Tom said "ok we are here, now let's see if we can find the address." Sydney said "Oh my God Tom look at these beautiful homes." He found it. Sydney said "Oh my God." She put her hands to her face. Tom smiled. He was watching her. He got his phone and was recording her but she didn't know. She said "Tommy it is so beautiful." he said "yes it is." She said "look at the big yard, the porch, oh Tommy look." Tom said "I'm looking." Sydney looked at him. She said "Hanson, you are filming me." He laughed. He said "I'm sorry baby, but you are so adorable, when you are all excited." Sydney laughed. She said "Tommy don't you love this house." He said "yes it's beautiful. Come on let's go inside." He pulled up, and got out came opened her door, and took her hands. He said "you know baby, this is our first night in our house, I should carry you in, you think." Sydney laughed. She said "yes Hanson." He picked her up. She put her arms around his neck. He said "ok let's go." He carried her in.. The house was beautiful. The room that you entered had wood floor that just shined, and a table, then there was a huge winding staircase. The carpet was all white, with sofas, that reclined, and love seats, and recliners, with a big screen tv, the kitchen was huge and spacious, with a bar, and then a table, then there was a dining room, with a long wooden oak table, and a chandelier, downstairs there was a man cave, with a pool table, and a bar, a big screen tv, love seat and recliners. Tommy said "damn baby look at this man cave." Sydney said "it's beautiful. Let's go look at the backyard." She took his hand. There was a large pool, and a hot tub. Tom said "baby I can't wait to get you in that." He nodded over to the hot tub. Sydney laughed. She said "Hanson I'll have to go back home tomorrow and get my swim suit I didn't bring one." He said "ok."
Tom said "let's go in and see the upstairs." He took her hand. They went up the stairs. The master bed had a big bed, with a fireplace, and then the bathroom had a whirlpool bath. Sydney said "oh Tommy I love this house." He had been filming her. She started to cry. Tom said "Baby don't cry." She said "I'm sorry, it's just this house is so beautiful, but I mean not just cause it is fancy or a mansion, but I love how welcoming it seems, I mean like it was a real home. I mean the family that lived here, had kids, look at the kids rooms we passed, and I mean the big yard, the big beautiful trees, I always dreamed I mean growing up I didn't have a family really, no dad, and my mom was never around. I always walked home from school, and I would pass by all these houses, that had big porch, big yard, trees, kids playing, a swing set. I just always hoped that one day I could have that. I know it's silly. I was a little girl then."
Tom said "hey it's not silly, and you not only can have it, you will have it." Sydney said "Tom you don't understand who I am." Tom said "it doesn't matter who you are. I love you." Sydney said "which room do you want Tommy?" He said "um I'll let you have the master bedroom ok." She said "ok thanks." He said "you want to go downstairs or are you tired." She said "no we can go down to your man cave, see if it is stocked with beer." Tom said "let's go." He took her hand. Fuller had it stocked.
Tom got a beer, and Sydney sat in the recliner with him. He said "you pick what we watch." She said "ok." She said "um Tommy look what is on the guide, Secret Window." He laughed. He said "ok Mrs. Harrison, since we are married now I'll let you watch your heart throb." Sydney laughed. She said "I still can't believe we all met Johnny Depp, huh Hanson." He laughed.
Tom said "Sydney after the movie we need to talk." She said "I can pause it. What's up." He said "ok I just want to make this clear. I know you're a better cop than me ok, but on this case I need to be the lead, we have to do this thing my way." Sydney said "ok Hanson." Tom said "now I don't want a fight with you, I know you're a police officer, but you're also a woman." Sydney said "Hanson I said ok." Tom said "so we do this thing, wait what did you say." Sydney said "Hanson I said ok, on this 1 case, just 1 case, I'll let you be my boss." Tom laughed. He said "for real." She said "yes Hanson." He said "ok it's just that I want to make sure you are safe. So I mean Sydney you are not going to be alone at all. I want you to promise me, you don't go off alone, you don't go off with just Judy. I am with you at all times. These guys are animals." Sydney said "I know and I want you to protect me. I mean I can do self defense, but not on 5 guys Tommy. I know I need you to protect me." Tom said "good thank you." Sydney said 'Thanks so can we watch the movie now." He said "yeah go on."
