Chapter 19: Christmas Eve.

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Zoe's POV:

Its Christmas eve! I have got everything sorted. I'm not good with presents but with a the 50 pounds i got for my birthday i got everyone a presents but I don't know it they will like them. I have just finished wrapping them and i was thinking about for my first video filming there reactions to them. I'm at home and Lewis and Hannah have gone out Christmas shopping. I didn't want to go because of what happened with Tom and the  guys in Town. Hannah and Lewis were coming up the drive-way so i quickly pushed all the presents under my bed and then i heard the door unlock. "WERE BACK ZOE!" Lewis shouts up the stairs. "Hi" I reply bluntly. I heard more voices. I got off my bed and grabbed my headphones. I cant deal with the real world at the moment. I listened to Area 11 and some Yogscast songs. The last one on was 'Minecraft Christmas'. I remembered the notes to the song. I took my headphones and picked up my Acoustic guitar and re-tuned it a little. I remembered the cords and began to play. Once i had do the intro i had to sing the song too.

It's Christmas Eve, and no snow's falling down
I'm all alone, and there's no one around
Can't pay my bills 'cause I lost my job
I still got power but my internet's off

I hate this world, but I love this new seed
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I spawn in a forest with snow on the floor
Could this be the Christmas I was searching for?

My mates went away, and they didn't invite me
My parents aren't dead, no they just don't like me
Put two blocks of snow and a pumpkin together
I made a friend who'll be with me forever

'Cause it's a Minecraft Christmas time
Chilling with my buddy even though I'm offline
There's a whole world of joy and cheer
That's a very very very nice Christmas you're having this year

We built a house, well, it's more of a shack
I got the wood and he's got my back
He throws his balls at the mobs so unruly
I decked the halls with this lapis lazuli

We ventured out, just my snowman and me
We found a sapling for a Christmas tree (Christmas tree)
We skipped back home, so happy and gay
No, wait! I meant that in the old-fashioned way!

We had a roast chicken, 'cause the game's not got turkey
We made mashed potato from this squid that's so derpy
But the furnace was hot, and when I awoke I found
Fifteen little snowballs lying there on the ground

'Cause it's a Minecraft Christmas time
Nothing seems cheery now my buddy has died
There's a whole world of pain and fear
It's a very very very bad Christmas I'm having this year

There goes my phone, it's a text from my dad (Merry Christmas, son)
An early gift; he got my internet back
Hop on the server, all my friends are online
Turns out they've been waiting for me all of this time

Spawn into the world, and what do I see?
A snowman party for my homies and me
Exchanging gifts and dancing without a care
Me and my snowman, we're walking in the air

It's a Minecraft Christmas time
Chilling with my buddies, everyone is online
There's a whole world of joy and cheer
That's a very very very nice Christmas-

'Cause it's a Minecraft Christmastime
Chilling with my buddies everyone is online
There's a whole world of joy and cheer
That's a very very very nice Christmas you're having-

A very very very nice Christmas (woo-aoh)

A very very very nice Christmas we're having this year

It would be a shame if something were to happen to it

I put my guitar down. All the way though the song i was upset. More upset than i normally am. I don't want everyone to think I'm going though depression. I want to tell them that i get upset this time of year but i don't want to be fussed about with. I put on my hoddie and my beanie and put my hair over my right eye. I slowly made my way down stairs to see most people from the office there. I just needed a drink so I silently walked past the living room and into the kitchen. I grabbed a cup out the cabinet and filled it with water. I felt a bit sick so I decided agents Cola. Once i had done I took my cup and tried to get past the living room but failed. I haven't really talked to anyone no even Hannah and Lewis since the shopping trip. "Zoe! Come in here!" Sjin said clearing a space for me. That made everyone look. "no I'm-I'm going upstairs.." I said in i really and i mean REALLY quite voice. Everyone looked at each other. They had only seen happy Zoe not depressed Zoe. I started to make my way upstairs when Sjin said "Come on. I want to know what you're doing on your channel." I sighed and sat on the floor in the corner with my water. Everyone looked at me and then looked at Hannah and Lewis. "Um all the guys can you come out to the kitchen please?" Lewis said politely. All the men scrambled out the room into the kitchen. Hannah looked at me again and then looked at kaeyi and Kim. Why is everyone looking at me?!??! Lewis and the guys came into the room again and Lewis looked like he had been crying. "Its OK Lewis.." I heard Simon whisper to Lewis as they walked back in. They all sat down in a really awkward silents. I looked at everyone."Right can anybody tell me why you are all staring at me." Lewis took a look around at everyone and then took a deep breath. "Are you OK Zoe? You haven't talked to me or Hannah for the last 2 days and you have been off twitter so your fans say..." I looked at everyone. I didn't know what to say. I just stud up and started to explain my self.  "Its around this time of year when i start to get flash backs and become unlike me. They start with nice things about the time i had with my parents. Then it comes to mini flash backs with my mum shouting 'Zo Zo?!' And then a fully detailed one. When i got them at the care home i would just leave it but then i would have panic attack's and my body would hurt. I didn't want to tell you because you have been though lots of crap with me all ready so..." All the people in the room starred at me. They all just looked shocked. I go up to go to my room when i felt a hand wrap around my wrist. I saw Tom stud there staring at me with his blue sky like eyes. "Z-Zo i didn't know it was this bad.." Tom whispered. I was on the  edge of crying now. One time they were my Idols and now there worrying about the crap I'm going though. I began to cry and collapsed in to Tom chest. "Can we have a group hug?" I sniffed. "Group hug!" Tom shouted. Everyone crowed round and Trott was really close hugging me really tightly. "Its OK Zo. Its a Minecraft Christmas..." Tom whispered stroking my hair. I looked up at everyone. "You heard?" "We heard!" They all said in unison

Tom's POV:

I think I like Zo....

Hi everybody! I hope you liked the bit at the end of the chapter! Also were are all the reads coming from! Have you told your dogs!!! Lol Bye ^.^

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