Tears Are In My Eyes And I Ca...

By sk8thatsk8edaway

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Pain Sorrow Apologies Hurt Help.. Those are the things that SHSL Nurse, Mikan Tsumiki is familiar with the mo... More

-Triggers-
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŒง1- M-My Name is..Mikan Tsumiki๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ““โ™ฆ๐Ÿ2- !Bikes and Introductions! ๐Ÿโ™ฆ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน 3-Little Spaces ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽ€
๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฑโ˜๐Ÿ”ฎ4-Glass Shards๐Ÿ”ฎโ˜๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿถ
๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ‘˜5- Pig Slut! ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“…
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š6- !And They Were Roommates!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿ”’๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง7- Dancing Detention๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”’
๐Ÿšซ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค8- !I Dont!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšซ
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿง9- Cupcakes๐Ÿง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽง10- The Rockstar and the Musician๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽธ ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽธ๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง11- Pick Your Pick!๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽธ
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ12- Friendly Rejection๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ13- The Night Where the Lights Flash Bright ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŒ™
๐Ÿšบ๐Ÿ‘˜๐ŸŒง14- !Ugly Slutty Nurse! ๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿšบ
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’‰๐ŸŒง15- !They're All Gonna Laugh At You !๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŒช
โ˜”๐ŸŒ™โ›ˆ๐Ÿฉธ16- I'm a Mess๐Ÿฉธโ›ˆ๐ŸŒ™โ˜”
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐ŸŒก17- Bandaged Wounds๐ŸŒก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿšช18- Rude Visitor๐Ÿšช๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒช
๐Ÿ–ฅ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿšฟโ˜•19- Hot Cocoa for Fourโ˜•๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ–ฅ
๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ๐Ÿšฝโ›ˆ!20- !Non-Consensual!โ›ˆ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸLittle Tots Shorts 1- How Opposites Attract๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ›‹๐Ÿงถ๐ŸŽ€21- It Takes Time to Figure it Out๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿงถ๐Ÿ›‹
โš™๐Ÿ’ก๐ŸŽน22- !Miss Iruma and Miss Akamatsu!๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’กโš™
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ”ฅ23- Fuel ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค24- !Miss Little Iruma!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง
๐Ÿฆƒโœจโญ25- A Show of Talents โญโœจ๐Ÿฆƒ
๐Ÿ’ปโš—โšพ26- Gimkitโšพโš—๐Ÿ’ป
๐Ÿ‘ ๐ŸŽฌ27- The Fashionistas Internal Interview ๐ŸŽฌ๐Ÿ‘ 
๐ŸŠ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŸ28- A Fox in the Bunny's Burrow๐ŸŸ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŠ
๐Ÿต๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ“š29: Chamomile Tea ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽง๐Ÿต
๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿก๐ŸŒ†30: Lia's TeaBubbles ๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿก๐Ÿง‹
๐Ÿ“œ๐ŸธLil Tots Shorts 2: Eyes of the Frog๐Ÿธ๐Ÿ“œ
๐ŸŒฉโš ๏ธ๐Ÿต31: Smashed Glass๐Ÿตโš ๏ธ๐ŸŒฉ
๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿ“‹32: Hung Up๐Ÿ“‹๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒ 
๐Ÿšฝ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค33: The Bunny's Blackmail๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšฝ
๐Ÿช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿซ–34: Red Velvet๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿช
๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’ด35: HMKMB Squad ๐Ÿ’ด๐Ÿ”๐Ÿซ
๐ŸŽญ๐Ÿช„โœจ37: The Keys Press Down and the Guitar Strums a Stringโœจ๐Ÿช„๐ŸŽญ
๐Ÿ›๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿงธ38: The (Not Yet) Gay Squad๐Ÿงธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ›
๐Ÿ›๐Ÿฅ›๐ŸŽŸ39:The Big Sleepover๐ŸŽŸ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿ›
๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿง‹40: In Town๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿฉ๐ŸŒธ
๐Ÿชณ๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿฆ‹Little Shorts 3: Those Rosy Lips๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿชณ
๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿฅ41: The Woods Above๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿชต๐ŸŒณ
๐Ÿฉฑ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŽ–42: Team Muscle๐ŸŽ–๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿฉฑ
๐Ÿง—๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ—ก43:Rock Slipping๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿง—
๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’•44: Because I Love Her๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿงธ
๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿ‘Š45: Take That, Degenerate!๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿฅ‹
๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฉ46: Steaming Bathhouse๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฅ‹
โ›ธโ„๐Ÿฅค47: Skating On a Lake๐Ÿฅคโ„โ›ธ
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿšช48: Bad Aura๐Ÿšช๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿญ49: I Need To Tell You Something ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ
โšพ๏ธ๐ŸŽคโ™Ÿ50: Residence of Kuwataโ™Ÿ๐ŸŽคโšพ๏ธ
๐ŸŒƒโ„๐ŸŒจ51: Starting the Break๐ŸŒจโ„๐ŸŒƒ
๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’งโš”52: Parasitic Thoughtsโš”๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ”ฎ
๐Ÿ“šโ›ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ53: My Fault๐Ÿ”ฅโ›ˆ๐Ÿ“š
โ˜”๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŒช54: Bandaged, not Healed๐ŸŒช๐ŸŽญโ˜”
๐Ÿ”ซโŒš๐ŸŒช55: Boss Suspects ๐ŸŒชโŒš๐Ÿ”ซ
๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒจ๐Ÿ‘‘56: Queen of Cookies ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒจ๐ŸŽ„
๐Ÿ’‹โ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿช57: Seven Minutes๐Ÿชโ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“ฌ58: Scarring Reminders๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ
๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช59: When Cold Meets Emotions๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿ—ก
๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“ฑ60: Tournament๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽฎ
๐Ÿ“ž๐Ÿ“•โ˜๏ธ61: Taka(aki)โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“ž

๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ—ƒ36: Out of The Red๐Ÿ—ƒ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ“š

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By sk8thatsk8edaway

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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THEMES OF IMPLIED SEXUAL ASSAULT, TRAUMA AND ABUSE.  PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF THESE TOPICS
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《■ First Period, 8:12 A. M■》

"S-see you next period!" Tsumiki waved to Akamatsu, before she turned to the wooden door and pushed it open.  She expected to find that same, bold and yet normal desk to be empty.

She sighed, walking past the desk when something caught her eye.  She looked right back, finding the compass sitting in the desk, a bright and wide smile from ear to ear shining

"Ishimaru!?  You're back!?"

"Oh, hello Mikan!  I was just out since I had a fever, and I didn't want to spread anything to my fellow classmates!" The moral compass explained, quickly lifting his bandaged hand to rub his eye...which strangely enough when the eye was rubbed it revealed what looked to be a bruise..but it wasn't that noticeable.

"But did you go to the pharmacy?  Why didn't you come back to the dorms?" Mikan asked, looking over to Mondo, who was fast asleep in his desk.

"I did indeed go to the pharmacy, but I needed to visit my father because..he was sick and I guess I got sick overnight!  No need to worry!  I took medication so I can make it to class today!"

Hesitantly, Taka smiled, although I wasn't his usual 'i jUsT gOt aN A fOr tHe ThIrtEeNtH TiMe iN a ROw!', it was more of a cry for help, 'I just shit' my pants and I feel it running down my legs, it was a lot more desperate and even serious like, 'I think am being followed by the yakuza and probably will get killed soon'

"O-okay, but do you need me to check you up?  Who kn-knows if you are still sick!" Tsumiki quickly put her palm on Kiyotakas forehead, it was warm but soon it turned cold

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"Just hold your ass still or else you'll get this up in your asshole instead!" 

SMACK

"I'm sorry!  I'll keep still!" The stinging pain present from this man's hand slapped me on my rear, it hurts every time these people touch me, even a small touch on my hands makes me shake with fear

"You better!  Ay, Isaiah, come get this f-g to shut his slutty mouth up before I shove a gun down there"  that same pain that I felt last night...did he put it in?

I need to escape here whenever I find a chance

You should kick his ass right now instead of letting this middle aged bitch use your body like he's using lotion every night!

No, I don't want to risk getting killed.  I can't let my father spend the rest of his life in debt without someone to help him

Fine, let yourself get raped for the sixth time today, alone.

I have a plan for if I survive, just stay in and I'll stay here with you until they're finished with me for now

Fuckin pushover, fine, do it yourself way Mr. Goody-Two-Shoes

"Fuck, this guy is tighter than the last one. How ya doing, Isaiah? "

"He's a stubborn bitch!  Open your mouth you fucking r-tard!" 
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"NO NEED TO DO THAT!  Please get your hands off of me" Ishimaru snapped back, unknowingly slapping the nurses hand away from his forehead

"Eek!  I'm sorry!  Please forgive me- I'm sorry!  I didn't mean to-"

"YOU DEGENERATE!  How dare you lay a hand on a girl, nonetheless someone that you call yourself a 'friend!' Are you alright, Tsumiki!?" Chabashira ran over and slapped Taka across the face, causing another red mark to stain on his left cheek.

