i remember when we were together and i missed you on weekends. i missed you at night, and on snow days. i thought those times were the hardest. times when all i wanted was to see your face. i just wanted to hold your hand, or for you to wrap me in your arms. it was temporary. it was the way the sun missed breathing during the night.
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i miss you now, and this longing is so much worse. i need you so bad, i just want things back. i am crying and drowning in these tears. i miss you in the way i imagine the stars on your body miss the night sky. i'm not poetic or romantic. i just am sad and miss you and want you to come back...
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//"on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home...but i know it's too late...i should have given you a reason to stay..." lack of color, by death cab for cutie//
