Tears Are In My Eyes And I Ca...

By sk8thatsk8edaway

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Pain Sorrow Apologies Hurt Help.. Those are the things that SHSL Nurse, Mikan Tsumiki is familiar with the mo... More

-Triggers-
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŒง1- M-My Name is..Mikan Tsumiki๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ““โ™ฆ๐Ÿ2- !Bikes and Introductions! ๐Ÿโ™ฆ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน 3-Little Spaces ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽ€
๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฑโ˜๐Ÿ”ฎ4-Glass Shards๐Ÿ”ฎโ˜๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿถ
๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ‘˜5- Pig Slut! ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“…
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š6- !And They Were Roommates!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿ”’๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง7- Dancing Detention๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”’
๐Ÿšซ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค8- !I Dont!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšซ
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿง9- Cupcakes๐Ÿง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽง10- The Rockstar and the Musician๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽธ ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽธ๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง11- Pick Your Pick!๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽธ
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ12- Friendly Rejection๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ13- The Night Where the Lights Flash Bright ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŒ™
๐Ÿšบ๐Ÿ‘˜๐ŸŒง14- !Ugly Slutty Nurse! ๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿšบ
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’‰๐ŸŒง15- !They're All Gonna Laugh At You !๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŒช
โ˜”๐ŸŒ™โ›ˆ๐Ÿฉธ16- I'm a Mess๐Ÿฉธโ›ˆ๐ŸŒ™โ˜”
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐ŸŒก17- Bandaged Wounds๐ŸŒก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿšช18- Rude Visitor๐Ÿšช๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒช
๐Ÿ–ฅ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿšฟโ˜•19- Hot Cocoa for Fourโ˜•๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ–ฅ
๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ๐Ÿšฝโ›ˆ!20- !Non-Consensual!โ›ˆ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸLittle Tots Shorts 1- How Opposites Attract๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ›‹๐Ÿงถ๐ŸŽ€21- It Takes Time to Figure it Out๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿงถ๐Ÿ›‹
โš™๐Ÿ’ก๐ŸŽน22- !Miss Iruma and Miss Akamatsu!๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’กโš™
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ”ฅ23- Fuel ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค24- !Miss Little Iruma!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง
๐Ÿฆƒโœจโญ25- A Show of Talents โญโœจ๐Ÿฆƒ
๐Ÿ’ปโš—โšพ26- Gimkitโšพโš—๐Ÿ’ป
๐Ÿ‘ ๐ŸŽฌ27- The Fashionistas Internal Interview ๐ŸŽฌ๐Ÿ‘ 
๐Ÿต๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ“š29: Chamomile Tea ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽง๐Ÿต
๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿก๐ŸŒ†30: Lia's TeaBubbles ๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿก๐Ÿง‹
๐Ÿ“œ๐ŸธLil Tots Shorts 2: Eyes of the Frog๐Ÿธ๐Ÿ“œ
๐ŸŒฉโš ๏ธ๐Ÿต31: Smashed Glass๐Ÿตโš ๏ธ๐ŸŒฉ
๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿ“‹32: Hung Up๐Ÿ“‹๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒ 
๐Ÿšฝ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค33: The Bunny's Blackmail๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšฝ
๐Ÿช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿซ–34: Red Velvet๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿช
๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’ด35: HMKMB Squad ๐Ÿ’ด๐Ÿ”๐Ÿซ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ—ƒ36: Out of The Red๐Ÿ—ƒ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ“š
๐ŸŽญ๐Ÿช„โœจ37: The Keys Press Down and the Guitar Strums a Stringโœจ๐Ÿช„๐ŸŽญ
๐Ÿ›๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿงธ38: The (Not Yet) Gay Squad๐Ÿงธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ›
๐Ÿ›๐Ÿฅ›๐ŸŽŸ39:The Big Sleepover๐ŸŽŸ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿ›
๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿง‹40: In Town๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿฉ๐ŸŒธ
๐Ÿชณ๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿฆ‹Little Shorts 3: Those Rosy Lips๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿชณ
๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿฅ41: The Woods Above๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿชต๐ŸŒณ
๐Ÿฉฑ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŽ–42: Team Muscle๐ŸŽ–๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿฉฑ
๐Ÿง—๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ—ก43:Rock Slipping๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿง—
๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’•44: Because I Love Her๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿงธ
๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿ‘Š45: Take That, Degenerate!๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿฅ‹
๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฉ46: Steaming Bathhouse๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฅ‹
โ›ธโ„๐Ÿฅค47: Skating On a Lake๐Ÿฅคโ„โ›ธ
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿšช48: Bad Aura๐Ÿšช๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿญ49: I Need To Tell You Something ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ
โšพ๏ธ๐ŸŽคโ™Ÿ50: Residence of Kuwataโ™Ÿ๐ŸŽคโšพ๏ธ
๐ŸŒƒโ„๐ŸŒจ51: Starting the Break๐ŸŒจโ„๐ŸŒƒ
๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’งโš”52: Parasitic Thoughtsโš”๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ”ฎ
๐Ÿ“šโ›ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ53: My Fault๐Ÿ”ฅโ›ˆ๐Ÿ“š
โ˜”๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŒช54: Bandaged, not Healed๐ŸŒช๐ŸŽญโ˜”
๐Ÿ”ซโŒš๐ŸŒช55: Boss Suspects ๐ŸŒชโŒš๐Ÿ”ซ
๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒจ๐Ÿ‘‘56: Queen of Cookies ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒจ๐ŸŽ„
๐Ÿ’‹โ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿช57: Seven Minutes๐Ÿชโ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“ฌ58: Scarring Reminders๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ
๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช59: When Cold Meets Emotions๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿ—ก
๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“ฑ60: Tournament๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽฎ
๐Ÿ“ž๐Ÿ“•โ˜๏ธ61: Taka(aki)โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“ž

