Tears Are In My Eyes And I Ca...

By sk8thatsk8edaway

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Pain Sorrow Apologies Hurt Help.. Those are the things that SHSL Nurse, Mikan Tsumiki is familiar with the mo... More

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๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŒง1- M-My Name is..Mikan Tsumiki๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ““โ™ฆ๐Ÿ2- !Bikes and Introductions! ๐Ÿโ™ฆ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน 3-Little Spaces ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽ€
๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฑโ˜๐Ÿ”ฎ4-Glass Shards๐Ÿ”ฎโ˜๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿถ
๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ‘˜5- Pig Slut! ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“…
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š6- !And They Were Roommates!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿ”’๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง7- Dancing Detention๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”’
๐Ÿšซ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค8- !I Dont!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšซ
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿง9- Cupcakes๐Ÿง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽง10- The Rockstar and the Musician๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽธ ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽธ๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง11- Pick Your Pick!๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽธ
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ12- Friendly Rejection๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ13- The Night Where the Lights Flash Bright ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŒ™
๐Ÿšบ๐Ÿ‘˜๐ŸŒง14- !Ugly Slutty Nurse! ๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿšบ
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’‰๐ŸŒง15- !They're All Gonna Laugh At You !๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŒช
โ˜”๐ŸŒ™โ›ˆ๐Ÿฉธ16- I'm a Mess๐Ÿฉธโ›ˆ๐ŸŒ™โ˜”
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐ŸŒก17- Bandaged Wounds๐ŸŒก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿšช18- Rude Visitor๐Ÿšช๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒช
๐Ÿ–ฅ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿšฟโ˜•19- Hot Cocoa for Fourโ˜•๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ–ฅ
๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ๐Ÿšฝโ›ˆ!20- !Non-Consensual!โ›ˆ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸLittle Tots Shorts 1- How Opposites Attract๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ›‹๐Ÿงถ๐ŸŽ€21- It Takes Time to Figure it Out๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿงถ๐Ÿ›‹
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ”ฅ23- Fuel ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค24- !Miss Little Iruma!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง
๐Ÿฆƒโœจโญ25- A Show of Talents โญโœจ๐Ÿฆƒ
๐Ÿ’ปโš—โšพ26- Gimkitโšพโš—๐Ÿ’ป
๐Ÿ‘ ๐ŸŽฌ27- The Fashionistas Internal Interview ๐ŸŽฌ๐Ÿ‘ 
๐ŸŠ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŸ28- A Fox in the Bunny's Burrow๐ŸŸ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŠ
๐Ÿต๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ“š29: Chamomile Tea ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽง๐Ÿต
๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿก๐ŸŒ†30: Lia's TeaBubbles ๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿก๐Ÿง‹
๐Ÿ“œ๐ŸธLil Tots Shorts 2: Eyes of the Frog๐Ÿธ๐Ÿ“œ
๐ŸŒฉโš ๏ธ๐Ÿต31: Smashed Glass๐Ÿตโš ๏ธ๐ŸŒฉ
๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿ“‹32: Hung Up๐Ÿ“‹๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒ 
๐Ÿšฝ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค33: The Bunny's Blackmail๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšฝ
๐Ÿช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿซ–34: Red Velvet๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿช
๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’ด35: HMKMB Squad ๐Ÿ’ด๐Ÿ”๐Ÿซ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ—ƒ36: Out of The Red๐Ÿ—ƒ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ“š
๐ŸŽญ๐Ÿช„โœจ37: The Keys Press Down and the Guitar Strums a Stringโœจ๐Ÿช„๐ŸŽญ
๐Ÿ›๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿงธ38: The (Not Yet) Gay Squad๐Ÿงธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ›
๐Ÿ›๐Ÿฅ›๐ŸŽŸ39:The Big Sleepover๐ŸŽŸ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿ›
๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿง‹40: In Town๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿฉ๐ŸŒธ
๐Ÿชณ๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿฆ‹Little Shorts 3: Those Rosy Lips๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿชณ
๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿฅ41: The Woods Above๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿชต๐ŸŒณ
๐Ÿฉฑ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŽ–42: Team Muscle๐ŸŽ–๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿฉฑ
๐Ÿง—๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ—ก43:Rock Slipping๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿง—
๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’•44: Because I Love Her๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿงธ
๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿ‘Š45: Take That, Degenerate!๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿฅ‹
๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฉ46: Steaming Bathhouse๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฅ‹
โ›ธโ„๐Ÿฅค47: Skating On a Lake๐Ÿฅคโ„โ›ธ
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿšช48: Bad Aura๐Ÿšช๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿญ49: I Need To Tell You Something ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ
โšพ๏ธ๐ŸŽคโ™Ÿ50: Residence of Kuwataโ™Ÿ๐ŸŽคโšพ๏ธ
๐ŸŒƒโ„๐ŸŒจ51: Starting the Break๐ŸŒจโ„๐ŸŒƒ
๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’งโš”52: Parasitic Thoughtsโš”๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ”ฎ
๐Ÿ“šโ›ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ53: My Fault๐Ÿ”ฅโ›ˆ๐Ÿ“š
โ˜”๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŒช54: Bandaged, not Healed๐ŸŒช๐ŸŽญโ˜”
๐Ÿ”ซโŒš๐ŸŒช55: Boss Suspects ๐ŸŒชโŒš๐Ÿ”ซ
๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒจ๐Ÿ‘‘56: Queen of Cookies ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒจ๐ŸŽ„
๐Ÿ’‹โ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿช57: Seven Minutes๐Ÿชโ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“ฌ58: Scarring Reminders๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ
๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช59: When Cold Meets Emotions๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿ—ก
๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“ฑ60: Tournament๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽฎ
๐Ÿ“ž๐Ÿ“•โ˜๏ธ61: Taka(aki)โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“ž

