Battle Scars

Chapter 49

I got him some food and sat on the couch I put the TV on and laid down until there was a knock on the door I hurry over and open it... It was Emma
"You ready?" She asks she had had a pretty black dress on
"What for?" I asked confused
"Beaus funeral! It's today" she says shocked holy shit I forgot holy shit
"Um...be right back" I run upstairs and go through my bags
"What are you doing?" Jack asks confused
"It's beaus funeral today!" I say throwing clothes everywhere
"Holy shit.." He says sitting up
"You can just stay here If you want" I say he nods and I get a black skirt out with a nice black top and some black high heels
"Bye Jack" I say walking over to him he bits his lips I lean down and kiss him on the cheek
"Jack and Skate is coming over where making a new song" he says smiling
"Can't wait to hear it!" I say smiling and walking downstairs.
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I get in there and we sit with the Janoskians tears have already came down my eyes looking at the coffin.... We walk out and my cheeks where so saw from crying
"Hey Shenaye" Jai says running up towards me
"Yeah" I say turning around
"Beau...he-he left this it's for you" he says handing me a note and a box
'Dear Shenaye,
I'm gonna miss you and I love you.... Thanks for making me happy
I'll always be in your heart your the best ever ever from beau'
Tears came down my eyes I open the box it was a nice love heart necklace I hug Jai tightly and cry over his shoulder.
"Bye Jai" I say and he smiles
"Bye he really loved you" he says walking away
"Come on Shenaye lets go" Emma says I walk with her and look out the window on the way home. She drops me off and I say thank you I walk in and I hear music coming from a room I walk in and see the guys singing in the microphone with headphones on I sit down and watch them I smile and rest my head on the wall I put the necklace on the Beau had for me I had Jacks necklace on still I've never wore so much jewellery.. They stop and Johnson walks over to me
"Hey" he says and I stand up
"Jack- he-he wrote me a note before he died he said he l-l-loved me Jack did he die because of me?!" I say crying
"No Shenaye!" He says hugging me the tears stopped there was none to come out
"Shenaye are you okay?" Gilinsky asks concerned
"Yeah I was just at Beaus funeral" I say and he nods his head
"Oh Shenaye this is Skate" Johnson's says introducing me to him
"Hi" I say smiling
"So your Jacks girlfriend" he says shaking my hand
"Yeah well where getting married" I say and he looked shocked
"Yes Johnson!" He says and I laugh
"I'm gonna go downstairs" I say
"We all are we've finished recording for the day" Jack G says and I smile we walk downstairs and sit on the couch Sam joins and I sit on Johnson's lap
"Let's watch the fault in a stars!" I say and everyone sighs I laugh and so does Johnson
"Here I'll put it on" Gilinsky says and I smile he gets Netflix up and presses play. I was so sad tears came down my eyes as Augustus Walters died I look and Johnson and he had watery eyes I lean down the world stopped for a second as our lips connected I tilt my head
"Guys stop its up to the best bit!" Sam says We pull back and I blush we watched and it finished
"Thanks for picking a movie like that" Skate says and I laugh
"No prob" I say smirking
"Where do you think your going" Johnson says putting his hands on my waist and pulling me back I laugh as he picks me up I turn to him and he picks me up I wrap my legs around him and kiss him I put my hands on his cheeks he's amazing
"The bedrooms that way" skate says pointing to the hallway I pull back and laugh
"Yeah well he's not that lucky" I say getting down of him and sitting down on the couch
"Come on babe" Jack says winking at me
"What did I say to you yesterday" I state he sighs he sits next to me
"You know we can still do it" he lightly says so no one else can here it
"I know Jack I'm scared okay so just back off!" I yell and walk out I don't know why I'm just so angry at him. I get my phone out I'm lost in the middle of Omaha I don't know what I'm doing... I call Gilinsky
'Shenaye!' He says
'I'm lost I don't know where Iam!' I say and he laughs I tell him what street I'm on
'Shenaye watch out! Those bitches that hurt you live on that street' jack says
'Ehhh I don't care there was like 8 of them last time' I say
'I'll be right there' he says hanging up I walked looking out for them and my luck I seen the leader of them walking alone... She smirked at me and walked over
"So.... It's you" she says
"Yep me" I say
"Where your so called husband and your so called friends" she says smirking
"Oh at my mother in laws house you know" I say smirking back
"You missed it last night Jack was all over me" she says
"Fuck you" I say punching here on the nose
"Oh my god my nose!" She says I punch her again and again I hate her so much
"Shenaye!" Gilinsky says running up to me he put an arm around me and takes me to the car
"Your knuckles are fucked" he says I look down at them they where bleeding really badly
"I hate her so much she said...about last night" jack kept looking at road
"Did anything happen between them" I say confused
"I really don't know we where all drunk I can't remember anything" he says
"Okay" I reply.