I got a girl crush

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Hey guys, how have y'all been?

Soooooo I was gonna write this chapter about this crush but that isn't working out.... So nooo!!

I'm just gonna talk about how my days have been... I'M SORRY I'M BORING! BUT DEAL WIT IT

Soooo I have to get up at 8:30 AM usually, so that sucks. That teacher got no chill! LITERALLY!!

But other than that, my day has been good... I am eagerly waiting for Billie Eilish to drop out her new single, My Future cause it's snippet SOUNDS SO GOOD!!!!!!

Also I've been kinda H WORD these days but we won't talk about that.... Or you know what it's MY FUCKING JOURNAL!!!! I'LL WRITE WHATEVER I WANT!!!! SO yes, I've been super horny but I can't help it or go fuck people since I can't cause no body likes me and I definitely don't have the courage 👁️👄👁️ and also, I don't know if I'm a top, switch or a bottom..... PROBABLY A SWITCH!!!

Soooo I'm done with people, I'm actually done with them.... IT IS LIKE THEY DON'T CARE OR KNOW I EXIST!
I'd literally say Hey, and they would send me a black screen with 's' on it LIKE BITCH WHAT!? and some won't even open what I send them like brooooo, so I stopped sending.. WE LOST STREAKS AND I FELT HAPPY!!!

THEY MOTHER TUCKING DESERVED IT!!!

Also people ask me what I feel about "Hey Mamas!" and "Are you lost babygorl!" And listen carefully now, I'll say this once, if anyone says this statement to you, RUN!!!!

So let's come to the women problem, all girls are GHOSTING ME!!! Like okay... Thanks ig... It gives me more time to think and analyse my life.. which hasn't been great but I'm working on it!!!!! I'M WORKING HARD FOR HAPPINESS!!!

Also my best friend made this cool MOOD BOARD for me, it's amazing and so accurate.... it'll be attached down below....

SO LIKE MY LIFE IS KINDA BORING!!! It's classes, then studying then chilling and snapping people.... OOH add me on Snapchat... @your_lezkween

SO I HATE BRAS NOW!!!! THEY IRRITATE THE FUCK OUTTA ME SO I ROAM AROUND WITHOUT ONE NOW!!!! SHUSH BUT DON'T TELL PEOPLE THAT 🤣

I also have been ACTUALLY STUDYING..... NO CAP!!!! I'm proud of myself NGL....

Well, that's all for today. I LOVE Y'ALL
Stay safe, don't forget to vote(US), sign petitions, spread awareness...DONATE IF YOU CAN! BLACK LIVES STILL VERY MUCH MATTER!!!!!!

Love,
Ryan 🏳️‍🌈

Love, Ryan 🏳️‍🌈

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