Dear Diary,
I don't know where to start.
Harry came home. Two days before my birthday.
It all happened on Christmas night.
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-Have you heard to know him is to love him?
+Yeah I think I have. How did it go?
-To know know know him
Is to love love love him
Just to see that smile
Makes my life worthwhile
+Beautiful.
-It's such a simple song but the lyrics is just so raw and touching. Don't you think?
+Yeah it's a good song. Wanna watch a movie?
-Nah I'm sleepy.
+Cuddles?
-I'm offended that you even asked.
+Take it easy now.
-You smell nice.
+It's deodorant might wanna try it sometimes.
-Hey!! Why are you being mean today? You literally stay in my room and know that I do use them!
+I know love I'm just messing with you.
-You better be.
+You know... I'm not blind.
-Hm?
+Why can't he see?
How blind here he be?
Someday he'll see
That he was meant just for me
-Congratulations you know the rest of the song.
+Do you really think I don't get your little hints?
-I just like the song.
+Cut the bullshit. It's ok.
-Can we just sleep?
+I love you.
-You what?
+I love you.
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Harry told me he loves me. You know how long it took him? 5 years. 5 long ass years.
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+I'm sorry for kissing you and running away and I'm sorry for not telling you sooner. But I think it was better like this.
-Harry what are you saying?
+At first I didn't tell you cause you had your problems and I thought it would be better to be your friend through that. Then some shit happened and it just wasn't right. I wanted to wait until everything was a bit more stable. And honestly I wanted to be sure of my feelings.
-I'm- What!?
+Darling you can't be this shocked. We kissed before.
-That wasn't even a kiss.
+Yeah?
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And you know what he did next?
He
Kissed
Me.
How am I still alive???
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-I love you.
+I love you too.
-Ok stop it's freaking me out.
+Why?
-I don't know! You- I- ugh I don't know.
+It's ok. We'll work through this.
-But you're leaving for school.
+Just to pack my stuff.
-You're done?
+All done.
-Where are you staying?
+Maybe here until I find somewhere I can afford? If you and Ned are cool with it.
-Yeah. Yeah that's good.
+I love you.
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So to sum it up.
1-Harry loves me.
2-Harry kissed me.
3-Harry's done with college.
4-Harry's coming home.
5-Harry's gonna stay here.
6-Harry kissed me again.
Is it obvious that I'm freaking the fuck out?
Is it obvious????
What do I even have to say anymore.
All I wanted this time was to hear those words and now I don't know what I'm supposed to do!
I'm gonna go cry.
Or maybe die.
Yup that sounds better.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Diary, // L.S
General Fiction[𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒅] "Goodbyes hurt when the story is not finished and the book has been closed forever." No one listens to him so he pours his heart out in a diary. ~ short-ish story !!!Trigger warnings in the prologue!!!
