: Seven Minutes๐Ÿชโ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“ฌ58: Scarring Reminders๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ
๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“ฑ60: Tournament๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽฎ
๐Ÿ“ž๐Ÿ“•โ˜๏ธ61: Taka(aki)โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“ž

๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช59: When Cold Meets Emotions๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿ—ก

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By sk8thatsk8edaway

The phone hung up after half an hour- breakfast wasn't even considered until it finally rushed to Takas head

Crud!
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I need to eat breakfast, but what if he's there?  I didn't see him so far, but who knows when he'll just pop out? 
Mikans stomach grumbled loudly, much to her dismay and realization.

A knocking on her door interrupted her stomachs speech, she jumped from surprise, tripping on her blanket.  Her upper body thankfully hit the mattress.

"Tsumiki?  Are you alright?"

Tsumiki

Only her friends call her by her first name, the only person who doesn't is Taka.  This voice belonged to a girl, which she never really heard before.

"H-hello?" Mikan quickly picked herself up, personal pressure building up onto her back, her slender fingers struggling to open the door.

"P-Pekoyama?"

That name belonged to a tall girl, her crimson colored eyes looked down onto the nurse.  Her skin was a little bit tanned, silver bangs were swept on her face, the rest of her hair was tied into a simple braid that reached a bit below her chest.  She wore a dusty teal samue, which hid her figure, but not too much.

"I came here to deliver some food for you, Taka asked me if I could." Her voice was soothing in a way, no way fitting that of her ultimate talent.

"H-huh!? " Mikans cheeks quickly turned pink, "Y-you didn't have to do th-this!  How can I repay you b-back?"

"No need for that, if you're going to look for Ishimaru and Owada, then they're both downstairs eating.  Owada won't let Ishimaru go upstairs until he finished his food.  I'll be on my way now, I'll see you in science class." Peko began to walk away after a solemn wave of her hand

"W-wait!" The nurse called out. 

"C-can you stay here with me, please?  I don't want to go downstairs, a-and I don't want to be alone."

"I can move my training sessions to the afternoon, so I don't mind, thank you, Tsumiki."
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"You share a dorm with Akamastu, correct?" Peko asked, looking around.

"Y-yes, it's not hard to guess since there's a p-piano over there, and her side of the dorm is decorated with music notes." The mauve colored teen bit into the egg that sat impaled on her fork.  "Who's your roommate?"

"Toko Fukawa.  She's rather....closed off and harsh, but she is usually one of the first people to finish work in class.  I even helped her on some schoolwork before."

"K-Kaede was roommates with her last year!  I haven't met her though, but she is in my s-science and general music class.  I do worry for her hygienic habits.."

"I can't recall the last time she showered if I'm being honest. "

"Is it fine that th-the next time I see her I can check up on h-her?"

"I can't say whether that's fine or not.  Also, Nanami said that later she is going to host a gaming tournament in Gym B, would you like to join us?"

Peko asked, wrapping up her napkin into a ball, standing up onto her feet and she can throw out the garbage into the can

"A gaming t-tournament?  What game are they playing?"

"Ive heard she's hosting a super smash bros tournament, I'm not familiar with the game but I'd like to give my hand on this." She shifted back onto the bed, her knees tight together with a polite manner. 

"I'm not familiar with that game, b-but I think I'd like to try later with everyone.  I just hope I d-dont mess anything up for anyone!"

"No need to worry about that Tsumiki, I don't think Nanami cares as long as you have fun."

"N-no?"

"No.  I see that you worry a lot, I've seen what happened in science in the beginning of the school year.  I know some exercises that can help relieve stress and anxiety, would you like to try?  If not, then talking it out might do good."

"Wh-what do you mean by exercises?" Mikan asked, scooting slightly closer, before scooting back shyly

"Simple physical activity.  When it comes to knowing how to use a sword, you must know that although you may not be able to get better muscle strength, it grants a good cardio workout."

"Do you train with anyone sp-specifically?"

"Not anymore, I however prefer to train alone.  It usually relaxes me, and I don't have to worry about hurting someone else if I were to do it with them, " Peko stood up "Doing simple exercises can also help with breathing techniques.  Would you like a try?"

"I've heard of some exercises for cardio, b-but never involving a sword..This almost feels like it's in Nekomarus zone."

"Me and him do share similarities, but we never trained together.  He does talk to me about it, however."

"If it's to help with breathing, then I can learn a new way from you!"  Mikan smiled slightly.

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"Do another slice with your right foot this time, " Peko asked: the nurse almost regretted her decision, she held the handle tightly, palms facing each other.  She would step forward with her left arm, letting the sword slice down in front of her, her hand on waist level. "This is called the 'Half-cut', if you feel out of breath I suggest you take a 30 second break in between positions."

"I'll need a small break.." Mikan felt sweat form on her forehead and under her chest, rolling down her body.  Her face was a light shade of red, she didn't even know she was holding her breath
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"The full cut allows you to cut horizontally with a sword.  May I demonstrate?" The girl with glasses asked politely

"O-of course!  Don't let me hold you back from showing m-me!"

"Thank you." The swordswoman held her sword in the same position as she were in for the half cut, with her left foot she lunged forward, parallel to the floor.  She lifted the sword above her head and sliced down swiftly, the glinting blade facing away from her.  Even when doing a physical exercise, Peko never cease to lose that luminous and predatory aura.  Intimidating would be the correct word.  Not even a drop of sweat would take its position on her face, it would've taken a lot more than a swift cut that would get her to prespirate

"S-so it's like when people chop logs of wood w-with an axe?  But with a sword, right?"

"If you perceive that way, then I wouldn't disagree. "
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"How do you feel, Tsumiki?" Pekoyama asked, only about two drops of sweat rolled down her forehead, meanwhile Mikan was on the floor, regretting she wore heavy pajamas, with the heater on.

"V-very tired, are you hurt at all?"

"No, but may I ask a question before I leave?"

"Of course!" Tsumiki smiled, handing Peko a water bottle. 

"W-what do you want t-to ask, Pekoyama?"

"Do you know who Mukuro Ikusaba is?  Is she in any of your classes?"

Huh? 

"M-Mukuro?" She repeated "She's in my first, fourth and eight period class, b-but that's it.  I never really personally sp-spoke to her, I'm sorry..!"

"Oh, no need to apologize, " The swordswoman spoke up "It was random, but thank you."

"But I have a question for that..if its okay for me to ask, " Mikan glanced around the room, tugging and rubbing on the cream coloref bandages that were wrapped around her arm "Why do you need to know about M-Mukuro?  I'm sorry if it's rude, you don't h-have t-to answer!"

"Oh, I'd rather not say."

"I'm sorry for asking! "

"Tsumiki, theres no need to apologize.  It was an innocent question, so don't beat yourself up for it."

"Oh"

So Pekoyama isn't annoyed with me?  That's a relief, I do wonder when the tournament is gonna happen, I wanna see what happens there.

"Chiaki said the tournament is in the afternoon to the evening, so would you like to hang out until then?"

Peko asked, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, as if she was forcing herself to..smile?

"Th-thank you, I'd really like that."

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