He said "dammit." Sydney said "what Hanson, you aren't still jealous and upset about Johnny Depp are you? I mean I am a married lady now." She laughed. He said "no I was just thinking to myself, I mean from your face lightening up I am really going to have to start putting away money, and may need to go get a second job." Sydney said "what." He laughed. He said " well now that I know what your dream house is, I am going to need a lot of money to afford a place like this." Sydney laughed. She said "Hanson." He laughed. He said "I'm serious I want to give you a place like this." Sydney laughed. She said "Tommy it's not the house ok, I mean yeah it's beautiful, but it's what it represents that got me, I mean a family lived here, a man, his wife, their kids, maybe a dog, and a cat. A loving family. You can have that in just a small 2 room house." Tom said "I know but I want to make all your dreams come true baby. That is my goal." Sydney laughed. Tom said "Sydney I'm sorry you didn't have a real family growing up I mean I know you said you didn't have a dad, but you never have talked about your mom, were you not close?" Sydney said "no we weren't." Tom said "I'm sorry, so is she alive." Sydney said "yeah as far as I know. I don't have a relationship with her, and I don't want one either." He said "oh ok I'm sorry if asking has upset you." Sydney said "no it's fine. um you probably think I'm a bitch for saying that." Tom said "not at all." Sydney said "look my mom didn't really want to be a mom ok, she got pregnant and married my dad, and he didn't want to be a dad, and she was stuck with me. She cared more about having sex with her many men, than she did about taking care of a little girl." Tom said "Baby I'm sorry." Sydney said "hey it's ok. I got used to it I guess that is one of the reasons why I've never had sex, I mean also I guess cause I was scared to be hurt again like I was." Tommy said "I wish you would talk to me about what this guy did to you. I know he hurt you. Baby if you would just tell me. I mean it's ok, I think I know what he did, what you're so afraid to tell me." Sydney said "What do you think it is Hanson" He said "um did he rape you. I mean if he did, it's ok, it's really ok. I mean I would be sorry you had to be hurt like that, and I would want to kill him, but it's ok." Sydney said "Hanson, it's not anything like that. I wasn't raped." Tom said "ok well I'm sorry that you didn't have a family." Sydney said "thanks. I don't let it bother me. I mean it does no good to cry about something you never had. It's just a fact. I survived, and it made me stronger." Sydney said "can we watch the movie." He said "yes."
Tom said "baby it gets me every time. I can't believe it's him the whole time." Sydney said "I Know, no matter how many times I watch it. It's just awesome. I love the ending." Tom laughed. Sydney said "it's late Tommy. I want to try out that bath tub, and then go to bed." He said "ok you would have to mention that tub huh, make me die a slow death picturing you in it." Sydney said "Sorry Hanson" he said "yeah I'm sure you are baby." They laughed. Tom said "So Fuller isn't bringing us in until Monday, whatever will we do for 3 days in this place." Sydney said "I know it is going to be so tough on us Hanson." He laughed. He said "let's go upstairs." They went upstairs. Sydney to the master bedroom. Tommy took the one next door. He took a shower and then went to lay down. He left the door open to his room in case Sydney needed anything. Kind of hoping that she would need something. he laid there and pictured her in the wedding dress. He got his phone. He had Doug record it all. He said damn she is so beautiful. Sydney took a bath, then put on a tee shirt, and her pajama bottoms. She got in bed. Judy had filmed it all on her phone. She was looking at her pictures, and the video. She said oh Tommy I love you so much I wish this was real, but it's not.
Tom called Sydney She laughed. She said "hello Hanson." He said "hey I was just going to tell you I took the bedroom next door." She said "ok good to know." Tom said "I'll let you go, but I wanted to tell you again, you are always beautiful, no matter what you're wearing, but I've never seen you look more beautiful, or more stunning, than when you were in that wedding dress." Sydney said "Thanks Hanson." He said "so did I hear your right, did you say I made a handsome groom?" She laughed. She said "yes Hanson I believe I said that." He said "good a hot one." Sydney said "yeah I said that too." Tom said "Good, that is good to hear, I mean cause one of these days I'm going to ask you to marry me, and you will know that I will make a hot handsome groom." Sydney laughed. Tom said "night Syd, and oh Syd I know you think I'm kidding, but I'm not I will marry you I know when I ask you, you will probably tell me no and it's really going to be ok, I mean I don't want you to feel pressured at all, I just want you to know that I will ask you again and again, and each time I will try and come up with a more romantic proposal, until you can't tell me no." Sydney said "ok I'm counting on that Hanson." he said "ok baby." She said "night Hanson." He said "night."
