Someone That I left Behind

Smile

Nine

"What are we Joong? ", I looked at him and waited patiently. 

I saw him hesitated, liked he wanted to say something but chose to keep silent.

The look he gave me answered everything. 

At that moment I knew.

I smiled tiredly, spent a second more to look at him for one last time,

and gracefully walked away without turning back.

Joong

"What are we Joong ?", I heard his question loud and clear.

I saw him waiting for my answer. An answer that I refused to say out loud.

I couldn't bear for him to be hurt more than this. Part of it was my fault.

I knew I played devil by choosing silence than saying anything.

I saw recognition downed in his eyes..damn..

Of course I couldn't hide anything, we'd been able to read each other with just a look

For one last time he smiled, but how could a smile made me want to cry.

Never could have imagined, that was the last time I saw him.

Until now..