11:11 (Poem Book#2) [Trigger Warning]

double adventure

I want to go in an adventure
But I'm busy today
But I'm also adventuring in my own kind of way?
I'm adventuring in the way I wish I was a few days ago,
But now I'm kinda reluctant I dont exactly want to go?
But I do want to go I just kinda want to go somewhere else with someone else,
But I dont want to blow this person off because I've kinda known them for most of my life?
But I also want an adventure where I can make things right.
I mean I doubt I would be able to go to this second adventure anyway.
So off on the original course I shall stay.