"Ah!  My apologies!  I never meant to hit you, nonetheless a fellow peer of me-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!  Don't you buffoons see that I am trying to enjoy my morning tea!  I don't need any shit stains ruining this!" That heavily accented voice disappeared and snapped at the three kids, sending shivers down everyone's spine at this point- even Mr. Shinobiyoru's!

"My apologies Celeste, but you shouldn't use such language in an educational environment! "

"Everybody take your seats, class has begun!"

"Really Mr. Shinobiyoru!? " Mondo muttered up his breath

Where did Taka even come from?  Is this the same man that we know?  What happened to him!?  Why did he go, did he even have a choice to go!?  My brain's a fucking mess just thinking of this all!

Do the others suspect of my disappearance?  I know Tsumiki has, but hopefully Mondo is intellectually cursed to the point he doesn't even notice me...but why does that feel bad?  Guilt?  Why do I want him to worry about me- he's just a schoolmate that can't even send in his homework on time!  I need to pay attention since we have a test on Wednesday!

--《■ Sixth Period, 11: 53 A. M■》--

"Hey!  Songbird!  Pecan!  Over here!" The clairvoyant sat down in his seat eagerly, waving his free arm around as if he were on a Rollercoaster in Six Flags or something

"Hey Hiro!" Maizono smiled, plopping her unnoticeably plump tooshie on the soft, wooden bench.  "What's up?"

"H-hi Hagakure.." Mikan gently sat herself next to the pop star, giving a small wave with her bandaged hands.  "I-I have something to tell you guys.." she lowered her head, her tone changed slightly and get so drastically when it came to the 'something'

"Yeah, what's wrong?  " Maizono asked, she easily noticed the change of tone, even if it was more subtle if you knew the nurse personally as a friend

"Huh?  You okay?" Yasuhiro gently set his tarot cards on the table, it was the Nine of Swords, facing towards Mikan where she can see the woman who held her face in her hands clearly

"Hm?  Wh-what's this?" Mikan asked, pointing to the card

"Oh, it's a tarot card, I don't think that this will affect you since it's revers-" he looked down at the card, his eyes widened with fear and an unlimited amount of regret "-sed...It's upright.." He whispered, quickly picking up the card and stuffing it in his messy backpack

"Is the meaning b-bad!?"

"No...it's not depending on how you view the card when first placed down.." Maizono informed.

"Huh?"

"I have a lot of tarot cards in my dorm, but what was it that you wanted to tell us?"

"Oh uh...well..." Mikan froze, a frog stuck deep down in her throat

Why am I getting nervous about this?  I didn't plan on telling anyone anytime soon, nonetheless expected Taka to be back so quickly!  Not that I'm not happy but-

"Earth to Mikan, you okay?" Hagakure waved his face in front of the statue, snapping her back to reality with one clap in her face

"Ah!  Oh, I'm sorry!  J-just spaced out..what I was trying to say was that..okay it's about I-Ishimaru.."

"Do you have any new info on him?" Maizono asked without hesitation, scaring Hagakure for a rather long split second

"What about him?"

"Not necessarily new information about him...but I-I saw him in homeroom class.  I have Mr. Shinobiyoru, I expected t-to not see him at all but I found him in his desk, better than ever physically!" The pale translucent girl exclaimed, her voice and quivering made her seem more horrified than glad

"He's back!?" Hiro gasped.  "Was he in his uniform!?"

"He was.."

"I didn't even see Taka when I woke up!  How did he even get fresh clothes if they're only in the dorms!?"

"This is crazy, I don't know if I believe you.." Sayaka began to sweat small droplets on her soft palms.  "I...I don't know- I just- I can't explain what I think right now because it's all so tangled up!  I'm so confused- I can't even think straight!"

"P-please calm down Maizono!  Don't stress yourself out too much!" Tsumiki rubbed the singers back in a circular motion

"Does anyone else know about this?" Sayaka looked up to Mikan with a distressed look on her face, it was hard hard believe that this girl was relieved that Taka was somehow 'found' and seemed to be in good shape, nonetheless his rather strict and organized self

"I don't know, but I know that Mondo kn-knows about this since we all share the same t-teacher for homeroom."

"I have no words for this..." Hagakure held his head in his hands, sighing roughly like a 40-year-old that was going through their fifth mid life crisis (HISMOM)

"Its okay Hiro...just..." Maizono awkwardly patted the clairvoyant shoulder in an attempt to at least comfort the distraught himbo

The room may have been warm to everyone else since the heater was on, the snow continued to sweep around outside.  However, the warmth would grow disgustingly cold and yet so terrifying for the three teens, who just sat with silence and distraught screaming louder than their own voices

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