it is a tuesday,
and it has rained quite a lot,
and i am not sure how i feel anymore.
i know i am sad and nostalgic
but for whom or what,
i don't know.
i have fallen down a rabbit hole
and i keep praying to hit the ground;
break a bone,
scratch my knees.
but i just keep spinning and falling,
faces of the past blurring by.
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