Dark Cravings

Furious

"Well hello there bunny"- I said surprised of the girl standing in front of me wearing only pink underwear and pink bunny ears like those playboy girls on magazines. She was indeed pretty and hot but I was more of a red crave, but which fool would refuse such a pleasurable thing only because he didn't like pink?

"Is that the pizza, I'm starving..."- Amber appeared behind me and her eyes widened at the view.That made two of us.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you'd have company tonight."- I noticed she sounded disappointed and angry at the same time. Well I didn't call her so it wasn't my fault firstly, and secondly Amber was nobody to make me feel bad for having a girl at my doorstep. Anyway it wasn't like she was of use to me with that leg and sex was always the better option rather than pizza and a movie.I wasn't some nerd loser and she knew that very well, it was logical. Plus this was the best moment to show to Tarik that I wasn't becoming a pathetic man with feelings, at least that was what I liked to think.

"Are you Seraphis?"- the girl finally spoke and damn her voice was ugly.I hoped that mouth would do better than that because I was planning on keeping it occupied not letting her speak or her voice would ruin my night.

"The one and only as you can see.Let's cut to the chase, go upstairs and wait for me there."

"Ok..."

"Nope, no talking,- I covered her mouth, my ears were annoyed enough and if she continued talking it would be a turn off no matter how hot she was,- be right there, up the stairs, walk straight and to your left.I intend to see you with less."-I winked at her as she walked past me and I slapped her magnificent fat ass and she giggled.

"I'm not hungry anymore, enjoy."- Amber was piercing my face, disgusted and furious and tried to walk away but I caught her hand.

"Care to join me in a threesome babygirl?"- I smirked but her face expression told me I made her more furious than she was. Well at least I offered, don't know why others think I don't do charity or think only about myself.

"You're disgusting and I really wish I could slap the shit out of you but I actually don't wanna lose my other leg by your psychotic spoiled ass. Yesterday was a fucking mistake and please I beg you don't come near me again.Lock me up or even kill me I don't care as long as I don't see you stupid face.I hope you have a great night."- she stopped shouting and escaped my grip running up the stairs.

I couldn't help but feel a little guilty but what did I even do wrong? She wasn't expecting me to say no to the girl was she? It wasn't like she was giving it to me and I fucked someone else so she had no right to be mad at me and I had no right to judge myself because that's how I am. A selfish sex addict who cares only about his self, his pleasure, well maybe a little about Tarik too, but that was all, no fucking else not even my family so Amber was a nobody and I was the one who didn't wanna see her face or have her around so she had no right to say those words because those were my words. Might as well kill her now more than ever she ruined my fucking night.

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I had sex after all but for the first time I didn't enjoy it. Her words kept replaying in my head:disgusting, mistake, don't wanna see you. Well it was her loss because who wouldn't wanna see my perfect hot face, females practically beg me and then there's her annoying ass who acts like she's not interested, like she didn't stick her tongue in my throat the other night. Mistake, mistake njanjanja I'll show her lying ass the mistake she fucking enjoyed so much.

"What are you thinking about baby?" - Alicia's ugly voice made me realize I should appreciate Tarik's angelic voice more when he interrupts my thoughts.Or was it Mara? Anna? Actually I didn't even ask her about her name.

"Why are you still breathing?"- I sighed and snapped her neck watching her corpse falling to the ground and I was so happy I made the world a favor because now nobody would have to deal with her voice.See I wasn't so selfish after all.

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After losing all that energy, I must say sex really keeps you in shape, I went downstairs to get something. As soon as I entered the kitchen I remembered there was nothing to eat in the house, nothing prepared actually, and it was strange that the pizza guy never came. Or he might have come and I didn't hear anything. I was really hungry and the thought of asking Amber to order another pizza crossed my mind but then I remembered her words and I decided against it. She didn't deserve my kindness, if I even had one and for sure she would have thrown gasoline to the fire and made me lose control with her way of talking. I should really teach her some matters, for example make her be afraid of me again so maybe she'd shut the hell up.
And another strange thing I just realized was that Tarik had been gone the whole day and he normally doesn't do that. Why would he leave me in a house alone with her, was it some kind of punishment? That prick. Well I wouldn't leave it alone I'd annoy him too since I had nothing to do. Let's see what has gotten that fucker so occupied.

"Well, well, well, if it's not Mr.Coming Home Late."- I was relieved that he answered the phone actually. He had never been out this much and I was worried. Everything can happen knowing who we are and what kind of life we had before.

"Are you playing daddy role now?" - he said annoyed.

"You know I'm not into boys Tarik, but seriously where are you?"

"Oo is my anti-feelings friend feeling worried about me?" -he laughed and I rolled my eyes at his response.

"Of course I even called 911 and reported you missing."

"I can feel you rolling your eyes over the phone, but don't worry I've just been out hoping to find something related to you and Amber, no luck so far."

"Don't even bother she's not worth the time and I don't need to find out why I feel what I feel because I don't feel anything at all."

"Did something happen, you sound really mad at her?"

"Are you coming or not?"

"I'll be home in the morning."

"And what am I supposed to eat until the morning?"

"Go learn how to cook or order something."

"No shit sherlock."- I'd break a guinness record if the world knew how many times Tarik made me roll my eyes.

"Anyway gotta go now bye."

Ughh I really wasn't in the mood of going out and buying something so I ordered a pizza hoping this time it would arrive. And while I was waiting I could only hear the wind whistling outside and I couldn't help but wonder if Amber was asleep. I tried to stay away but if felt like I had to go and check up on her because something inside of me didn't feel right. And of course how come I doubted my instincts... the minute I entered the room she was gone.