Battle Scars

Chapter 42

He gives me the drink
"Thanks Gilinsky" I say standing up and hugging him I go to my clothes and grab some stuff out
"First time having a shower on the bus let's see how it goes!" I say smiling usually we would just use a lot of deodorant but I need to shave my legs! I get In it was really small
"Can we pretend that aeroplanes in the night sky like shooting stars yeah I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now" I sing I start humming
"Girl just stay right where you are girl just stay right where you are, in from many different avenues many different avenues so all in asking you is girl just stay right where you are" I sing
"Yes go Shenaye wooo!" Gilinsky says and I laugh
"Singing in the shower la-da-de-la-da-da-la-da" I sing and Gilinsky laughs.
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I walk out with a singlet on and sweatpants
"Shenaye come and watch '8 mile' with us" Johnson says
"Is that about EMINEM!" I say
"Yeah"
"Oh my gosh I love EMINEM! I'm coming" I say walking fast catching up to him we sit on the beds and put the blanket on me he presses play and we watch I sink down in the mattress there both shirtless abs that's like a sexual fettish to me i lick my lips quickly and sink down I lean my head on Johnson's chest
"Guys i Brought back Taco Bell for use" Emma says smiling
"Oh my gosh thanks so much" I say standing up she hands me the box I hug her I cross my legs and hand everyone a taco there was extras in there
"Guys if use want more tacos there's some in there" I say
"Thanks" they both say.
I get a the napkins out I look at Gilinsky and he had sauce all over his mouth
"Here" I say laughing I look and Johnson he was the exact same I wipe it off for him and he smiles
"Thanks" he says smiling
"Thanks Emma and cam" I yell out
"No problem" Cam yells back I sink down and lay my head on Johnson's chest I draw my hand around his ab lines
"That tickles" he says giggling I start laughing
-----GILINSKYS POV------
I look at Shenaye and Jack they look so happy the sadness hits my gut if only she was doing that to me if only Alyce didn't come crying at my door as Shenaye left in so dumb I look in my wallet to find Shenayes ring the ring I proposed to her with....I'm too in love to let it go.
-----SHENAYES POV-----
"Shenaye..." Gilinsky whispers
"Yeah" I reply turning over he had the ring in his hand flashbacks came in my head
"Jack.." I say and hug him tightly
"I can never let go of you.." I say and he smiles
"Wait there for a sec" I say I walk out and go to my bags I check the side pocket and found my necklace I put the ring on it I walk back in
"Gilinsky could you do this up for me" I say
"Sure" he says I move my hair so he can do it
"There you go" he says
"Thanks Gilinsky" I say and he smiles I lay back down.
"Jack I have a really serious conversation I need to talk to you about" I say look at him in the eyes
"I'm not ready do have another baby it's nothing about you it's just I'm to young and I just don't want the hassle" I say holding his hand
"Are you talking about an abortion?" He says I nod and he looked really upset
"If you want to ...,okay" he says sadly
"I'm sorry Johnson"
"Don't be it's fine okay"
"Thanks for understanding" I say
"Shenaye sorry for ears dropping but are you going to get an abortion ?!" Gilinsky says confused I nod the movie finishes and he puts on another on I lay my head on the pillow and look at the ceiling I soon fall asleep.
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I wake up next to Jack and Jack they must have fell asleep also I roll on top of Johnson and he moans I sit up I start tickling him and he wakes up he start laughing
"Stop" he says laughing I look at him he looks right into my eyes
"Anyway you have to come with me to the chemist" I say he was trying to lean in
"Yeah...right" he says I stand up we sneak out everyone was sleeping I press the button to open the door and we walk out holding hands
"Thanks again I don't want to do this but I need to" I say
"Shenaye I understand it's not like you where planning to have a baby I don't remember anything from that night only waking up to you naked" I say and I laugh at the end bit
"You wish you could see me naked again aye Johnson" I say giving him a wink
"Yep" he replies and I laugh
"What"
"You weren't supposed to agree with it" I say and he laughs for a second i walk behind Johnson I can't stop thinking about Matthew
"Actually you know what fuck Matthew If he believed Nash over me he can get fucked like seriously he knows I wouldn't do that but he still believes it" I say I felt better after saying that
"I know if Nash said that to me even if there was a chance you did it I still wouldn't believe him" he says my heart warmed
"cause you gotta have faith" he started singing and I laughed I walked backwards and jogged to Johnson I jumped up on his back
"Woah" he says trying to stand properly I just laugh and he pulls me up
"Geez your strong how can you carry me" I say he laughs
"I don't know.." He says awkwardly he puts me down I get my phone out and plug my headphones in I hand Jack one and we walk to the chemist singing to songs.