Summary: You have feelings for Tony but in a very different way, how would you face that?
Warnings: Slight steamy, but fluff too!
Word Count: 2,377
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You had feelings for Tony. So much that, you cannot even believe that it was happening to you in this way.
Whenever Tony approached in front of you, your breath always used to hitch or become heavy that you start panting and your face went flustered. Any friendly physical touch of his sent shivers down your spine. Your heartbeat raced and forehead sweat. Your legs felt so weak.
And worst of all, hallucinations. That just left you crazy and think about them the whole day.
But, the problem was, you feel all this stuff because, you and Tony had been friends since the beginning when the Avengers were formed. Regardless of his playboy, arrogant and cocky self, he was a gentle, kind and lovable presence.
You were more of a shy and embarrassed person, though being strong and an agent from SHIELD, your heart melted over from only one person: Tony Stark.
One incident about it where your day could have been so worse. It was 10 am in the morning and your alarm clock rang. You wake up, stretching your arms. Before you could get up, a pair of arms wrap around your waist, making you gasp. You turn around to see Tony, completely shirtless and glared at you with his darkened eyes.
"Good morning, sweetheart~" He whispered in your ear, his breath tingling the skin.
Your gasps started stifling and clenched your eyes, biting your lip to believe if it's not real. You then open your eyes, seeing Tony gone. Sighing in relief, but in a stress.
"God.. another hallucination?" You shake your head and get up from the bed, heading in the bathroom. The moment you are about to look in the mirror, you let out a slight cry.
The neck was now filled with bite marks, and purple bruises. You see another hallucination, and then clench your eyes again to stop the illusion. You again open your eyes, and it's gone.
"What even is happening?" You said, panickly. Maybe because, last night you thought about Tony in your bedroom and then-
Okay, let's not make this intense, shall we?
Getting freshed, you see that your clothes were all old and didn't feel like to wear them. There, your attention went towards a shirt, which seemed a lot similar like if it was of Stark. You take the shirt, rubbing it's fabric. Yes, it was of him!
Was it okay to wear it? Well, you secretly have a crush on him, of course.
Seeing if no one was trying to enter or present in the room, you started smelling the clothes, feeling Tony's familiar scent. It relaxed your mind, your body and even your soul. You weren't trying to act like a Yandere or a possessive psychopath, but it was a sign you would love to have Tony by your side and smelling his scent to feel that you're all safe with him.
Just for it, you wore his shirt, as your only choice. Whether the others see it and tease you about it but, you actually hid this secret that you felt for the billionaire. You could either blush or chuckle about it but never admit because of your shyness. Taking a deep breath and holding the confidence on your side, you come in the living room and act like a strong woman, till it all went down the drain when you saw.. him.
Tony was busy talking with the other Avengers on the couch, as Clint's attention went towards you and gave you a hearty greeting.
"Hey, Y/N! G'morning, bud!" Clint finger gunned.
You saluted him in reply, and waved the others. But, your eyes went on Tony, who gave you a smile.
"Good morning, Miss Y/N. And, you look good while wearing my shirt here." He tilts his head, making the perfect angle.
Your cheeks blushed red again, ignoring it and pretending you're okay. "G-good morning, Tony. I didn't had any clothes to wear because, they all were old so.. I had this choice!"
"Come have breakfast with us!" Steve patted an empty seat on the couch.
"N-no sorry guys, I already had coffee, ahaha."
"Wait, you alright? You seem a bit tensed." Tony asked, worryingly.
"Oh, don't worry. I'm alright!" Each and every second, your eyes moved towards Tony but tried not to focus over.
"Well, it seems you didn't had a good sleep. Did you had an awful dream?"
You weren't even ready to tell what the dream really was. Can't say it felt real but, you wanted it to be real, somehow.
"Uhm, let's go back to work everyone, suit up." Steve stood up, but making others confused.
"Where are we even going, Steve? You know it's the international holiday." Clint said.
".. international what?"
"You mean Sunday?" Bruce answered.
"Oh.. sorry, I just have this habit of.. okay just leave. Do whatever you want, I'm off!" Steve chuckled nervously and left the room.
- Time Skip -
Since you had nothing to do in this meantime, you started reading a book on your bed, maybe a good distraction for you to avoid the hallucinations. Or was it even gonna work?
"I hope now, I won't face any sensual illusions of Stark. It's just.. irresistible.."
"Irresistible, huh?" A voice called upon the room, jerking back the bed. You saw Tony, walking out of the bathroom and leaning over the ledge, wearing nothing. You gasped and began blushing again, this time harder because of the billionaire. This had to be one of your dreams again.
"God, Y/N. You might not resist me, but I'm trying even more harder to." He walks closer, revealing his bare toned body more clearly in the light, making you gulp and the symptoms started.
"Uhm, are you seriously going to do that to me?" You raised an eyebrow, trying to hide off your flustered condition.
"But isn't that obvious?" He replied, smirking. "You want me so bad, since the time you caught feelings for me. But you know what?" He whispers in your ear. "I want you, too~"
He pushed you over the bed, gripping your tight and then started smelling your scent through your thighs to your face. "God, you smell like Heaven, and you are driving me crazy." He growled and began to lean closer, threatening to kiss your lips.
"T-Tony.." You whined, feeling the heat being created. You don't know if it was fake, but felt so real.
"Let my name out, I wanna hear you cry all night." Tony breathed out and gently licked his lips. You both began leaning close to each lips, trying to closing the gap. You closed your eyes, ready to embrace it all. But, the moment it could happen, Steve entered the room and saw you laid on the bed, all alone.
Steve looked worried as he came forward to check on you. "Y/N..?"