She laughed and hung up. She said ok Sydney just go to sleep, try and dream about how hot Tommy looked. please don't have any bad dreams. I need sleep. I can't be on this case and lose sleep like I normally do. She went to sleep. She was dreaming about Tommy. She had bad dreams almost every night. They started off good, but then turned bad. They would be Tommy finding out, or she telling him and he getting mad walking out, quitting and moving, or she would have to quit and move, or Anna would come to Jump Street to tell Tommy she knew who Sydney really was, so Sydney only slept a couple hours a night.
This dream was a thousand times worse. Sydney was telling Tom, and she expected him to leave her, Judy told her to tell him, so Tom had proposed, so she decided she had to tell him if she were to say yes, so she did and then Tom took it well, said he was shocked, but he was ok, that it was ok that she used to be Michelle, he still loved her, and still wanted to marry her. She couldn't believe it, but Tom said it is really ok, let's plan our wedding. So they made all these plans, he said he wanted to give her a dream wedding. So the wedding day came, and Doug Judy Harry Fuller everyone was there, Ben Lindsey, Dante Leslie. She was so happy, and could not believe this was all happening. That Tommy knew the truth and still wanted to marry her. Judy, Leslie and Lindsey helped her with her dress. She walked down the aisle. When she got to Tom, he said wait what are you doing here Michelle. She said what Tommy. He said you can't be here. My bride is going to be here any minute. She was like no I'm your bride. He said no your pathetic Michelle you can't really think I would marry you. She said what Tommy no please don't do this You said it was ok.
He said I was it was all a joke Michelle. Once you told me that you weren't really Sydney and that you were Michelle, and that Sydney didn't exist, I knew what I had to do, to teach you a lesson. She said no Tommy please don't do this to me. Please I begged you to tell me if it wasn't ok. You swore to me. Tommy every time I didn't want to tell you you said nothing would change your love for me. He said yes I know, but I had no idea what your horrible secret was, that you were hideous ugly Michelle in a fake body. Your still the same hideous girl that you were in high school It makes me sick that I wanted you, that I kissed you, that I loved Sydney. But lucky for me I realized I never loved Sydney. Sydney didn't exist, but I realized my one true love is Anna. Sydney said no Tommy please don't do this to me. Anna came and said get away from my husband Sydney. Tommy married Anna Sydney said Tommy please don't. Anna hit her and Sydney fell down in front of everyone. Everyone started laughing. Doug, Tom, harry, Anna. . Judy didn't and helped her up.
Sydney was screaming loud, saying no no Tommy don't do this to me no please Tommy don't. Tommy heard her screams. He ran into her room. He said "baby wake up." She was thrashing around, was soaking wet, from head to toe, Tom said "Baby wake up, please wake up, you are having a bad dream." Tom trying to wake her up. Sydney was screaming no Tommy don't please don't." Tommy said "Syd baby wake up, you're having a bad dream. I'm right here baby." Sydney sat up.
Sydney said "Tom" He said "baby I'm right here, you had a bad dream." Sydney looked around the room. She was shaking her whole body, just shaking. It scared Tom. He said "baby your wet from head to toe." He hugged her. He felt her heart racing, she looked pale. He said "baby here just a minute." He got up went into the bathroom, came back with a cold wash cloth. He put it on her face, and on her cheeks and forehead. She said "thanks Tommy." He said "baby are you ok," She said "yes I'm fine." He said "you want to tell me about it?" She said "no Tommy please don't make me, please it's too horrible I can't." Tommy said "ok baby just calm down ok, look I just want you to know I'm hear you can talk to me, if you need to tell it might help you. But if not I can just hold you." Sydney said "thanks I'll be ok."
Tom said "baby you're wet, you sweat so bad." Sydney said "I think I just need to change into my shorts and a tee shirt. I'll be back." He said "ok I'll go downstairs get you some ice and some water or lemonade." Sydney said "lemonade would be good thanks." Sydney washed her face. She said dammit, now Tommy knows about your nightmares. Good going Sydney.
