Without regrets [redwood book 2]

Chapter twenty five

Ryan

I kept coming closer and closer to her. I could hear her pants, the lack of oxygen entering her lungs because of her fear. I had never met this woman before in my life but she looked at me like she knew me. Shewas sweating, looked like water had been dumped on her. I didn't know who she was but What I knew we that she isn't the blonde lady I had seen before in my dreams or whatever these are.

Her bloodshot eyes widened in fear. She was looking at me. Her fear was towards me.

I didn't understand why she was so afraid of me.

I wanted to tell her that I won't hurt her. But there were no words coming out.

Just growls.

"Please. Please don't do this"she kept repeating.

Do what?

She kept running but looked back a lot, pleading to forgiveness. Begging. She fell and I got closer to her. I wanted to stop, tell her that she can trust me that I'm not here to hurt her but I couldn't. I could taste her fear and a big part of me liked it. Liked seeing her so afraid of me. But I knew myself, this isn't something I would enjoy seeing. I could hear her heart beating fast and irregularly. I could hear her little whimpers and I wanted to wake up. But I couldn't. It was like I was trapped. Forced to see this.

I knew just what was going to happen. I had this feeling, this urge to bite her, hurt her, to make suffer.

She was going to die and I could do nothing to stop it.

"No. No. No please"I begged but those words weren't coming from me but the woman in front of me.

I had no idea who she was. I had never seen her before. I don't think I ever walked past her in the streets. She didn't look like she was from silver creek so why did I want to hurt so bad.

Why was I seeing this?

Why was I seeing this woman?

Why was I having this disgusting dream?

I want it to stop.

"No please don't do this"she begged this time not looking at me.

"You betrayed me"a voiced said.

When I tried to look beside me to the person who spoke, I found that I couldn't. I couldn't move my head. I was trapped.

"Please I don't want to be here"I cried but all that came out was a growl.

The woman looked at me, her fear growing more and more by the second.

"Don't do this"she whispered her eyes not leaving mine but I knew that it wasn't me that she was talking.

"I don't want to do this"I cried but instead another angry growl came out.

"Please. Please."

I didn't like this dream. I wanted to be out of it but I found that I couldn't be.

"You wanted to find me. Well here I am"that familiar voice spoke again.

I knew that voice. I heard it before.

Again I tried to turn towards it but I couldn't.

"The boy. The boy"the woman pleaded.

"The BOY is none of you business"the voice spat.

"It's wrong. What we done is wrong"

The person beside me crackled as if the woman said the most funniest thing ever.