𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎 ~𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐚 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐨~

Chapter 71

Suddenly, I saw her lift her head up, as her eyes scanned the room, they landed on me..
I looked into her beautiful, brown eyes..
My breathing hitched and my jaw clenched..
She stared at me, confused by my expressions..
I can't do this shit anymore..

Without thinking it clear, I raised my hand..
I used the need to go to the bathroom as an excuse..
I stood up and made my way to the door..
I opened it and closed it with force as I exited the classroom..

I placed my hands on the lockers, holding myself up, and started taking deep breaths, to calm myself down..

He was touching her.
He was with her.
He was smiling at her.
He was making her laugh..
He was making her happy.
I'm supposed to be the one that does those things..
But I fucked up..
And I lost her.
I hurt her.
And now she moved on.. To someone who's probably better.

And I still love her.

I think about her every single day.
I told her to forget about me thinking it would help me forget about her..
Well that certainly didn't work out.
Because it's fucking impossible.
My life is miserable.
I fake a smile every single day in order to make her think I moved on..
So I guess that's what she did..
And I'm glad.. I hope he doesn't hurt her.
I really do.

I felt my eyes becoming glossy.. Fuck, why am I like this..?
My breathing started getting heavier by the second.. Till I lost it..

"FUCK!"

I screamed as I punched the locker as hard as I could.. I let out a scream of pain whilst collapsing to the floor.. Holding my now bleeding fist..
The punch was so hard, the locker dented.

I slowly slid down the locker and shut my eyes.. I felt tears forming in them.. I tried.. I tried to be strong for such a long time..
But, right now.. I feel weak.
Not physically.
Mentally.

I let the tears stream down my face while tightly squeezing my fist.. Hoping the pain would go away..
Both the physical.. And the mental.

"Mattia...?"

I heard a worried voice.. I looked up and spotted Alejandro hovering above me..

"What the fuck happened? Why is your fist bleeding and why are you crying?"

He asked pointing at the locker and then at my first..

"I fucking miss her bro"

Gabriella's P.O.V

I sat there, feeling anxious..
Well first of all, he's not taking his fucking hand off my thigh..
And second of all, why the fuck was Mattia so aggressive..?

My thoughts were interrupted by the door opening with force once again...
Both Mattia and Alejandro walked in, making everyone's eyes land on them..
You could hear a few gasps and mumbles amongst the classroom.

My eyes immediately landed on Mattia's hand.. It was bleeding and a bruise begun forming.. My eyes widened..
He certainly did not have that before walking out of the classroom...
What happened..?

"Why is your hand bleeding? Go to the nurse!"

The teacher said worried as he noticed Mattia's hand..
Mattia shook his head before walking back to his seat.

"It's not that big of a deal, I'll be fine"

He shrugged..
I looked at him confused..
He suddenly turned around, facing me.
His expression softened..

"Hey, you good?"

I mouthed and he nodded..
He's lying.. But I'm not able to do anything about it..

Mattia's P.O.V

As the bell rung, I patiently waited outside the classroom door, waiting for a specific person..
As soon as they walked out of the classroom, I headed towards them...

"Hey, Zach"

I said, as politely as I could, he turned around with a confused expression on his face.

"Hey.. Mattia?"

He said, as if he didn't know my name... Can I punch him already?
No.
I promised to myself that I would be mature..

"Wait, you're Gabriella's ex, right?"

He asked and I had the urge to roll my eyes, but I didn't..

"Yeah.. And since we're on that subject.. Are you guys like..talking?"

I said as I awkwardly scratched the back of my head.. He slightly chuckled..

"I'm working on it"

He said and I clenched my jaw, causing his smile to fade away.. Pussy.

"Please... If anything does happen.. Promise you'll take care of her..
Please, Promise you won't break her heart.. She's been through so much pain.. Don't let her experience more.. She won't be able to handle it.. She deserves the world, don't let her slip out of your hands.. "

I said in one breath.. He slowly nodded, with a small smile..

" Look Mattia... "

He said, taking a step closer to me.

" I know you still love her.. It's pretty obvious.. But it's over, it doesn't matter anymore, you just weren't the one for her"

He shrugged.. I wanted to beat the living shit out of him..

"So just try to let go, I'll help her move on, won't be too hard"

He winked and walked away.

I'm going to fucking kill him.

Yes.
So I'm thinking like 5 more chapters..?