TASTE- avengers preferences

rest in peace chadwick.

i'm sorry guys, i know this isn't an actual update. but, um we lost a very good man today. i haven't cried like this in a long time.

i'm shaking so bad, i just can't even believe this is real. like this is really happening.

imma be honest, black panther was the first marvel movie i ever saw and i genuinely loved it so much. i saw it twice in theaters and it's whats gotten me into marvel.

i really am a mess right now. he was the most kindest soul on this earth. he was sick for so long and was still putting out all these movies for us.

i don't even wanna look at anything marvel related right now, so idk when i'll update again. i was planning on doing it tomorrow, but i just can't.

i am a member of the black community and someone that i looked up to and loved like, is gone. i hate getting so attached to celebrities, bc of stuff like this. but you can't help but to love these people like you personally know them.

last thing i just wanna say, please cherish the people in your life. tell someone you love them, let your friends know you care about them. just pls, don't stop spreading love. you really never know when it's someone's time, you really don't. anything can happen to anyone, at any time.

i'm honestly not worried about another black panther movie or what they're going to do in future films. that's the last thing i care about right now. i'm just praying over his family and over any other celebrities that are fighting battled we don't know.

i'll see you guys next time i post. this is really traumatic for me. i get too attached to people and things. i really just need some time. i can't even look at the posters in my room without crying. please just look out for your loved ones and at this point in 2020, who cares about cancel culture. you like whatever celebrity you wanna like and look up to. these people are our role models. everyone is different. just never stop spreading love.

♡