Battle Scars

Chapter 25

We whispered until their was a knock on the door
"I'll get it babe" I say standing up and walking to the door I open it and Jack Johnson is standing their
"What are you doing here!" I say and he smirks he wasn't looking at my face i realised I was wearing a black silky gown I cross my arms
"Oh well I just got home from the pub and I can't drive" he didn't seem drunk....
"Jack your not young anymore you need to stop this! Find a girl and settle down" I say and he looks at me
"I can't, I found a girl and I lost her, I can never get her back" he says sadly my heart was bursting I felt so bad Jack G walked out and I looked at Jack G
"I'm gonna get dressed and take him home okay..." I say and he nods i go inside and out a hoodie on and shorts underneath the gown and got my car keys and walked out
"Bye Jack" I say kissing him on the lips he didn't kiss back... That really hurt me We got in the car and I turned the radio up while reversing.... We where on the main road and Jack turned the radio down
"I'm writing a song" he said and I smiled
"Good luck"
"Remember at the hotel that was the best couple of days of my life" he says
"Yes, it was"
"I wish I treated you better you deserved to be treated way better" he says and I pull over I turn the car of and he looked confused
"Can't you see I have a baby with Jack! You don't realise it's hard for me too it's so complicated at the moment! I love Jack I love Nash I love you I love Matt I love carter I love Cameron I love Emma i love all of use okay!" I say frustrated
"I know it's hard for you.....what Nash did to you what I did to you!" He says and I smile
"At least you get it" I say and he hugs me
"I'll will always be here for you... Let's just walk" he says we get out of the car and walk till we find a paddock with one tree in the middle of it it was amazing we look at each other and run to it he gets there first and I laugh panting we climb it and sit on a branch I grab a stick and scratch my name into it
"Shenaye ❤️'s the jacks" I scratch in it and Jack laughs I put an arm around him and we start talking it had a nice breeze out of nowhere he pecks my cheek I was so confused I look at him and he was smiling
"I can't!" I say climbing Down I could not to that to Jack I love him so much I slowly walk to the car it was awkward silence from then on until I dropped him off and drove back.
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I quietly pulled into the drive way I stepped unlocked the door and walked In I heard giggling from the room, that was a girl laugh I quickly walked and opened the door Alyce she was sitting down next to Jack holding hands and they where talking my eyes peered at Jack my heart crushed my life was over
"Shenaye!" He says Alyce covered her mouth from laughing
"How the fuck could you!" I yell and put my hand up I slap Jack as hard as I could my hand stung but I shook it off I got my ring off my hand and plonked it on him
"I thought you where different" I say crying I walk into Emmas room and pick her up with the pram she started crying I started crying also I sat in the car and put Emma in her little seat I wipe my tears off and I was so devastated the envy boiled inside me Jack runs out he looked stressed I started crying I looked at him and turned the car in gear I waved goodbye to him and drove away I turned my radio up a bit I don't know where I'm going Emma lives in Cameron's home town which is hours away and Emma needs to rest Jack J...... He's my only choice. I drive their I'm so fucking sick of this I want Emma to have a Dad it sucked for me as a kid growing up with no Dad I want Emma to have the best childhood ever I felt my finger and there was no ring, more tears come down as I thought of him 'problem by Arians grande' I smiled and wipes my tears away I will get through this.. I keep saying to myself as i pull into Jacks drive way I get out and got Emma out of her little seat.