Sydney was back in bed. Tom came up. He said "here drink this." He gave it to her. He said "baby how you feeling?" He caressed her hair. She said "better I'm sorry to wake you Tommy." He said "no that's fine." He noticed she was still shaking. He said "um Syd" He scratched back of his head. he said "do should I take you to the ER. I mean You're heart is racing, and the way you were sweating and you're still shaking." Sydney said "no I'm fine. I don't need to go to the ER." He said "you sure I'm worried about you." Sydney said "no I'm ok, look I'm having I had a panic attack, ok, I have them. I have since I was in high school. I'm fine. I'll be ok." Tom said "ok baby" he kissed her forehead. He said "look I won't take you to the ER, but on on condition, and I don't want you to argue with me, but I want to stay in here with you, and hold you ok. I will feel better, I mean you scared me. I don't want you to have a heart attack or something a stroke or something." Sydney said "ok I would like it if you hold me." Tom said "good. thank you." He got in bed, he turned off the light, and said "come here baby." She laid down and put her head on his chest. He was stroking her hair, and caressing her shoulder. He was kissing her head. He said "baby so I remember you said one of the reasons you were just going to tell me before I blew our dinner was you said you were losing sleep cause of bad dreams." Sydney said "yes." Tommy said "So dreams like this, have you been dreaming having these bad nightmares." Sydney said "yes and no. I mean I had nightmares from school on. Then I got to Dallas, they kind of became more infrequent, well until um I met you, and we started hanging out. But none like this. Tonight was a thousand times worse." Tommy said "you kept saying Tommy no don't do this to me."
Tommy it was terrible. It was horrible Please don't make me tell you. I can't bare it, I don't think I'll survive it." Tom said "ok shhh baby, please just try and calm down. Please I'm here for you. I love you. Just know whatever your secret is, this dream is just a nightmare, it would never change my love." Sydney said "Tommy please I can't ever tell you please don't make me." He said "it's ok baby. I'm here, try and go to sleep." He held her, she went to sleep. He watched her sleep '
Tom had to go to the bathroom. He was afraid to move, he didn't want to wake her up, she was sleeping good and quietly. Tom slid out of the bed slowly and went to the bathroom. Sydney woke up, She said "Tommy he left me Oh my God.' She jumped up and was going to run to change her clothes to go find him. She ran into him as he was coming out., It about knocked her down. Tom caught her. He said "baby slow down sweetie." She said "Tommy Oh my God, I thought you left me. I was so scared." He said "no baby, I just had to go to the bathroom I'm sorry I couldn't hold it any more. I didn't want to wake you up, You were sleeping good." Sydney said "Tommy don't do that to me. Don't come in here and hold me and then leave me like that." She was crying. Tommy said "Baby I'm sorry. I was coming right back. I didn't want to wake you." She said "I'm sorry. I don't mean to bitch at you. I'm tired. I just it scared me it freaked me out you leaving me in this huge house by myself Tommy." He said "I won't do that Sydney. I just went to the bathroom" Sydney said "ok I'm sorry. Can we go back to bed." He said "yes sweetie." He held her and they went to sleep. Sydney woke up. Tom was awake and staring at her. He said "morning baby." She said "morning Tommy." She said "Im sorry I know I must look terrible, I mean I was crying, and sweating, and my face, I don't have make up please don't stare at me Tommy." Tom said "baby you look beautiful." Sydney said "no I don't I never do, but I really know I don't now." Tom said "you do. Trust me. I could stare at you ever morning like this." He licked his lips. Sydney said "Hanson." He said "sorry but I could I'm sorry I know I probably don't look so good huh." Sydney laughed.
He said "hey now. I don't look that bad do I?" Sydney said "no you don't look bad, but." Tommy said "but what, damn baby you're hurting my feelings." She laughed. Tom tickled her. She said "Tommy stop, I was just meaning you look hot" Tom said "oh so I look hot huh, liar, I think you just want me to stop tickling you." Sydney laughed. She said "Hanson I do want you to stop tickling me, but you do look hot, it's just your hair." He said "What about my hair?" She said "it's sticking straight up."
