Dark Cravings

Jealousy

Amber's POV 

He was so annoying and harsh I couldn't wait to leave this fucking place. I've been thinking about escaping since my hair was left between his filthy fingers, but I still hadn't come to a perfect plan. No matter what, I was willing to try anything, literally anything to escape. I wasn't a voodoo egyptian witch so there was no reason for him to keep me here, unless he was making his own plan too, a plan to kill me. That's what he was, a bloody murderer. I didn't care if he was born like that or any other of his lame excuses, I just wanted to leave and forget about it all. He collapsed my whole world, now I didn't even know what was real and what was not anymore. He was a God for fuck's sake, how was that even possible? What was more to be discovered in this fucked up world?

At least Tarik was a sweetheart. He was protective even if he didn't have to be.
I couldn't help it but feel like I was a burden to him since he always was there to save me from his psychopath friend and to make me feel better.

" Could I ask him to help me escape or should I do it alone?"- I thought very confused.

Well no, he is his friend and he will kill us both if Tarik helps me. But yet Tarik is immortal so he couldn't kill him.

"And you magically became immortal too?"-my subconscious added.

That was the problem, I was just a human and he wouldn't hesitate to kill me, he was a lunatic.

I walked towards the window and looked down.

"Well it's not that high, I can jump and then run through the forest."
I have been a cheerleader in high-school so at least I knew some gymnastic moves that would help me not sprain my ankle while landing on the ground.

And that's how I found the perfect plan, I just needed to do it when they weren't home.

"Am I interrupting something?"-Tarik's head was hanging inside my room, not sure to come in or not.

"No, come on in."

"Do you like the view?"

"Hmm?"- I was still thinking about my escape plan and didn't pay attention to what he was saying.

"I saw you looking outside the window and I thought you were admiring the view."

"Oh yes yes, totally what I was doing."- I said in hurry so he wouldn't suspect anything.I had to work on my acting skills they were so lame even a 2-year old child would notice I was lying.

"You seem kinda sad."- his response caught me off guard. How could this guy have noticed it? Probably my fake smile was not that believable, told you lame act, or maybe it could have been the fact that he was a God and he knew everything, he could sense emotions too who knew.

"I'm fine don't worry."- I lied again hoping this time it was believable.

" Do you want me to make a chocolate cake?"- Tarik was officially a sweetheart.

"You're either trying to show off your cooking skills or to make me fat."-I chuckled and he let out a soft laugh.

"You're skinny so you need a few kilos anyway."

"Aww that's so sweet of you Tarik, but I know I'm a little paunchy."- my little smile faded away at the memories.

"Who told you that nonsense?"- he seemed angry and I couldn't help but open myself up to him to be free of the burdens I was keeping all to myself.

"My ex used to call me that".- my face expression changed from neutral to sad real quick and I couldn't even force a fake smile.

"Your ex is a blind dickhead."- he tried to comfort me.
"Don't tell me you are sad because of some lies your ex told you?"