SNL 2020

Killer Sex Appeal

I was pouting when I video chatted with Qing last night. And my fiancé, jeez have you all get used to it by now?, was not helping the matter of my pettiness.

Qing: (laughing like I'm tickling him) This is not the first time we are spending time away from each other, my Little Squirrel.

Me: (pouting) True. But this is the first time we will be apart for a significant amount of time as an engaged couple.

Qing: (contemplative) Does it feel different to you?

Me: (gazing at the ring on my fourth finger) Yes. (frowning at Qing) It's not different for you?

Qing: Well...

Me: Wang Qing!

What is he trying to say?! That I am alone in feeling to much that we are engaged and separated. Does this man really love me?!

(You are so dramatic)

Maybe so. I don't know. Qing had a valid point though, why he is not feeling emotions as intense as mine.

Qing: (chuckling) Love, come on. We have been spending a lot of time with each other since we got engaged. I mean, usually at this point we are getting in each other's nerves and wanting some space away from each other.

Me: (contemplating) True.

Qing: (nodding) And like I said, this is not an unfamiliar territory for us. I guess, all I am saying is...giving each other time to miss each other is not bad.

Me: Maybe. But why do I get this feeling that I miss you already yet the sentiment is not mutual. Do you even miss me?

Instead of automatically nodding and saying that he is dying with missing me, Qing smiled widely as something akin to amused anticipation glinted on his eyes.

Qing: I was propositioned yesterday.

Me: (perking up at that) Come again? What happened?

Qing: Someone approached me yesterday, interested in knowing me.

Me: Knowing you how? With or without your clothes on?

Qing: (humming) Hmmm...I think with my clothes on. But I don't think she will protest if I start taking things off.

Me: (scowling) She?!!!

Qing: (nodding) I have that appeal, Love. To both men and women. It's my killer sex appeal.

I laughed at that. I laughed because what else can I do? Qing is miles away from me and I can't physically wrap my hands around his neck.

(Dayu ah)

Kidding. I am cool. I was cool. You all know me...I'm not the jealous type. I don't do that at all...

(*sigh* Why are you lying to us and to your diary?)

Fine! Fine! I was jealous. That's my fiancé! We are engaged! Qing has no business getting propositioned! No!

(Have you seen Baba? He is practically advertising to be propositioned...)

Hey! That's not true. Don't overly sexualize Qing like that. Sure he is handsome and hot but he is also a human being with rights not to be look upon like a fresh meat to be grilled and devoured. Respect my man a little, come on now!

(Okay. Fair point. But Baba is deserving of admiration, right?)

True. I won't deny that. There is a lot on the man to be admired about. Physically and traits wise. Qing is an admirable person. But I guess I understand...I mean Qing is really appealing. I know that.