๐ŸŠ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŸ28- A Fox in the Bunny's Burrow๐ŸŸ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŠ

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By sk8thatsk8edaway

WARNING: DEPICTIONS OF RAPE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, HARRASSMENT AND DISTRESSING THOUGHTS THAT MAY BE UNCOMFORTABLE/DISTRESSING FOR READERS

..~💉◇🩹▪︎💧♡💧▪︎🩹◇💉~..

"Can't believe that auditions are today,I practiced all night yesterday!" Kaede yawned, carrying her keyboard down to the gymnasium, meeting up with a crowd of kids waiting outside the double doors."
T-that really isn't healthy Aka-Akamatsu! You need at least 11 hours of sleep each night to gu-guarantee that you can function properly for the next day!" Tsumiki freaked out, grabbing some sleeping pills from her pocket.

"I can take those later, but thank you, Mikan." The pianist smiled, the doors that lead to the inside of the gym was opened by a teacher, letting the crowds and storms of kids to run backstage and wait on the bleachers for a few.

"O-okay.." the two girls walked into the gym, preferably backstage where a few other kids such as Leon, Sayaka, a tanned girl with a large bust and a leotard, and some short gremlin with dark grape hair that cover his face and was a bit wavy, deep violet eyes, checkered scarf that covered his paper pale skin and a mischievous grin on his face.

"You can d-do this Akamatsu, d-don't worry!" The girl encouraged the pianist, small twinkles in her eye, and even a slight blush dusted on her cheeks

"Thank you Tsumiki. You honestly didn't have to come here with me, but I'm grateful that you did" Kaede smiled gleefully, blushing as well

.•○•.15 Minutes Later.•○•.

"Next!" The judges yelled, Akamatsu walked onto the main stage with her keyboard in her arms

"Good luck Akamatsu " Mikan whispered, at that same time she felt a hand grab her wrist and drag her out into the hallway far from backstage through the back doors. "Huh-"

"Hey sweetcheeks!"

Please not again

"T-Tatchi?" Mikan looked up to find the comedian, who pinned her to the wall by her hair, pulling the shorter ends a bit too rough.

"Don't be so surprised, baby cakes! I obviously had to come to audition since I want to prove that I am worthy of my title as a comedian! But I'm not getting called for twenty minutes, so we can have all the time we want together!" Fukaina smiled obliviously, his hands groping Mikans breasts in a way that it was sensitive and even hurt her a bit

Please don't touch me. Your nails hurt me when they unintentionally dig in my skin..especially when it's just healing from a few nights ago

"O-oh...B-But you c-could have seen me at my d-dorm instead another t-time- Ow! Please let go of my hair!"

"Hmm, but I figured you weren't there so I just went here and luckily I spotted you with some blonde hottie, so that made me happy ..you're making it seem like you're not happy to see me."

"I...I never said that I wasn't h-happy to see you.."