โš™๐Ÿ’ก๐ŸŽน22- !Miss Iruma and Miss Akamatsu!๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’กโš™

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By sk8thatsk8edaway

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"Kaede, I'm back from classe-" Mikan walked through he door, tripping over herself when she found the pianist, sitting at her desk in front of a small mirror, applying a small bit of eyeshadow on her eye lids. The blonde girl had a bit of a nice rose colored lipstick on her lips, and a small bit of blush on her fare cheeks.

"Oh, H-hey Mikan! I was just uhh.. I was getting ready for my date! " Kaede smiled, her teeth were clean, almost like they were freshly brushed.

"Oh, a-am I bothering you? " Tsumiki sat on her bed, getting out her laptop

"No, not at all! Just need some mascara and then I just need to wait for her to come to my dorm so we can head out. "

"Oh, who are you going with? "

"Miu Iruma, she was the one who asked me at the dance, and so I accepted.. "

I should be happy for her.. but why is there a hole in my heart? Like, it hurts for me to hear this, but I don't want to be negative right before Akamatsu goes on a date...

"Oh, w-well I'm happy f-f-for you, what's her t-t-talent? " Mikan looked up from her computer screen, her bandaged finger tips growing cold

"She's the Ultimate Inventor, coincidentally she has a roommate who shares that same talent; I think her name was Mei Hatsume?" Kaede guessed, putting away her eyeshadow pallet and getting out her mascara. "Do I.. Do I look presentable? Because I don't want to look too fancy or too casual since we are going to a restaurant not so far in the town where we went for our costumes. "

"Y-You look wonderful Aka-Akamatsu.. ! Your outfit is honestly really n-nice-"

"Thank you Mikan, earlier Kirumi came over with Junko to help with picking out outfits, surprieingly Junko was kinda nice! "

"Watch where you're going, Nurse Joy! Can't believe it!"

"J-Junko? " Mikan paused, dropping her laptop

'Watch where you're going you skank! -Junko Enoshima'

"I know, but don't worry! She-she won't berate you like you think she would! " Kaede caught onto the look on Mikans face, walking over to pick up the laptop, plopping it onto her lap. "Please don't worry, Miu herself is honestly pretty nice, even if her language is vulgar. She has a soft side. "

"A-and I don't know who she is.. " Mikan blushed, hearing a banging on the door

"Kaediot! Your lovely date is here and I won't wait for you! "

"Oh, that's her. See you soon when I get back! " Kaede waved, smiling gently and walking out the door.

"H-have fun! A-and she left... Miu... Miu seems stern. " Mikan looked back to her laptop, completing a science assignment

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TRIGGER WARNING: THIS PART OF THE CHAPTER CONTAINS THEMES OF SELF HARM (BLADES ARE MENTIONED) AND MENTIONS OF ANOREXIA THAT CAN BE DISTRESSING TO OTHERS

"... I'll never be like her... Never... " a husky voice sobbed in their bathroom, holding a blade in their gloved hands. The razor pressed against their pale, skin, her skinny arms would make you think she had anorexia... well.. because she did

The razor dug deeper into the soft skin, opening up a fresh gash, beet-pink blood rised up to the surface and dripped down her arms and into the sink, making a dripping sound

I'll never be like her

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