Battle Scars

Chapter 39

I run in Emma running next to me we get in and I go to the waiting area
"Which room is Matthew Espinosa in?" I asked
"He's in room 21" she says smiling I quickly walk upstairs and down the long corridors searching for it until I finally find it and walk In he's laying their with a bandage on his fan there was so much fan arts and everything already in here he was asleep I Sit down in the chair and I hold his hand
"Stay with me Matt okay" I say looking at him eyes getting watery everyone walks in and Emma sits down next to me I start crying and he hugs me
"why does this always happen to me! Everyone in my life suffers" I say crying
"I don't if it wasn't for you I wouldn't of went and picked up the boys you put confidence in me" she says smiling I hug her again
"Guys!" Matt says
"Matt oh my gosh! Your wake I love you so much" I say hugging him tightly
"I love you two" he says putting an arm around me
"I'm so glad your okay and about the baby he's ours okay" I say looking into his eyes
"I'm sorry for getting so upset I know it wasn't your fault" he says
"It's okay I know why you over-reacted I would have properly done the same"
"You guys are so freaking cute! Smile" I smile hugging him and he put his thumb up
"This is going on Instagram" she says
"Matt I'm happy your okay" Nash says smiling and shaking his hand
"When are you allowed to leave" I say to him
"Couple of weeks I think"
"Emma's funerals tomorrow..." I say looking down
"Im sorry Shenaye" he replies
"No it's okay.." I give him a peck on the cheek I don't know what I'm going to do I sit down and talk about how much I missed him Everyone else talked to him.
"Do you need anything" I ask Matt and he smiles
"Could you please get my a can of coke" he says I nod and walk away.
--------NASH GRIERS POV-----
Shenaye walks out of the room this is my chance.
"Matthew" I whisper
"Yeah" he says
"Shenaye slept with me last night when you left and It got pretty intense" I whisper in his ear I pull out and he look devastated I felt the evilness hit my gut
"Anyway I gotta go" I say walking out Tears came down Matthews eyes Emma, Cam, Carter and the Jacks looked so confused
---------SHENAYES POV-------
I got the coke from the vending machine and walked to the room I walk in and Matt was crying I rush over to him
"What's wrong" I asked confused
"Don't talk to me you slut" he says tears coming down his face what did I do
"Matt.." I say I drop the can of coke and run out
"Where are you going" Emma says chasing after me
"Matt he..he said I was a slut I don't even know what I did" I say tears coming down my face
"What!" She says confused
"Don't worry about me okay just don't like I said everyone close to me gets hurt and I don't want you getting hurt" I say running out
"Where are you going!" Jack g yells out to me I just kept running I heard someone running after me I look behind me it was Jack J my guy hurt and I stopped it was so sore I sit down in a little grass area and he comes after me
"What happened!" He asks worried
"Matt called me a slut and I don't even know why" I say more tears coming down he hugs me tightly
"Why would you come running after me anyway" I asked
"Cause you always seem to run after me" he replies smiling
"Thanks for always being there for me"
"It's Emma's funeral tomorrow, it's so confusing like this baby I just want this baby to have the best childhood ever Liam and Emma I just wish" I couldn't finish my sentence the tears got the best of me he hugs me tightly
"He's going to be okay I promise for now we have to go and see what where wearing for he funeral" he says standing up he helps me up and we walk he puts and arm around my neck and I look at him we smile at each other and keep walking
"Your the bestest friend in the world" I say to him he giggles
"Same to you" he replies. We finally get in the bus and I walk to my massive bags filled with clothes Jack went to the back of the bus where Jack G was I go through my bags and found the dress I wore on Jack and Is date when he asked me to marry him I get it out and put it on Beaus bed I miss Beau and Connor so much....
-------BEAUS POV-----
I think about Shenaye all the time why did she have to break my heart, I have to move on I need to buy its just so hard
-----SHENAYES POV-----
It's getting late Jack and Jack finally come out from the back of the bus
"What where use doing!" I say they both look at each other and hand me there Mac book it was a YouTube video
"Our thoughts on Shenaye Hunt" I read out I didn't know what it was going to be about
"Our thoughts on Shenaye Hunt she is a cutie! Well actually more than a cutie she is just so cool!" Jack J says which made me smile
"Yeah you guys are hating on her for no reason she is so cool she's like a homie and yes she's dated both of us but that's personal okay so don't hate because of that She is just amazing so guys please understand that we like her a lot" jack G says I was shocked I looked at him and he was blushing
"Aw you guys are the best ever!" I say and we got in a group hug
"Use keep stealing my heart" I say pulling out and looking at them
Carter walks in
"Aw there's my lil Asian" I say going to hug him but he pushes me away I looked at him confused
"How could you do that to Matt you really are.." He says shaking his head and walking away
"What did I do he called me a slur of no reason! Literally I was out of the room for 5 mins!" I snap
"You cheated on him! That's what you did"
"Wait what" Jack G says we where all confused
"What no I never where did you get that from" I say confused
"With Nash you slept with him last night that's what he said to everyone"
"NO WAY THATS SO FUCKING GROSS! Carter you know I didn't! Carter you have to believe me I didn't do that" I beg to him
"To be honest I don't know what to believe" he says walking to his bed I was so pissed off Nash was in his bed sleeping I walk over and wake him up
"What" he says
"How the fuck could you! I hate you so much you ruined my life why.." I yell at him
"I wonder who Matts going to believe you or me" he says smirking
"I hate you so fucking much!" I yell at him
"Thanks" he says
"ARRRHHHH!" I say and walk away
"What's wrong?" Jack J asks
"Well fyi Nash said to Matt that I slept with Nash lastnight now everyone thinks I'm a slut what fun it is being me!" I say putting my thumbs up and walking to the back of the bus with Jack and Jack
"Let's make a video for my channel" I say and they both smile we sit down.