20.Dear Razor,

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Dear Diary,
Today is sunday. Two days since we talked.

I feel empty. Empty of life. Empty of hope. Empty of joy.

I don't even feel sad anymore.

I'm not as good as I was in school. But I don't really care about that.

Dad asks why I bathe two times a day. I don't answer. What am I supposed to say? Hey dad I take baths so that I can purge and then cut my thighs? Fuck that.

Fuck life. Fuck everyone.

He won't understand any of what's happening.
No one will.

I know what I'm doing and I'm gonna keep doing it until I feel satisfied.

Diary I'm alive and I can tell because of the pain.

Dear Diary, // L.SOpowieści tętniące życiem. Odkryj je teraz