He said "I'm sorry Mrs Harrison, I mean my wife gave me a wild night last night. I mean she scared the hell out of me, so yeah my hair got a little messed up, not to mention she about knocked me out speeding into me like that." Sydney and Tom laughed. Sydney said "hey I didn't say your hair wasn't hot, I said it was a little messed up Hanson." He laughed. He said "ok baby." Sydney said "how long have you been awake." He said "oh about an hour." Sydney said "Hanson, so what you were just staring at me for an hour." He said "yeah more than that." She said "what do you mean more than that." He said "um I filmed you." She laughed. She hit him on the arm. He said "damn beating your husband on your first day as a married lady." Sydney said "I'm going to beat you Hanson." He said "baby you sleep adorable ok. I had to." Sydney laughed. She took his phone. He said "please don't delete this." She said "Let me see what you got on this phone Tommy." He said "go ahead." She scrolled through his pictures, all of Sydney, and then she said well let's see what text messages you have and check your phone calls." Tom laughed. She said "ok so you just text me mostly, and Doug and Harry." He said "yes baby."
Sydney said "let's go get breakfast. He said "ok baby." They went downstairs, and Sydney fixed breakfast. Tom helped her, and then they ate, and Tom helped her do the dishes. Tom put his arms around her waist. He pulled her to turn her around. She said "oh so now I see why you helped me with the dishes." He said "yeah cause I want to do this." He hugged her a long hug. She laughed. He said "I love you baby." He let her go. She said "Go get dressed Hanson, and I will let you teach me to play pool, then we can go get my swim suit." He said "about that, let's go get that swim suit first, then swim, then hot tub, then play pool?" Sydney laughed. She said "Ok go get dressed." He said "ok let's go." Tom said "So Sydney can I see that race car driver, I married." Sydney laughed. She said "what Hanson." He said "you know when you about made Doug sick, going like 100 miles an hour." Sydney said "I remember when I was racing to save your life." He said "yes that Well can you drive like that now." Sydney laughed. He said "please." Sydney said "um Hanson why would I do that. You want me to get a ticket." he said "no baby you can use your flashing lights."
Sydney laughed. She said "Hanson, where is the emergency." He said "oh I think I have an emergency" Sydney and Tom laughed. She said "you just want to hurry back and get me in the swimming pool, He nodded. He said "no I want to get you in that bikini baby," Sydney laughed He said "I can't help it, you are smoking hot Sydney." She laughed. She said "ok I'll use my lights. Hanson just this once,." He laughed. They got back to their house. Tom said "ok let's hit the pool." Sydney said "ok I'll meet you out there. I'm going to go up and change." He said "ok."
He was waiting for her. She came out. She was in a blue bikini, but had a towel around her. Tom said "um baby so what you aren't going to let me see you." Sydney laughed. She said "um I thought I would wear the towel into the water." Tom said "baby please." He licked his lips. She said "ok Hanson I suppose I can drop it." He said "oh baby I love to hear you say that." She laughed. He came closer to her. She removed the towel. He said "oh my God baby, he stared at her." She laughed. She said "I'll race you Hanson, the loser has to cook lunch." She ran but Tom ran and got ahead of her, before he jumped in. she stopped she said "ouch and doubled over and grabbed her leg." Tom stopped and came to her. He said "Baby let me see, what is it your ankle or your knee. He knelt down." She laughed. She said "Sorry babe." She ran and jumped in the pool. He laughed. He said "I'm going to get you that was a dirty trick." Sydney laughed. She said "I know I had to though you were gonna beat me." Tom laughed. He jumped in by her. She said "Hanson" she swam to him, and let him take her in his arms. She said "I'm sorry I know that wasn't nice." He said "it's ok, but you scared me." She said "I'm sorry babe." He said "a hug will make up for it." She hugged him. She kissed his cheek. He said "thanks but you know I have to make up for what you did to me." She said "ok so." He dropped her and then took off swimming. She said "Hanson." He laughed. He said "come after me." She did. They swam and then got in the hot tub. Tommy was staring at her breasts. Sydney said "Hanson, hey could you once and awhile look at my eyes please." He said "sorry look I try to always look at your eyes, and not stare at your hot body ok. But please I am a man." Sydney laughed.
