11:11 (Poem Book#2) [Trigger Warning]

daydreamers lie

My heart and my mind are at odds.
My mind knows what's real yet my heart creates a beautiful facade.
I look back on old pictures so I can delete them and finally let go.
But my heart and my mind cant decide between yes or no.
My mind knows it's over
Knows nothing is coming back.
But my heart knows every good moment
And likes to keep track.
It holds hope, wishful thoughts, and lies.
While my mind is moving on, saying final goodbyes.
I reach out and to no avail.
If it is true it shall prevail.
I'm done asking over and over, why.
I'm done living my hearts daydreamer lie.