11:11 (Poem Book#2) [Trigger Warning]

leave me behind.

I'm done saying "maybe some other time"
I'm done trying to apologize.
You need to leave me I'm not safe for your mind
I dont care if you think I'm nice. Or kind.
Leave me behind.
I drag you into my shit,
You have to deal with the strictness of my family.
And through all the grit. You shouldnt have to deal with me.
Maybe in another life, this would be alright.
But I dont want to give ti hed with regret every night
Regret about how I ruined your life
So leave me behind.
I'm not optimistic, creative, or funny.
I'm not witty, pretty, or cunning.
I have helicopter parents. Strict to a tee.
And to top it all off I'm stuck at 15.
You should cut me off
I'm not good for you.
And I cant change that no matter what I do.
I cant promise that I'll be fine, but I want you to be.
So leave me behind.