Sydney said "oh I noticed you were a man trust me Hanson." He laughed. He said "good" Sydney laughed. He said "so you know I really loved your red bikini " Sydney laughed. She said "so are you saying you don't like my new blue bikini?" He said "no I didn't say that at all, I mean I think your blue bikini is even hotter." Sydney laughed. He said "it's my new favorite." Sydney said "well then you owe Judy." He said "what?" she said "I was not going to get this one, but Judy got it for me, she said you would love it." Tom said "oh yeah I definitely am going to have to thank her, like maybe send her flowers. " Sydney laughed. He laughed. They got out of the hot tub. They were sitting at the table. Tom said "you want a drink maybe some lemonade, a diet pepsi?" Sydney said "lemonade is good." Tom said "ok," He got up. Sydney's phone rang. Sydney said "you answer it I'll go get the drinks." He said "ok." He said "hello." Judy said "hey Hanson." he laughed. Judy said "what's so funny Hanson." He laughed He said "nothing Jude. Sydney went to get our drinks, told me to answer it because she knew I had something to tell you." Judy said "and that is." He said "thank you Jude I owe you big time." She said "oh so you are talking about the blue bikini." He said "oh yeah she looks man I thought I died and went to heaven." Sydney laughed. Tom said "hey it's true Sydney. Here's Jude." Sydney said "hey Judy." Tom said "um Syd I'm going to have to have some time alone, in the bathroom, thanks to you and your body, will you come inside, so I don't need to worry about you being out here alone." Sydney said "ok." They went in. Tom said "please wait upstairs in your room ok" Sydney said "ok Hanson."
Judy said "ok so how is married life." Sydney said "awesome and at same time it is killing me." She said "Sydney it can be real." Sydney said "look this is my dream to be with Tommy, be his wife, live with him, but it can't happen, I know that, this is all the memories that I can have, but then I think well these memories will just make it more painful on me. Judy said "Sydney no I'm telling you Tommy won't care." Sydney said "I had the worst nightmare of my life, It was horrific, Tommy came running in. I was drenched in sweat my heart was racing he was worried I was having a heart attack or stroke." She said "oh no sweetie what happened, can you talk about it" Sydney said "he's taking a shower. I'll go in my bathroom ." Sydney told her. Judy said "I'm sorry Sydney. Look I think it's just your head messing with you, I mean your worst fear, what happened at prom, your worse night, and it's just tormenting you. I still think Tommy loves you and he won't care."
Sydney said "anyway Jude I can't wait until we meet you, so you can come over, this house is Oh my God I have no words. I'll text you pics." She said "ok girl. you have fun with your hot sexy husband." Sydney laughed. She took a shower, then went out and joined Tom downstairs. Tom said "So we on for pool?" She said "pool as in pool table, or." he said "um yeah baby I don't want to take another ice cold shower, and if we go back in that pool I am going to need a tub of ice." She laughed. She said "sorry baby," He said "it's ok. Let's go play pool at the pool table." She said "ok." Tom was trying to teach her. Sydney didn't really want to learn, but she loved having Tom have his arms around her waist, guiding her shot, him directly behind her, her leaning in to him, she could feel him." She said "Tommy I'm sorry I am just no good at this game. I hope you don't mind you have to help me." He smiled. He said "not at all baby."
Tom said "hey baby," He faced her. He said "you feeling ok today? I mean after that nightmare and panic attack?" Sydney said "yeah. sorry about that. I know I scared you." Tom said "it's ok, you did, but I'm just worried about you. Is there anything I can do for you, to help you. I mean I hate that you have these bad dreams; I don't want to push ok, but are you sure you weren't raped. Baby I swear it won't change how I feel, I'll want to kill the guy, but it's not your fault." Sydney said "Tom no I wasn't raped." He said "ok." Sydney said "Tom I don't want to talk about it ok. I'm ok I have had the dreams" He said "but you said it was worse, and I was in it." Sydney said "Tom please." He said "ok just know you can tell me anything baby." He kissed her forehead, and cheeks several times.
