i hate writing about you
because i get so sad
and i end up wishing to
completely tear
my veins out of my arms
just to feel something besides this
but oh god what else am i to do
because the only way
we are still associated
is in my mind and on this paper
//It's only 1:00 in the afternoon and I already feel like dying.//
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