Not Just A Pretty Boy {BTS-Jungkook FF [FanFiction-College/IDOL life]}

Chapter 26: You'd be Alone if I didn't Care

It was him.

I started to get my senses back as I felt my stained cheek burn.

"W-why a-are you here?" I asked, stuttering.

He shrugged, looking the other way.

Why isn't he saying anything?

I feel awkward.

I looked down at my feet, lips blue.  A gust of wind blew by and I shivered.  He looked over at me, "you should go back..."

Those same words I heard.  Wait---

My heart started beating faster, I felt my stomach churning and my body feeling colder than ever.

I looked up at him, "y-you were here even when I-I was asleep?!" I felt a sudden panic inside of me.

Wait was I sleeping on him?!

"Yeah, I tried to wake you up..." he seemed calm.  It reassured me for a bit before panicking, realizing I may have been sleep-talking.

I clutched onto my jacket hoodie, looking away from him.  "S-sorry..." I mumbled.

He looked over at me, the light over my glistening stained cheek.  He shook his head, "no need."

Gazing over at his hand, he raised it up before freezing in mid-air.  "You were crying..." he said.  Feeling sheepish, I quickly try to wipe my own cheek and looked down.

I heard him lean on the bench, his back pressed against the cold bench.  "Did you think of something sad while sleeping?"

I couldn't remember what I was thinking about, I didn't even remember my dream.  Did I even dream?

"I-I don't know..."

I looked over at him again, as he kept talking, seeing him also feeling awkward.  He asked another question. "Why are you out here by yourself?"

I shrugged, pulling my knees towards me and hugging them.  It made me feel warmer but my stomach was still churning, sending chills down my spine as he sat next to me again.

"Wh-why are you out here?" I asked him the same question.

He looked up at the sky, his elbows resting on his thighs.  Those wonderfully toned thighs.

"I was going to go to the BigHit building...but I saw you here, sleeping.  I wanted to wake you up but you wouldn't so I stayed," he explained.

I quickly opened my phone, gasping as it was 2 AM.

"H-how long have I--"

"A few hours now... I called in saying I'll come by tomorrow, don't worry," he reassured me.  "Plus I wanted you to keep sleeping if I couldn't wake you up."

I felt so bad.

"I'm sorry..." I said quietly.  He wasn't looking at me anymore.  The street lights shined onto us, making his expression so visible.  He seemed to be shy.  It's not anything that I haven't seen before but usually, he was quiet than shy.

"No worries," he managed to say after a pause of silence.  "I was kept busy during the time you napped."

"Th-thanks..." I smiled at him.  It was something I didn't think I can do anymore.  

He looked down at the floor.  I caught him smiling too. "It's no big deal."

I sat closer to him, noticing how he was still keeping a distance from me... for me because I had been so hot and cold... mostly cold... to him.  He kept a distance because I told him to.  And he respected my words, from the looks of it.