Tom said "ok baby I will make us lunch." Sydney said "Tommy you don't have to, since I kind of cheated." He laughed. He said "yeah you did cheat. But it's ok, you go rest, maybe lay down on the couch ok." Sydney said "ok. thanks." Tom said "so I'm not the best cook, but does grilled cheese sandwiches sound ok, I know you love them." Sydney said "They sound perfect, that is one of my favorite meals, you know." He said "I know and it's one thing I can make for you." Sydney went in to the living room. Fuller had the pics sent over and Tom had put them up in the living room above the fireplace. Sydney was staring at them, and then staring at her rings. She said oh how I wish this was all real, but it's not none of this is real, just like I'm not. Tommy will never want to be with me. I can never have this with him.
Tom came out of the kitchen. He said "hey Syd you want tater tots or chips with your grilled cheese sandwich." Sydney burst into tears." Tom said "um Syd what's wrong. Did you change your mind about the sandwich." She said "Oh Tommy." She was crying. She got up and ran upstairs. Tom said dammit. He came up after her. Sydney was lying on the bed. Tom came into her room. Tom said "Sydney what is it Baby it's ok, if you changed your mind about the sandwich, I mean I thought you said that sounded good but if it doesn't. baby it's fine. We can go out to eat for lunch ok." Sydney said "Tommy it's not about the sandwich." She ran into the bathroom. He said "dammit baby stop running from me. What did I do? I don't understand, just tell me. Look was it cause of my reaction to you in your bikini. Please don't shut me out. I don't mean to be a jerk to you. You're beautiful I react I'm sorry." Sydney came out. She said "Tom it's not anything you did or said, it's not about the lunch" He said "what is it then" Sydney said "nothing." Tom said "it must be something if you are crying like that." Sydney said "it's look I don't feel well ok. I am emotional, it's my you know and I'm cramping bad." He said "um I know what Your stomach hurts?" Sydney said "Hanson do I need to spell it out." He said "um yeah I think so" Sydney hit his arm. She said "it's my time of the month, Hanson, you know my period, it started a little while ago, when we were playing pool." He said "oh um oh yeah that time of the month." Sydney said "I'm sorry ok I know I'm a bitch when I'm cramping I try and hide it at work, and not bite your guys heads off, but I can't hide it when I'm living with you." He said "it's ok baby. I'm sorry, you don't feel well. Can I get you something for the cramps, I mean um Tylenol? " Sydney said "no when you were in the kitchen, I took some Midol." He said "ok what's that." He scratched back of his head. Sydney said "a pain reliever that helps with menstrual pain." He said "oh I see. So does that help?" Sydney said "it will, and maybe a heating pad. Tom said "ok baby do I need to go get you one." Sydney said "I brought one, I knew that my time would be coming up. I thought later in the week though." He said "ok."
Sydney said "I think I'll take a hot bath, that helps, then I'll get on the couch with the heating pad," He said "ok if there is anything I can do for you you let me know." Sydney said "Hanson there is one thing you can do." He said "ok." She said "can I have a hug." He said "yes." She hugged him. She said "I'm sorry Hanson, for being so emotional and hard to live with." He said "you're not hard to live with" She said "I'll take my bath, then we can eat, and Hanson tater tots or chips either sound good to me ok." He said "ok." Sydney said to herself. Damn he is so sweet. She called Judy after her bath.
Judy said "hey married lady." Sydney said "I may be divorced soon." Judy said "oh no why. What did he do?" Sydney said "it's what I did. My period started and I kind of lost it on him, I mean I was already emotional you know cause this is my dream, and I mean I was staring at the wedding picture that came and my beautiful rings, and so I was crying and Tommy was making us grilled cheese sandwiches, he came to ask if I wanted tots or chips and I burst out in tears, and the look on his face. He was like Sydney I'm sorry if you changed your mind about the sandwich, So I ran upstairs crying so he came up apologizing and I said it's not about the food" She laughed. She said "poor Hanson." Sydney said "so then he said baby please tell me what's wrong. so I told him it's nothing he did, it wasn't about the food, it was my time you know and he is like so adorable, he is like no I don't know your time what. They were laughing. Sydney said so I said you know Hanson do I have to spell it out. She said oh no. Sydney said so I told him and he is like oh that time of the month. He is so sweet though he asked if he needed to go to the store and get me something for the pain or get me a heating pad. She said girl I'm telling you he is so in love with you, and he is a keeper.