In fact, I would be more than happy if I just stabbed your neck with a dose of cyanide so i don't have to constantly worry about my own ass

"Oh, well...remember where we left off in the bathrooms a few days ago?" Tachibana asked, backing away but not far enough where his hand would be able to let go of the uneven magenta strips of hair. "I kinda wanna go further with our relationship, you know?"

"W-what do you mean by that?" Mikan asked, trembling in her oversized Bubblegum pink sweater. She felt her own sweatpants slip down her thighs, revealing her layers of bandages wrapped around them, and her panties of course

What do you mean by relationship?

"W-what do you mean by 'relationship'?" Tsumiki asked, trying to pull her pants back up, but some certain hands wouldn't allow them to slide back up. Instead, the hands slithered under the soft fabric of her panties, their rough fingertips ran across Mikans clip, hurting her from how fast Fukaina was going

"I-I'm sorry!" She instinctively apologized, her expression turned to one of a disgusted yet terrified one.

"I like you a lot, and I wanna give us a try..." Tatchi whispered in her ear, his finger slipping into Mikans...hole.

This hurts so much..this isn't like what I've ever read about..but will I look bad if I complain about it?

I hate it

"Don't be scared, Nurse Joy, I'm just testing something out.."

"W-what are you testing out?" Mikan asked.

"..nothing for you to worry about. This is between us, okay? Just us and no one else." Fukaina whispered in her ear, before adjusting his stance where he was able to put his lips on hers.

Please go away

"F-Fukaina.." Mikan groaned, whimpering under her breath. She heard the sound of a belt getting undone and dropping to the floor, before eventually tying her hands together above her head on the floor.

"Dont worry, I'm not gonna hurt you."

Those words became more foggy the more Mikan felt something stab in and out of her privates, she tried to look over to see that the comedian on top of her also had his boxers down to his knees...

Please stop you're hurting me! This is so much more painful than what I've heard about

Everyone's first times should be enjoyable, so should I be enjoying this? Is it that I'm just too sensitive? Maybe I should just suck it up and stay in here while he just...

Mikan's thoughts also fogged up the more she stayed in her safe zone, curling up into a ball

I wonder how Kaede did during her audition...

"W-What are you doing?" Mikan asked, feeling the flash of a light in her face

"Just taking photos, stop worrying so much and just enjoy what is happening now."

"Oh...I'm sorry.."

I want to die

•.🍊🌩○•.♧.•○🌩🍊.•

"

H-huh?" Her eyes fluttered open, she looked at her surroundings, trying to see where she was and how she got here. "H-hello?" Mikan looked behind her for a second, before fixing her gaze on a field of tall trees, their branches filled with colorful leaves and even a few mandarin oranges growing on them, gently plopping onto the soft green grass.

"This is quite lovely.." she smiled to herself, slowly walking over to one specific tree she saw. It was just a normal tree, sure, but she specifically chose it.

Her hand brushed against the roughly textured bark, until it got to the base.

It was chopped, and before she could even realize, the upper body of the tree collapsed in front of her, revealing the wilting fields of dahlias and lollies near the pond. It got muggy and dirty, killing all of the koi fish that once happily swam through the waters.

"Oh no- oh no!" She panicked, tripping over herself when she began to sprint over to said pond. Her hands reached into the cold waters, picking up a beautiful white koi fish, that lay lifeless in her hands. "Poor thing..if only I came in time i-I could've saved you and your f-frie-" Tsumiki turned around, see all of the trees that once stood tall, collapsing from being chopped by an unknown force.

Under her feet the grass wilted to an ugly gray color, and eventually gave out, letting Mikan free fall through the dark, the koi fish rotting to bones

Please where am I!? What is going on!???

Before her face could hit the ground, she heard his voice

"Alright, just finished up. You're okay, right?"

"Huh?"

•.•○●○•..•○●○•.•

"I said...never mind. You weren't listening anyways. You were bleeding a bit, but everything's handy dandy! " Fukaina smiled, getting himself up. "I'm about to get called for the audition, wish me luck!"

With that he ran away, leaving Mikan to herself on the ground, writhing in pain

"I need...I need to get back to the dorms.." she hazily picked herself up, all of her strength was drained from all of the limbs on her body. She began to limp her way out of the building, soon collapsing outside, the white snowflakes gently sat in her hair as the sky grew cloudy and bitterly cold, and her vision became a shadow of everything around her

Then complete darkness

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