You opened your eyes to see yourself back in reality, and jumped over the bed to see Steve beside the door of your room. "H-hey, Steve!"
"Is everything alright?" Steve asked.
"Y-yes, of course it is! Don't worry! Uhm, is something wrong?"
"Oh no, I was just checking to see if you and everyone is doing alright, that's all."
"Thank you, Steve! I'm alright, by the way." You smiled at him, so as an assurance, he left the room and you sighed in relief, glad that Steve didn't catch you.
But, it felt too real than expected..
Being haunted by what you saw, you quickly come out of your room, panting and blushing. Stressing the nose by your fingers, you tried to forget whatever happened. It was just a dream, alright? Just a dream.
You then tried going to Dr. Banner for help but you suddenly bumped onto someone, looking up to see.. him again.
"Oh, Y/N. Be a little careful." Tony made sure if you were okay. "Were you hurt?"
"N-no, I-I mean.. I didn't see w-where I was going, it's my fault, sorry.." You shook your head in embarrassment, but it became more worse when a pair of arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you close for a hug. Tony was comforting you.
"It's not your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself, my love." Tony rested his chin over your head, your mentality being triggered again.
Did he say.. my love?
Woah.. you mean, the billionaire genius.. calling you his love?
Your body started hyperventilating and going crazy. Your body heaved over and over for breath, and this time, your control lost. The physical contact just created a mess of you, everything what was prepped to survive the day came to a waste. All because.. of your submissive thoughts. Thanks to Tony Stark.
By sudden, you bury your face on his chest and hugged him tighter, clenching his shirt. You even started shivering and panting, courtesy to hide your face in front of him just so he cannot notice your feelings for him.
Tony found that you were shivering, made him more worried. He pulled you away and caressed your face. "What's wrong, Y/N? You don't feel so good."
You gasp and then wipe off all your thoughts the moment you saw his chocolate brown eyes. They were not filled with any lust or desire, it was full of compassion, care and.. love?
You don't even remember Tony saying "I love you". Never once a while. But, it was never confirmed or felt that he looked upon you.
Just pushing this matter aside, you didn't mind talking to him about it. You pushed away, covering your mouth and closing your eyes. Hurriedly decided to move back to your work, you just nod it out.
"I'm okay, Tony. You don't need to worry about me." You gave a smile, before leaving him.
But it wasn't easy to avoid him like that. He was Tony Stark. He can know anything well.
- Time Skip -
It was now nighttime and everyone were fast asleep, but you? Don't ask.
You were becoming a quivering wreck all by yourself, while sleeping as if you're watching a wet dream. Again, Tony came into your sights, pressing his body against yours, feeling his warmth as he kisses you deeper. His whispers were lile a venom infecting your mind, along his seductions. Even the hug Tony did to you made it more stronger.
"P-please.. I need you, Tony." You bit your lip.
He went deeper.
And deeper.
Deeper.
Clenching the sheets, and trying to catch a breath, you felt to thrust as if he was thrusting in you. Not realising you were dry humping on a pillow, imagined as if it was him. Soon before you could climax, a voice startled you.
"So, you feel about me, hmm?"
"Ahh!" You slightly cry, watching Tony on your doorstep. His arm was rested on the corridor, and gave a smirk. Covering yourself up with the sheets, in embarrassment, you flinch. "This is a dream again.. this is a dream again.." But, he walks towards and sits on the bed and removed it, facing you.
"You could have already told me about this, you know? This would have never happened if you weren't late in confessing to me." Tony caresses your cheek and gently rubs it with his thumb. "I knew this whole time that you had feelings for me. And how badly you want me, isn't it?" He flashed his famous smirk.
You were quivering for him but crying at the same time. It was true that you had feelings for him, but it was a guilt that you should have accepted the fact that you were in love with him or else, this wouldn't be happening to you and go to Dr. Banner for help. Given up, you cry on his chest, taking out all your pain and frustration.
"There, there, sweetheart. Cry all you want." Tony gently rubbed your hair, hugging you into a gentle embrace.
"I'm sorry.. I just see and feel you everywhere like.. like I need and want you at the same time!" You wept and soaked all your tears on his black shirt. "I don't know if you find me a stalker and all but.. it's happening and I can't stop it! Please, j-just help me!"
Tony understood your pain. It wasn't easy to resist someone's feelings for else or we'll be too late to confess. He pulled you away softly and wiped the tears on your face.
"I know what kind of a person you are, and not in such a way that you'll use me. We've been friends for a long time so.. ahaha. You know the usual. Feeling about someone is just normal as you're facing right now. You even needed me because you found me special. What if I told you that.. I needed you too, and not just want." He then brought you closer to his face, increasing the tension in between both.
"I love you." He tilts his head, and furrows his eyebrows. You even couldn't believe he would say that. The billionaire genius, really loved you?
"A-are you lying..?" Your voice cracked as tears filled your eyes. "You sure you aren't lying?"
"I'm not, honeybun.. I do love you, now shush and stop crying." He wipes off your tears, and leans to kiss you. Joining it, you place your hands over his neck, feeling it more, the moment he brought his tongue in. You slightly moan when he did that, making him smirk.
"Be loud as you want, sweetheart. This night is going to be just for you..~" He pushed you on the bed, seeing that slowly your body was squirming underneath his own. He chuckled and rubbed your lips with his thumb.
"Such a submissive little girl aren't you, babydoll?~" He started removing his clothes, before hovering up on you. "But don't worry, Daddy's going to take good care of you..~"
"Y-yes.." You pant while being flustered, hearing his dark laugh.
"Then let's begin our.. pure love make up session for our first date, shall we?" He closed the lamplight, unleashing every single fantasy you both left behind, finally coming back together by confessing each.
All thanks to your submissive love.